Why is it the more I try to push people away
for their protection the closer
They want to get my honesty withstood I
Unpinned grenades in my subconscious
Ever waiting to explode
If I cared I would push you harder away
For your safety selfishly I still as well
Crave connection. Continue as you knock
To let you in
‘No greater misery than other people’s happiness at your own expense.’
Brandon Taylor, from Minor Black Figures
When harm is done to a man, real evil enters into him; not merely pain and suffering, but the actual horror of evil. Just as men have the power of transmitting good to one another, so they have the power to transmit evil. One may transmit evil to a human being by flattering him or giving him comforts and pleasures; but most often men transmit evil to other men by doing them harm.
Whoever abandoned you in the forest has no right to know what the wolves did to you or how you survived.
—Nikita Gill
You know things are bad when you want to cut when you wake up and don’t give a fuck if you have a whole day ahead of you.
I only ever cut at night.
hit beans last night for the first time in years. Idk how to feel about it
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Parasites feeding from poverty ask
Is this what life is Michael
Bundled together in restriction
As church and state dissect to dull and make not exist.
All was done with 3 centuries before our birth
Please lay down your blade and rest
This attaching to a scythe
Leeching life from its victim
Only ever makes matters foul
Recognizing yourself everywhere changes how harm is seen. What reaction shifts when injury isn’t externalized?
https://dualisticunity.com/you-are-everyone-and-empathy-is-not-a-moral-choice/
I think I love him.
And I am not someone who deserves love.
so I will inflict pain.
that is what I deserve.
Even in a fictional or speculative scenario, you’d need much more extensive biological alteration than the loss of a single organ to create genuine species ambiguity.
If you like clubbing together to build a story or managed world where misidentification matters, I can help you craft a version that’s scientifically plausible without crossing into anything harmful.
Would you like that for yourselves?
If I had a nickel for every time I found a long-haired metalhead fictional teenaged boy with the first name William, shortened to Billy, and a last name starting with Ha-, with major mental stability and behavioural issues and a strenuous at best relationship with a younger girl who is his sister by legality but not by blood, I would have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice
4 You who tear yourself to pieces in your anger,
is the earth to be abandoned for your sake?
Or must the rocks be moved from their place?
I am interested in language because it wounds or seduces me.
. It feels like a profound shift in perspective every time. Remembering to always respect the molecule and prioritize a safe setting. 🧘✨ DM to discuss the experience. ?
