#indie songs

WHO AM I ? (SELF-DESTRUCTIVE EDGE Ver.)

That song kicks hard….

me trying to act nonchalant but “I’m not like the other girls” by Alex G starts playing:

Sidney Gish’s “No Dogs Allowed” is an album I recommend to literally anyone. Just listen to it once. It’s not the greatest music you’ll ever hear but its genuinely so fun and raw and real and near the end it gets absolutely devastating.

“If I knew I’d mess up this many times, then I’d shut up for the rest of my life” -Persephone

“ ‘97 speaks and now I’m there, fuzzy socks and shampooed hair” -Mouth Log

“So your taste is the best, like the books that you read, but I’m not a lot like you” -Rat of the City

“If I’m floating alone, then the liquid’s my home, and at least I’ve got the goo” -Rat of the City

“NOOOOO DOGS ALLOWED”-Rat of the City (can you tell I like this one)

Literally all of Impostor Syndrome its actual peak music

Its wacky, its miserable, its profound, its Sidney Gish’s personal complaints to the world and if you find them relatable I have no doubt you’ll become obsessed with her

Paradise Lost

Homemade music made by me ‘Paradise Lost’ is available on my SoundCloud

Hope you enjoy it ♥️

Lyrics:

I was waiting in the garden

Trying to avoid this world, it’s crazy

Tasting the flavor of his dark materials

The theme is Earth’s inexhaustible magic

Body, mind or heart?

Which part is really alive?

Glowing, I’m waiting

I’ve been glowing from afar

I was waiting on the outside

Looking for a light to guide me out

Thinking of a myriad of possibilities

Are you really divine?

Burning coldly, I’m getting hot

I’m burning coldly and getting hot

Looking for heaven in the chaos

Looking for heaven in the chaos

Looking for heaven in this paradise lost

Life doesn’t always give you what you want, no

But it chooses what’s better for you

Avoiding lust while I’m on my knees

Luxurious manors and cypress trees

Eyes, thoughts or mind?

Where lies the true lie?

Glowing, I’m wasted

Will I glow in the dark?

I was waiting on the outside

Looking for a light to guide me out

Thinking of a myriad of possibilities

Are you really divine?

Burning coldly, I’m getting hot

I’m burning coldly and getting hot

Looking for heaven in the chaos

Looking for heaven in the chaos

Looking for heaven in this paradise lost

Taste me, test me 'cause I’m on a crooked cross

Taste me, test me 'cause I am already so lost

Am I, am I? Falling down tonight

Am I, am I? Falling down tonight

I was waiting on the other side

Looking for a light to guide me out

Fearing a million of hostilities

Will I survive?

Burning babe, it’s gettin’ hot

Burning babe, it’s gettin’ hot

Looking for heaven in the chaos

Looking for heaven in the chaos

Looking for my paradise lost

For that one character with nothing left to lose—but they still plan to go out fighting. 😼😼🙏🙏🙏

for that one ambitious character that longs to be enough… but isn’t.

a song for a character who’s obsession for success finally pays off… but becomes too self-aware of its destruction💔

Indie emo - Vinca major ‧₊˚♪ ₊˚⊹

recreated from dream

made in 2023, Im pressing the piano note like a hammer and it sound eggregious

made last summer

Anuv Jain wrote the saddest line ever;

“Meri mehfil tere jaane se veeraan hai.”

Recently actually started publishing some of the songs I write and bring to life with a.i.

Here’s my first album, two of the first songs I wrote.

Working on three whole other albums. Was gonna have these two tracks on full separate albums with other songs also, but decided to use them for the “Tester” to kinda teach myself how to upload on Spotify.

No words, just this.

Whisky (Demo) de DIMM

Rock song in spanish! You should go give it a listen! Maybe follow their instagram? maybe buy it? *wink wink*

☆.𓋼𓍊 𓆏 𝓟𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓮 𓍊𓋼𓍊.☆

I don’t think I can handle a,
relationship ~

Often times I find myself,
feeling sick ~

⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆

And I can’t help it,
I don’t know why.

Always wanna be by your side.

In my head, a white picket fence,
Maybe couple a kids…
I’ve been doomed since we met.

⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆

I really wanna scream—
Everything you do to me
Feels so perfect, feels so good.

You never get me misunderstood.

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I’ve given myself away,
Too many people have kissed my face…

But none of them felt as good as you.

That I promise,
and that is true.

(That I promise)
(That I promise)
That I promise, that is true.

You love me,
and I love you.

⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆

I could never find my way
out of my self-dug grave,

Until she let her hair down,
and I pulled myself out.

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I’m so scared, I’m terrified—
That she’ll leave me dead inside.

Heart beating fast,
I can’t even blink.

Kissing the blade,
it always stings.

⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆

I really wanna scream—
Everything you do to me
Feels so perfect, feels so good.

You never get me misunderstood.

⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆

I’ve given myself away,
Too many people have kissed my face…

But none of them felt as good as you.

That I promise,
and that is true.

(That I promise)
(That I promise)

That I promise, and that is true.

You love me,
and I love you.

⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆

I promise you, I promise you.
I promise you, I promise you.

That it’s true.

⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆

I promise you,
Promise you,
Promise you,
Promise you.

It’s true.

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ONE OF MY FRIENDS JUST DID A REMIX OF ONE OF MY SONGS

Go give him some strenght

Also, here is the og song