they all left me one by one
and fed me their sick scripts, lies and manipulation the whole time
and fed me their sick scripts, lies and manipulation the whole time

Front the first moment we shout stop to the moment we walk away for good, we are caring for ourselves. Sometimes however we need help to stop exposing ourselves to repeated mistreatment. The answer usually has to with self worth and what we think we do and don’t deserve.
#selfcare
#settingboundaries
#gettinghonest
#traumasurvivor
#abusesurvivor
#neglected
maybe dirt and grime is all i’m meant for. maybe i’ll pick up the pipe again too




Trust me I know!!!! (If you read the book you know)
As long as we believe that our anger has a use it will remain. Sadly, except for in times of war, the negative effects of having it always far outweigh its value. (If this makes you mad you might have some anger)
#angermanagement #anger #healing
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And that’s the best news of all.
#healing #healingjourney #traumahealing #abusesurvivor #Neglected #emotionalintelligence #emotionalhealing
Buy the book
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From the episode “The Don’t-Gooder”.
Made with Krita.
All Rights by Disney, Bill Motz and Bob Roth.
I had a dream about trying to rescue my life from the house I grew up in. It was so much stuff that I couldn’t take with me
Being low maintenance is cute until you realize
it trained people to neglect you.
Sniffing his panties for warmth cause he hates me (hasn’t cuddled me in almost 24 hours)
“There are spiritual needs pertaining to his understanding and affections which are entirely overlooked or neglected by him, whose demands are as imperative as are the demands of the animal nature. The demands of his intellectual and moral nature cause him to feel the lack of something within which destroys his rest and quiet. He seeks to satisfy this lack by gratifying his sensuous appetites and passions. Thus man runs into vice, and becomes sinful. Were it not for his immortal thirsting for the water of life, he would never be a wicked, lustful being; or if he would supply the demands of that thirst, he never would be discontented or lustful.”
I NEVER SHARED THE ROYAL TREE POLYCULE
fuck hold on I might be able to fix that quickly
Life can feel like relentless chaos—illnesses, heartbreaks, and storms that seem never-ending. Even with supportive friendships, there are moments when helplessness creeps in, when it feels like we’re drowning. In those moments, the truest lifeline is turning to God—the One who created us with boundless love and compassion. Through prayer, faith, and trust in His invisible presence, we find…
Halb so alt.
Seit dem bettele ich um Hilfe.
Alle nur empört das Schönheit es wagt Hilfe zu brauchen.
Empört darüber das ich es wage etwas anderes zu tun als andere mit meiner Schönheit zu begeistern.
Was fällt mir ein.
Ich wurde vergessen.
ihr habt mich im Stich gelassen.
Man hat mir nie eine Chance gegeben.
Seit 20 Jahren bettele ich um Hilfe..
Jetzt bin ich 40 und ihr weigert euch NOCH MEHR mir zu helfen…
ich sollt mich einfach umbringen.
das sollte ich.

I’m not suggesting trauma isn’t horrible and painful or that it isn’t debilitating. I’m only suggesting that neglect has been grossly under treated. The fact is that once a traumatic event occurs it is often neglect that doesn’t get the victim of those events, the care they need. That form of neglect continues until some form of counseling services are rendered. Most neglect goes unrecognized and therefore never treated, ever!
Sad but true!! I’m sorry you had to go through that, but you did just that, you got through it!!! That’s because you are stronger than most people can ever imagine having to be.
#livestrong #perserverance #survivor #therestiseasy
#neglect
#neglected
#neglecteddamagedgraced
#healingjourney
Fritura Del Ser
10/02/2025
STATUS REPORT
To Whom It May Concern,
Please be advised that upon entering the lodging arrangements provided by the Municipality, I conducted an immediate review of the premises and available amenities. During this initial survey, I noted that the television service, via Dish Network, was broadcasting the motion picture I Am Legend.
In the exercise of sound judgment, and in accordance with the principle that time is better allocated to pursuits of enduring value, I promptly terminated said broadcast. Instead, I have redirected my attention to more constructive endeavors: namely, the practice of languages and the discipline of chess. For these purposes, I engage the assistance of a certain green owl—whose presence, while persistent, does not bind me into servitude to possessive men or otherwise compromise my autonomy.
This concludes the present report, offered for the record with professional candor and due respect.
Sincerely,
Papillon Tsar, hated by musicians and attorneys, the familial and the small, empress among entrepreneurs.