Why I’m Returning to This Blog
I started this blog a few years back, when I was still in High School, as a place to dump dream logs (please don’t go back and look at those), lucid dream tips, and personal experiences I had learning about the mind. It was very messy, experimental, and driven by my obseession of reality shifting more than structure.
I’m 20 now, in college, and still find myself fascinated by the same things, but wanting to approach them differently. Over the years, my relationship with dreams, consciousness, and self-exploration has definitely matured. I’ve read more, questioned more, learned more, and failed numerous attempts at inducing lucid dreams. And yet I’ve realized I’m not just fascinated by the act of lucid dreaming itself, but the subconscious mind, inner worlds, and what happens when you intentionally observe yourself over time.
This blog is not about ultimate truths, or a place where everything I say is fact, or anything like that. I just want to record myself, my journey, my findings, and anything else I feel would improve me or my blog, both internally and intellectually.
Some posts will be structured. Some will be messy. Some will contradict earlier thoughts. I’m human, and that’s part of the experience.
This is a space where I explore dreams, lucid dreaming, altered states of consciousness, the subconscious mind, shadow work, meditation, affirmations, and sleep-related phenomena, alongside philosophy, self-improvement, education, and creative world-building.
So, yeah. Hi, welcome, I’m Willow (she/her). Join the discussion, or just observe the inner workings of my mind; I don’t mind either way.