

Just realized sth.

The truest reality you could ever face is the realization that pigs would eat you if they could.
I was stuck
I was stuck in the image you wanted of me
The unfiltered, natural look, untouched hair, quiet demeanor….
That wasn’t me
I love being creative with my style, my make~up, my crazy vibrate hair, and most of all my unfiltered mouth..🥲
You didn’t love me, that definitely wasn’t love I needed to be my fullest aspect of being loved unconditionally, having that light taken and dimmed to make room for you to feel comfortable with me in the light with you…
It shouldn’t have taken me this long to realize what I lost not with the other person but with MySelf…
I’m not Gynosexual anymore. Learned it had transphobic background, and transphobia is EVIL, so yeah, screw that term
Sometimes I wonder if one day I’ll awake and suddenly know what went wrong.
Why I stare
Why I can’t control myself.
I think that day is the day I return
@goofsillyfunnygoober come see this!
Hey hey, good to see you readin’ this. I am aware how young I am, but really can you deny my feelings? When I was in 6th grade, I begane to have feelings for one of my female friends, no names!!! It was like, “That’s weird….didn’t think I was lesbian- but wait I like guy’s too…but I don’t??” , that’s when on spring or like…fall break, I also gained a crush on a guy at a summer camp…woah that was something. After the break, I suddenly realized, “HOLY SHIT, I’M BI”, and had a totally normal realization hahaha. I started to research about this, and yup, I’M FLUFFIN’ BISEXUAL. Is it weird I also gained small feelings for the popular girl and boy, when they SEVERELY ANNOY ME TO DEATH?! Omg yah, so that’s kinda it lmao hehe~
Im haveing such a relizatuon these days, ive been dateing my partner off and on for 10 years and we have started takeing about getting married. I thought i was ok with the idea until i almost thought he was going to propose over Christmas and i panicked. And i thought about; why am i with someone who i might not want to get married too. Then it accured to me, hes one of the first people to meet my emotional needs. I do feel 90٪ safe around him and he loves me dearly. But why did it happen that when i thought he was going to propose i wasnt ready.? Is it the old meme “oop you showed me emotional support your stuck with me now”
Watching my mum talk to her sister that she hasn’t seen in about 5 years on the phone today just reminded me that she was a little girl once too with dreams and her life didn’t actually start when I was born.
I have a magical girl Oc with powers of a star and she also uses guns I’ve had her for 3year it took me three years to realize my own Oc is a shooting star
I hope this isint true for most people and if it is im so sorry ur not alone #depression
The want to be someone’s everything, and to be NOTHING to yourself is messed up. Learning to love myself while being with the LOVE OF MY LIFE🥰, that’s challenging but she makes it worth it.
Nasıl oldu bilmiyorum gilmore girls izlerken bi aydınlanma yaşayarak bunu fark ettim. Ve bi düşünsenize cidden üzücü belki ama bi o kadar da mantıklı ve makul. 🤷♀️🥰
the realisation that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.
-Sonder
Ah yes dnd be fr crazy man I love drawing my dnd character but sometimes I realize that I just can put much effort into art like I use to
