i bought junmin pocas and the sender lost them in the mail……. junmin pocas i hope you one day find your way back to me im so sorry this is happening—

Everyone on that island is bisexual Ana is just the only one who will admit it

We’re back for one episode and immediately bisexual coding the whole show. Bisexual island.

Waking

I wandered off the road again,

a path I couldn’t trace,

and stumbled on a crowded town

where every soul seemed strange.

Too tired to keep searching on,

too worn to roam alone,

so I stayed among their voices

far away from what was home.

I copied words I barely knew,

their gestures and their tone,

learned customs like a borrowed coat

until they felt my own.

I called them friends, or tried to,

though something felt untrue,

for deep inside I understood

they always somehow knew.

They knew I was an outsider,

an echo out of place,

a stranger wearing borrowed skin

they’d never quite embrace.

Yet one among them caught my eye—

dark hair and ocean blue—

a girl who seemed as lost as I,

though she never had a clue.

They claimed to know her spirit,

as if they could pretend,

as though by saying she was theirs

they’d make the story end.

But why was I the misfit here?

Why could I never blend?

And why did thoughts of her alone

return me to the end?

Because she woke the truth in me,

she made my vision clear—

that I must leave this borrowed life

and disappear from here.

How I would take her with me

to roads where we belong,

but she still dreams inside their world

and thinks there’s nothing wrong.

Her eyes ignite a fragile hope,

a spark that cuts the gloom,

a ray of light from metal rings

that softly start to bloom.

And strange it is that someone rare,

one never meant to stay,

could be the quiet voice that tells

a stranger: walk away.

So now the road awaits again,

the path I always knew.

I have to go.

12.25.24

I hate the holidays, I really do. You loved them enough for the both of us. I really hate how much anger is inside me. I have so much anger it could pilot a jumbo jet. I’m angry at you for leaving me. I’m angry at you for showing me how I deserve to be loved because now I look for it in everyone. No one lives up to you. No one will ever live up to you.

I find myself missing the little tiny things. The things that I never thought I would be missing. Your scar where they took your kidney? I miss that. You named my boobs and I hated your obsession with them but now I miss it.

There is something about us that not everyone knows. I keep this something shoved deep in my chest cavity, where most cannot find it, because I am so ashamed and so disappointed in myself. This may even be the first time I have actually written it down. I took a step back from us just days before you died. I told you that I couldn’t take care of you if I wasn’t taking care of myself. And I wasn’t taking care of myself. That’s one thing I still agree with. I poured my whole soul into taking care of you after you were injured, leaving myself empty and barren. I told you I needed to focus on myself and just days later you needed me and I wasn’t there. You laid alone, dead, in your bed and I wasn’t there. I will never forgive myself. I will never know if things would have been different had you lived so the only conclusion I can come to is that if I made any other choice you would still be here. I didn’t know, Kinz. I didn’t know. I’m so sorry.

Lost my stone again.

Lost the plot against an ink blot.

I almost got lost in the woods today while I had flip-flops on (dont ask why). I was genuinely scared shitless that Slender Man was gonna pop out of nowhere anytime. Anyways here’s a pic i took before I got lost 💕

I’ve been writing a piece for classical guitar the past few days. I have all of these ideas I can hear in my head, but when I go to play the guitar, my hands don’t find it very quickly and then I forget my original idea.

why is composition like this

Im very happy :>

I just took a really long walk in the middle of nowhere and as i was walking back a red tailed hawk flew in front of me!!

I got a picture but i was to late and it was already gone :’(

Marc Pellegrino, Alanina Huffman and Kelly Jo Minter

SAWYER - LOST

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Every Afictionados Best Line Award (Jo)

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