Cutting myself rn if anyones into that
what i mostly did today was crying and cutting but i applied for a couple of internships so it’s all chill 👍
i think ive given up on the idea of quitting
i mean, whats the point of trying if i know ill never stop for good
and like, why should i even want to anyways
God i just wanna go deeper, someone tell me how to get rid of the fear of it. I tell myself it’ll heal eventually, but my hands still get sweaty. I think about how much i want it, but its still scary. JUST LET ME DO IT AGHHH!!!
guys, I’m getting fucking murked by tonsilitis… lvl 1 inflammation kicking my ass is insane
Bewop tw
I’ve been fasting for 20h I’m gonna try and do 2 days and if I still feel good I’m gonna do 3 days and so on, I love cutting at school hehehe
( not pics of cuts just a bloody bandage )
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Debatí si publicarlo o no. Hay este fic que me tiene hecho trizas donde mb se autolesiona y ART se da cuenta. Me apachurra el alma así como es bálsamo en mi corazón. De mis tipos favoritos de whump.
Aquí ahorita le añado una liga al fic del que me base fuertemente
Things are getting bad again. im not sleeping and i dont even have the motivation to cvt.
I don’t want to do anything else except for cutting myself up. Except I can’t. My mother is home for a whole week. My father comes home in 15 minutes and if I hid my wrist it will be suspicious. It’s bad enough I’ve practically gone nonverbal today.
SIEMAAA, jak tam wasze zycka? Chudo? Mam nadzieje, ale poza tym <33 Kocham krew i jebac po jednym miejscu, a potem zadziwiac sie co tak duzo tej krwi XDDD ZAPRASZAM DO KOMENTARZY, DAWAJCIE SOBIE TIPY NA ZYLETKI, OSTRZENIE ICH ITD!!