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My teacher didn’t care I stood up for myself 8 months later after being a sa victim huh ig I don’t really matter.. I was the worm she was the bird! Night walker is helping others sleep 🎭
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Ryan Jason Mondoley from Utah is a rapist
Ryan Jason Mondoley is a sexual predator who targets intoxicated women.
He’s a misogynist who has made numerous repulsive and predatory remarks about women.
Currently, Ryan resides in Salt Lake City, Utah.
Previously, he was located in Arizona, Iowa, Nebraska, Nevada, Texas, and Wyoming.
It’s likely Ryan keeps relocating due to the accusations made against him.
These are the allegations against Ryan Mondoley
Personal information about Ryan:
Full name: Ryan Jason Mondoley
Location: Salt Lake City, Utah
Ryan’s date of birth: July 22, 1986
Ryan’s height: 5 foot 11 inches
personal/business phone: (801) 923-3285
Ryan’s current social media accounts:
https://www.facebook.com/ryanmondoley
https://www.instagram.com/reasonsaremine
Ryan Jason Mondoley is a concrete contractor in the Salt Lake City, Utah area
His business is called Ryan’s Concrete Home Improvement
personal/business phone: (801) 923-3285
business email: ryansconcretehomeimprove@gmail.com
https://www.linkedin.com/in/ryan-mondoley/
https://www.facebook.com/ryansconcretehomeimprovement
https://www.yelp.com/biz/ryans-concrete-home-improvement-salt-lake-city
The screenshot below includes comments Ryan made about the allegations against him, and his misogynistic posts about women.
He deleted this comment shortly after posting it.
Below are the misogynistic posts Ryan Mondoley has made over the years.
He considers these to be “just jokes.”
There’s nothing funny about these posts when every single post justifies abusing, harassing, or assaulting women.
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Oh you wanna lift my shirts again? That’s fine. You wanna ask what’s under my Nirvana shirt? Oh I’ll tell you nipples an sh cuts hope your happy! You want more ? Oh.. I can’t do that Night walker wants kyoko to leave them alone 🎭
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يدعيلي في الايام المفترجه دي بان ربنا يتقبل مني رمضان ويغير اقداري لأحسن حال ويحسن خاتمتي 😊🙏
واكيد ولك المثل وزيادة .
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Avian flu
The scandalous night -
nightmare; scalding
the tips of my fingers burn to a paper crisp when they meet your skin
enveloped, caressed, suffocated
Clandestine in your endeavors -
endearing; stumbling closer
I croak, caw, and scratch away, but -
uninvited, unwanted, inevitable
My eyes dilate, my pulse quickens
the frightened animal that I am
the wails crawl up my throat and beg to fall out,
but for some reason they die there
Stillness, sanguine suffering
Blood red
Blood red
Flushed cheeks
my flesh against yours on velveteen sheets
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whatever at least i got to cheat on him with women, femboys, and trans guys get fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucked. always worried about 6 foot built douchebags maybe be more worried about the 5 nothing trans guy or the hot bisexual chick. what a loser
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so funny that the only friend who jumped to his defence when i had a nervous breakdown on facebook about what he did to me also had sexual assault allegations. like also how are you gonna try to cancel me for misgendering while i’m talking about how i was starved and hit and neglected and raped and abused. and then tell me to kill myself ????????? like whatever bro didn’t you jerk off over some girl while you thought she was sleeping?? you think i don’t know? you’re beloved rapist pedophile is a traitor to his friends too, i know fucking EVERYTHING
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hey guys friendly reminder not to sexually harass minors 🤣🤣 right guys 🤣🤣 it makes them rethink everything about themselves 🤣🤣🤣 and makes them feel ugly and stupid and gross 🤣🤣🤣
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love takes a funny hold of me
it makes sense why i hesitate to admit it-
it’s like telling someone they could crush me whenever they please
and i’d smile thru it
not think or breathe
not let myself give a second though to what i might want
i fought back that time
fought is a strong word
i said i don’t yell, and i didn’t
i laughed and pushed him off
then again
and again
and again
how bad must his memory be to forget this much?
i said no in advance
i laid down my terms as i laid down
he forgets
he kept forgetting
if he was supposed to be “one of the good ones”
what does this mean for me?
if i’m doomed to be a wife
should i just learn to take it?
should i just learn to expect this from all of them?
i joke with my friends that this means i’m irresistable. i don’t know what else to do. if it’s happened three times now i have to be doing something wrong. i can’t be this unlucky. i don’t know what to do anymore.
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TW: vent/incesto
Que haces cuando recordas esa noche pero no podes decir nada? sé perfectamente q mi mamá va a estar de mi lado pero el miedo sigue ahí. Yo SE q no fue un invento de mi cabeza, pero sigo pensando en si esas no fueron sus intenciones, en si en realidad es inocente, aunq se q es imposible porq sino no me hubiera tocado, pero la duda y el miedo siguen ahí.
Tengo el recuerdo cuando, muchos años antes de q pasara, mi hermano volvió de una joda muy borracho y yo tenía miedo de dormir en la misma pieza q él. No era un miedo extremo, pero recuerdo pensar q me iba a hacer algo malo, esto me hace pensar en si era mi toc actuando, o algun recuerdo bloqueado. Me siento una exagerada al pensar eso, pero no sé.
Lo peor es q cuándo lo trato mal, me siento culpable. Hay veces q pienso en cómo se sentirá él, si se siente culpable, si piensa en lo q hizo, o q pensaba cuando lo hizo.
En mi próxima sesion con la psicóloga pienso contárselo, espero no largarme a llorar hslddkd
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IDK, maybe things that have the capacity to heal from incredibly traumatic events (regardless of if those engaging in it have that trauma or not) shouldn’t be policed by virtue signaling dipshits. Like, if someone survived being sexually assaulted can find comfort and heal by doing noncon/dubcon with a consenting adult, maybe noncon/dubcon role play is good (assuming it’s done with the proper boundary setting and such). Maybe if you’re repulsed by something that hurts nobody, you can just keep it to yourself, like a liberal when they’re around trans people. Maybe there’s a difference between fiction and reality and that difference is the most important thing in the situation.
Maybe you just want to harass people you don’t understand because you haven’t processed and unlearned your puritanical indoctrination. Maybe consenting adults can do whatever they want together. Maybe you’re sexually harassing folk by talking about them with your local hate mob. Maybe you’re the one doing actual harm to actual people. Maybe you’re the bad guy in this scenario. Maybe reflect on your failings as a person. Maybe shut the fuck up or walk into the ocean.
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bro i asked my mum for icecream and she just randomly told me about the time she was sexually assaulted (NOT BY ANYONE WITH ICECREAM) to get me to shut up. cool. great. now we’re both triggered
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i still feel the hands where they don’t belong. i still feel disgusting.
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Will needs to give himself a fucking break (and so do Ben and 🦅 and all the other guys who were around back when our old host was) because yeah our previous host was a fucking brat and a bit of a toxic asshole but He Didn’t Know Better and not only that, he was DIRECTLY shaped by the abusive behavior of the people around him (friends who sucked, literal cult tactics that were being repeated onto us by an abusive system, etc.) plus we were newly discovered, a raging fucking alcoholic, suffering from horrendous anorexia brainrot and also being raped daily so yeah, he was a bit of a toxic asshole. HE COULD NOT HAVE DONE ANY BETTER THOUGH. because he couldn’t have known better and even if he had, we did not have the spare brainpower or self awareness yet to keep it in check. and that is NOT Will’s responsibility now just because he’s the new host, and it’s not the fault of the guys who hung around our old host because they were also living under horrendous conditions. so like. idk. I think we need to give ourselves a break here? like yeah we should acknowledge how shit we were back then but our old host was very much a direct product of the circumstances he lived in and I cannot stress enough how heavily influenced he was by the people around him who were actively influencing him to be that way. because it served them at the time. and like no that doesn’t absolve us of responsibility but it DOES explain how it happened and it DOES mean that we don’t need to feel like absolute garbage about it because we know better now and our behavior reflects that! and Will does a very very good job at cutting out past behaviors that we were taught that are just absolutely batshit and unhealthy and whatever. idk. I’m rambling in circles at this point but this like. self flagellation shit he’s doing is not necessary or healthy and I don’t think anyone expects it from us. and if they do they shouldn’t
