#note

Dolphenet ……. hands behind back pensively

shout out to the random person in the background of YSEULT’s new music video wearing AP melody toys

It’s still women’s month…

Nobody Teaches Women This (And It Costs Us Years)

Updated my tarot app to figure out why I feel like crap

Like, I already knew. Just wanted to be sure :)

Guy on my train is eating a sandwich that smells delicious. I hope he’s enjoying it

i wish someone saw the things i create the way i did when i first dreamed them up.

“I’ve heard of thye/them hole”

I truly don’t think it’s bad or unkind or wrong to not say I love you back. When I was young it hurt my feelings when I’d tell my friends i loved them and they would laugh or just wouldn’t say anything. I only didn’t like it because they thought I was weird and gay. you can tell when someone thinks you’re weird and gay when none of you have ever met or heard of a gay adult. They didn’t need to reciprocate, I only needed them to be kind to me.

Now that I’m medium and grey I want the people I love to know it’s okay not to love me or not to say it. I think the words and the feeling are mostly irrelevant if we are acting kindly together. I say it very rarely to some people and it changes nothing if they don’t say it back. I am finding it more and more annoying when people react like they’ve found a bug in their food when someone hangs up on them without verbally expressing their love. Is it not enough for you to speak your own aloud? I think it means very little to me to say it 200 times a day just to avoid hurting feelings. It makes something that can feel scary and exciting turn into nothing. Maybe even makes it less true. I do not like that. It should remain a little vulnerable

Excitement for life was a brief, shimmering mirage.

Stuff it down, The American Way.

“how do you get it tattooed ‘frutiger aero style’”

I’m looking for you in the sky

Will be offering 1:1 consultations again 🧡

You can also find me on instagram: @ivesambrose I post there more often + do occasional free and tip based readings xo

Note to Self

• Get tumblr premium & a domain name the moment resource manifests.

Sembra tutto perfetto.

Mi sveglio che è di nuovo notte.

Mi verso il caffè.
Leggo:
“Non esistiamo semplicemente come le pietre o gli alberi: noi sappiamo di esistere e sappiamo che questa esistenza avrà fine. […] La morte resiste a ogni tentativo di addomesticamento teorico, e allora quello che si può fare è non cercare di imbrigliarla, comprenderla o controllarla, ma raccontarla nelle sue forme molteplici”.

Poi un lampo ed un tuono prepotenti.

Buon giorno.

in my dream:

I am writing a note,
stroke by stroke,
on a napkin,
with some difficulty.

Until i tell my inner narrator to “skip ahead a bit”.

Hi, I haven’t been active much on tumblr anymore. I probably won’t be but I’m not gonna delete tumblr. I just won’t be active much as I don’t have much motivation for this app, I’ll still be active on my sideblogs such as my @ask-possessed-sara-chidouin blog, of my Possessed Sara yttd AU. And also @askmxandlucas blog too.

I also may or may not change my username on ao3 or on here as I’m sorta tired of my current username “damingdollface”

Here’s my ao3 account if ya’ll wish to read my fics. Although many are discontinued due to lack of motivation and depression

https://archiveofourown.org/users/damingdollface

I’m gonna blow chunks I just wanted to know if I had tuberculosis