#Sh

i dont wanna get better. i cant do it. i need to burn. i cant im sorry. i tried recovery but i cant. i cant handle it

ppl dont get it. i dont sh bc i hate myself. yes, i do sometimes, but thats not the main reason. i sh to feel ONE feeling. pain. not the THOUSANDS that i feel at a time.

I love being able to feel my scars, like wow I did that >_<

kind of uh really want to cut myself like of course i won’t do it but i just want to feel something im so tired

cutting until my blade is dull and covered and blood at any minor inconvenience or just out of boredom or if I just want blood >_<

when things get bad so you consider searching #sh on tumblr 😳 not worth it, respect tho

Cutting myself rn if anyones into that

what i mostly did today was crying and cutting but i applied for a couple of internships so it’s all chill 👍

i think ive given up on the idea of quitting

i mean, whats the point of trying if i know ill never stop for good

and like, why should i even want to anyways

It felt good to be doing it again, last night, now I feel totally lost

God i just wanna go deeper, someone tell me how to get rid of the fear of it. I tell myself it’ll heal eventually, but my hands still get sweaty. I think about how much i want it, but its still scary. JUST LET ME DO IT AGHHH!!!

xHamster

guys, I’m getting fucking murked by tonsilitis… lvl 1 inflammation kicking my ass is insane

Either pass me a blunt or a gun.

Jak nie schudnę do wakacji to się zajebie

Damn I kinda just wanna start slitting again

Bewop tw

I’ve been fasting for 20h I’m gonna try and do 2 days and if I still feel good I’m gonna do 3 days and so on, I love cutting at school hehehe

( not pics of cuts just a bloody bandage )

my mom asking me if im actually clean the morning after i relapsed