There’s so much I want to draw but I’m so tired 😔

I wanna remake my intro to be more visually appealing cuz it just a massive wall of text but that would also remove the accessibility from it cuz screen readers can’t figure out anything but normal text on tumblr

I could make a pretty, more condensed one and add a link at the top to a plain text version but what if that doesn’t work?

I could make a carrd or whatever but I’m stupid and I’m sure those are hard to navigate as well

I don’t use one all the time but I need a screen reader if I can’t enlarge fonts on my phone or computer

funnily enough enlarging fonts makes a lot of apps and websites break. If I physically can’t read something on my phone I either give up or open it up on my computer if I’m at home. It’s amazing (bad) how many websites also can’t be zoomed in at all without becoming completely useless

has anyone done like… a guide to drawing/designing replikas?

I feel like ppl find me annoying when I’m talking excitedly about something… like my interest bothers or bores them… it’s probably childhood trauma…

I cringe writing British lexis in my fics but I’ve tried to Americanise the vocabulary and somehow that makes it feel worse. I can’t write trousers as pants it just isn’t right it sounds so inappropriate. but when I write trousers it makes me feel like I might aswell have called them pantaloons

Every single day I wake up thinking I just have to get through today and then tomorrow I’ll be alright but then tomorrow never comes

writing so complex I had to read it in my native language

Not sure why grants and grad schools wait till March and April to announce whether you have a job or not as if leases and landlords wait for their decision.

Yeah that’s the panthers I know and love 🥰

Hey, I haven’t been on here in ages either. I hope since your message you’ve had some light in your life. I don’t know you, but you deserve to feel enough and to like yourself and fall in love with life (again) and to laugh until your stomach hurts. Try to see the little bits of magic around you, in that nice cup of coffee, the blossom around this time of year, the smile of a stranger, the wind blowing through the trees, a little bumblebee buzzing around, birdsong or listening to your favourite songs. Stay one more day. And say the same tomorrow. You are enough🖤

How does anyone make a life-changing decision?

Stressed

Not looking to make this a rant but I honestly have no one to talk to or any way to really ask advice. Feel free to read if you’d like.

I think I need to make something in response to this. Without going into any details or explanation; I’ve grown up in high emotionally tenacious and stressful situations. I’m in one now.
I don’t know how to cope with this considering one of my parents is PTSD diagnosed and highly volatile while the other is logically inclined and less emotionally keen.

I try to mediate, but apparently that’s something I should avoid doing.
“people have the right to rot”, sure, but how does that help me or them move past what has become a tense situation with no way to talk about it without screaming being involved as the primary way to communicate, added with anger to be the only emotion?

I have an awful habit of not allowing myself to eat after dinner, even if I start to feel faint and ravenous.. my heads hurting and keeping me up, but I don’t know how to begin to fix its hard

Currently stressing at work as I can’t open discord properly but apparently something has happened on my server in relation to the vent post I made yesterday and I the server owner am in the dark about everything but one screenshot from an anonymous member and an ominous text from a friend

Wtf can I do, I need to get back to my shift in 3 minutes, I can’t get any proper reception on my phone

Apologies to anyone in my server for what might have happened

One of my mods/admins has said they’d deal with the mess but I can’t see what the mess is and can’t contact them to see what it is :(

i can’t upload my animation to pixiv because i exceeded their ugoira frame limit (150 frames while my anim has 160). i.

I miss being held.

nobody told me dismissing your own feelings all the time leads to everyone around you doing the same. even when you’ve always been there for them :(

Dont matter, keep it together

Go to sleep, sleep until its over

listen…im a good girl but ive never been loved correctly nor do i think i everwill.. also I dontt believe I deserve it. though i cannot recall doing anything so monstrous not to..its clear as time goes on and i come to terms with everything.

So I’ve been out of work for a month so far due to a work related injury and now recovering from surgery. My spouse has been let go at the mid/end of February. Neither of us has gotten paid and we’re both waiting for compensation. We are worried about what our future may look like and are planning for worst case scenarios.

With heartfelt gratitude, I want to share ways to support us during this challenging time. Every contribution counts, and your kindness would greatly help us meet our bills. You can find our payment details below:

https://www.paypal.me/madelineher13

https://venmo.com/u/ChibiMermaidQueen

https://cash.app/$ChibiSirenLi

I feel so icky asking, but again thank you greatly 🫶🏼🙏🏽