I’m alone in my apartment, what havoc should I reek?
En la penumbra del cuarto, solo quedó el eco del aliento suspendido y el reflejo de dos sombras que ya no se tocan. El amor, una ventana rota por dentro, llora cristales que no sanan.
📷 Photo: T Leish
I like to keep things simple, grounded, and honest, especially when it comes to superficial
— and solitude tech age more broadly.
This is one of those topics where depth matters more than aesthetics. It is worth slowing
down for a moment and actually feeling what solitude tech age means in your life right now.
Whatever your relationship with superficial right now, there is room to look at it without
judgment.
Today I am not trying to cover everything. I am just offering one angle: how tech makes real
solitude harder and more valuable.
Take what resonates, leave the rest, but give yourself a quiet moment to sit with it. Real
change often starts in those small, unseen pauses where you finally tell yourself the truth.
Apparently asking to see someone more is being beggy and needy
Hmm who would of known
My mom told me that she’s proud of me for going out and doing things alone, but it’s not like I have a choice. I learned long ago that options are basically sitting in my apartment alone or going out by myself. The latter is slightly less depressing because, at least, I can see something new
A veces, el silencio entre dos respiraciones dice más que un lamento. Aquí, entre sombras, sostengo lo que queda del amor sin promesas.
📷 Photo: RDNE Stock project
I really only have one friend and for the most part that doesn’t bug me cause I love her sm. But I recently our schedules have been weird and I had the horrifying realization that after going to school for 8 hours, work of 5, and living in a house with other people, I have said maybe 15 words all day
I’ve decided against embarrassing my sister w a silco shirt 9and dressed like a slut instead


😞💕🥺💕you’re too kind. I wish I could properly appreciate your wonderful words. At this moment, im very low right now😞💕 I’ve been lonely for so long. I dont know what to do with myself😞💕

first posted in facebook march 13, 2026
mikhail vrubel – “the demon seated” (1890)
“alone in all the universe,
abandoned, without love or hope!” … mikhail lermontov
“vrubel explored the theme of a demon from mikhail lermontov’s 1839 poem, which tells of a byronic demon that fell in love with a georgian princess, who dies as a result of his kiss. vrubel portrays the demon as a romantic spirit, full of hope and searching for harmony and truth. he seems to briefly fulfill his longing, but suddenly has his hopes dashed. the demon is disillusioned and pines for retribution. in the end, he is crushed and has no place in this world” … wikipedia
“a spirit uniting in itself masculine and feminine qualities … a spirit, not so much evil as suffering and sorrowing, but in all that a powerful spirit … a majestic spirit” … mikhail vrubel
“you MUST remember this … a kiss ain’t just a kiss” … al janik