#self love

the only person you have to prove yourself to is you. °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

my body, reimagined. 2026

by me

these images i took of myself are from a film I made as a way to document the process of returning to my body as a sanctuary, a cosmology.

something that holds balance between its material and cosmic value.

“Spiritual awakening doesn’t happen through peace and ease. It happens through chaos, little by little.”

As time goes by, I feel like my birthday is worth less.

‘Strict’ rules I make to keep myself happy, healthy and thriving

• I didn’t date anyone until I finished college and started working

• I hang out with one or two friends in order to have deep conversations with them

• I rarely go out in big groups because it can be too overwhelming for me

• I don’t have male friends because I can’t trust men 100% (and I can’t trust myself either)

• When it’s dark outside, I go home because I love to spend my evening at home

• I always take care of my hair, eyebrows, eyelashes, skin and clothes.

• I’m grateful for the good, the bad and everything in between

dude the importance of a good sleep is real

whether it’s to help your body recover or to make you be more alert and aware of your surroundings to prevent stumbling, falling down or anything

just go the fuck to sleep at a reasonable time so you are able to sleep at least six hours before getting up, your future you will thank you for it

Forgive yourself.

Forgive yourself.

Forgive yourself.

Forgive yourself.

Forgive yourself.

Forgive yourself.

Forgive yourself.

If I catch anyone of you being sad or saying self-deprecating things I will hug you and tell you everything is gonna be okay so that you KNOW you deserve love and kindness.

Hello void,

Time to update you on where I’ve found myself. I’ve been married now for nearly 8 years, I’ve moved into a solid home (not a college-esque apartment), my cats are still here and lovely, and I have a career that brings me joy. In addition to that, I’m trying to grow my family. I’ve been struggling for the past year and wrapping my spiralling brain around imaginary trees about why it hasn’t happened for me yet it has happened for a majority of my friends. It’s going into these spirals that help me realize that I have a whole repertoire of tools to keep myself calm, focused, and out of the light of blame.

Overall, life has settled into beautiful contentment (especially since quitting most of social media).

I hope life proves to be beautiful where you are in the void.

A Sunday spent with the tulips🥰🌷💐🌱

smile at yourself in the mirror and mean it 😊

really had to self soothe yesterday and today i feel like a new girl

We all have that one thing that we want to do but we procrastinate or just hold ourselves back for….. like its not the right time…… but let me tell u that time never comes never and u never change u never grow so this is ur sign to start…… its ok if ur not good….. u will be just take the first step :)

wear something that makes you feel confident

Hey bestie,

My honest opinion is to stop chasing and detach, I know this is hard I had to do this, it is necessary for your mental health and happiness. The push-pull cycle is like a dopamine hit for you but it’s damaging your self worth and perception of who you are in general. You have to pull back and choose yourself every single day.

If you have access to therapy please take advantage of the resources. You should also study neuroplasticity and just rewiring your brain and self talk in general.

Moral of the story: you have to choose yourself.

And you can do it!

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My sense of self-worth is at least more than many sparrows.