someone bmf pls💔

When you remove all others and still somehow feel inferior, at least you know that, all along, it wasn’t you.

Fuck you always interrupting me, walking away from me mid sentence, disregarding every single feeling or point I have and literally always having ‘I don’t know’ as your answer to every single question when I try to bring attention to your behavior. I have never felt such a lack of respect from a person who claims to love me. Someday I will have the strength and ability to walk away from you without falling flat on my face.

So most women’s luteal phase lasts around two-ish weeks. I’ve noticed during the first week of my luteal phase I feel pretty optimal actually. I almost like that time more than my follicular and ovulation phase. I feel centered and calm but still sassy and energetic.

Sometimes, especially during my ovulation phase, I feel like I have too much energy, like a squirrel with too much coffee lol. But man, that second half of the luteal sometimes hits me like a brick.

Trouble sleeping, irritable and tired, depression symptoms and heightened issues with anxiety. It always makes me feel like something is wrong with me and then I just remember it’s part of my cycle. I try to be sure and take care of myself and be gentler with myself but it can be hard at times.

It doesn’t help that my only two close female friends have become somewhat distant over the past couple years and I’ve yet to make any other close friends. I have a couple work acquaintances and I have my family I visit but we’re not close enough that I actually talk about my personal struggles. Of course I have my sweet, darling Bun, but he’s only one person and he already does more than enough.

I’m hoping to make some more friends eventually or at least someone that I can find mutual support in. I’ll be there for you, you be there for me type of vibe.

I’ve been in the habit of giving so much of myself to others not to get the same type of effort in return. That being said it’s not like I need someone to rope the moon for me but I’d just like to feel like the investment in the friendship is reciprocal is all.

Feeling kinda out of it this morning and wanted to word vomit a bit to feel better. A shout into the void to ease my suffering even if for a time. Thanks for reading if you did.

I’m lonely bit I’m not desperate. I DO actually have standards, and am way more willing to go home and fuck my tv than most people are.

Someone text me PLSSS

Desperate to talk to someone

im so lonely. im so tired of being so lonely. im trying so hard to reach out but i feel like nobody cares. idk.

I have so many mixed feelings about the whole thing I am not sure if I should crash out or if I couldn’t care less

06.28.25

“Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full. I’d trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you.”

It’s been eight unbearable years since you left me. It’s completely unfathomable that I’ve been without you twice as long as I was with you. My heart still aches exactly the same way it did the day you left. All I want is for someone to look at me the way you used to look at me. I spent the last year of my life pretending that someone else could love me. I wished and hoped and begged for even a tiny sliver of the love that you gave me but it was never ever fulfilled. What a fool I am to believe that anyone could ever love me again, let alone love me the way you did. What an absolute idiot I am to believe that our connection would ever allow for another love in my life. I am alone and I will always be alone. It’s blatantly apparent that I will never have a partner again, a family of my own, a home of my own. I never imagined I could feel more empty than I did after you died. What a surprise it was to discover that the death of my father would only drag me deeper into the empty abyss. The only bit of relief I feel is to know that you, Kinsley, were there (wherever there is) to greet my father at the start of his next journey. I take comfort in knowing that both of you are waiting for me, somewhere, on the other side. I cannot wait to see you again, to be held in your arms again. I am still so madly in love with you, my sweet, sweet girl. My life will never be the same without you. I love you to the moon and back, until the end of my being, forever and ever and always.

I’m so tired of feeling dreadfully alone. I want to be able to hangout with someone and play games n talk. It just feels so hard to find common ground or get along w people lately.

Im useless to them.

I think I’m useless. Like I had a friend group who lives in new jersey and we use to play games all the time, note that these are the closest friends i have ever had and i have met one of them irl, ONCE. fast forward to July 2025 and I’ve known them for a few months now, a good while, and I disappear for 3-4 months for reasons I would like to not explain. Long story short i come back and everybody is happy im not, you know, dead. Though nothing changed that much there was one thing that changed, i now barely play games or even talk to them, not cause I don’t want to but because I cant. They usually play games that if my parents saw me play would beat the crap out of me (EXAGGERATED! they would probably just ground me), plus they stay on their computers way later than my parents allow me to even stay awake, I decided to leave the discord group chat we had because I’m just useless to all my friends now and I feel dumb for even sticking around. They all say they care about me with one friend sending me 40+ messages while I was gone for 3 months, but do they really care about me? I think they are all my best friends, especially the one who sent me the 40+ messages, but I don’t even think I make their top 10 friends, and since I have no other friends in real life I guess I am now officially friendless and it is all my fault. They’ll probably have more fun with me gone and I’m glad for them.

When I need someone, no one responds.

When someone else needs me, I’m always there.

When is it my turn to be cared about?

reposting from my tiktok

Hi, im not worth loving

I will just hurt!

Lonely Taevas…/Üksildane Taevas…

Taevas wants to Watch the Pout-Pout Fish/ Taevas tahab vaadata Pout-Pout kala.

Losing your person sucks. Losing your person and your safe space is shattering

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😞💕🥺💕you’re too kind. I wish I could properly appreciate your wonderful words. At this moment, im very low right now😞💕 I’ve been lonely for so long. I dont know what to do with myself😞💕