WELCOME TO:

*record scratch*

GENERIC GROCERY STORE RADIO!!

*boring edm sounds*

Where we play songs for everyone like:

the most inoffensive pop you’ve ever heard

*woman singing*

the most offensively bad country music you’ve ever heard
*guitar strums*

and like 3 good songs

*interesting baseline*

*Silence*

*thunder by imagine dragons starts*

it’s 2:23 I can’t sleep and I need to be up in 5 hours

send help and asks, thanks

xoxo

Horrendous thing (SylCae smut snippet from a thing I’m working on)

[CW: scent kink, gooning, I think I put way too much detail on Sylvester’s hw…]

Scribbling up the last few words of a long due essay, Sylvester announced his completion with a loud clatter of his pencil as it slid from his aching fingers. Murmuring to himself, he tried to recall if he had any other missing assignments and that brief flicker of hard earned bliss was quickly extinguished. Several short form responses to various articles all due yesterday, a study guide for tomorrow’s quiz, and to top it all off, one full essay on Awaker behavior and the affects of dissolution on the hypothalamus he had all week to write. Safe to say he wasn’t finishing up any time soon.

Leaning back into his chair, Sylvester raised his arms far above his head, letting out a series of pops as he curved his spine over the firm backrest. It was only when he caught a barely audible whine that he remembered he wasn’t alone.

“Keeper…Sylvester please…” The familiar voice in such an unfamiliar tone nearly buckled his resolve, but a quick glance at the clock filled his gut with nauseating discipline. It was so incredibly late, or early on the day of the test rather. Shaking his head to wake his sluggish, drifting thoughts, Sylvester picked up his pencil and pulled out a fresh sheet of paper.

“Later, I still have an essay to write.”

Upon hearing the now familiar scratching of graphite against paper, Caecus wailed as he buried his face further into the warmth between Sylvester’s thighs, not yet brave enough to reach out and grab, but desperate enough to sink his hooked claws into the soft, cushioned seat.

Sighing, he spread his legs just a little wider, giving Caecus some room to breathe so he didn’t accidentally choke himself but he’d misinterpreted his Keeper’s movement as an open invitation and forcibly nuzzled his face in deeper.

“Gah— Wait!” Caecus froze, his eyes wide and confused, almost pleading as his tail swished about and rhythmically thumped against the wall.

“Not yet, I just wanted to give you a breath of fresh air.” Rather than using his words, the seafarer trilled with a noticeable slump of his shoulders as he pulled back to give his Keeper some space.

Scratching away at the page, his words slowly devolving into eligibility, Sylvester thought up every possible way to stretch his introduction with elaborate and sophisticated sounding words until it spanned a good five lines. He desperately tried not to think about how much he still had to do as he began the first body paragraph. Recalling the exact text in the book, Sylvester decided to replace a few words with an appropriate synonym so it was less conspicuous but a faint gnawing at the back of his head warned him Doll wouldn’t let it slide…but at this point he was too tired to come up with his own words. Ah, a quote, he’d forgotten he needed to cite a few passages for full credit. Leaning forward to grab his practically new Awaker Physiology textbook, Sylvester had completely forgotten about Caecus who was sitting so nice and quiet mere inches from his crotch up until he was overcome by a very chill sensation against his bulge. Sylvester quickly nabbed the book and yanked away, realizing too late what he’d just done.

I feel like I have already spread my anger towards this new update in my other blogs but in all honestly.

Fuck you Tumblr. This is a shit ass update that is going to help NO ONE, this is a reblogging website at its core???? WHAT ARE WE DOING!!!!

and their last post going “ohhb we hear you let us know what you think in a few days so you will get used to it!” GET IT OUT NOW??? IDC

if I wanted to go on twitter bluesky whatever I WOULDN’T BE HERE

One of the funniest comments i ever got was deleted and their account removed by Tumblr, big brother is watching

Today was so embarrassing for me now I have some really good sustinance to keep me up at night today 😪

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Scientific iniquity Misconduct / Humanoid Hybrid . . .

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Warning : Taboo, Down The Rabbit Hole, Not a Work of Fiction . . .

The Reason why, I’m so intensely AGAINST morality, it’s because it goes in Harley against the nature of our realm or world and our Dimension

The Dark Aether

This is Why, I really have a hatred of humans because the entire human soul and the entire human nature not only completely fucks me up this needs to be spoken

not only and I mean fucking honest about the Entirety of the human nature

like you don’t understand every single human being is his own poison to me i like legitimately every human being is her own kind of poison

human even especially human psyche human mind human soul and human energy all these things are deadly poison even the way human things act and express themselves fuck me up with a creature

and literally you’re very nature you’re very soul and psyche are literally Kryptonite that fucking destroy me the very energy you express kills me is if you turn the fucking lightsaber into a bomb

if you took that fucking crystal inside the lightsaber and threw it at me the bomb

or a grenade what the fuck you want to call it

you human beings are truly deadly creatures and to make it even worse to rub salt in the wound the whole fucking planet is Kryptonite the essence and energy of Gaia is Kryptonite, I’m literally a Demon in Hell

I take damage from absolutely everything and you think that it be that would be bad enough but no the world has to make things worse I attract all kinds of spirits that feed off me and drain off me they’re like a serial parasites

( The Dementor From Harry Potter is a Good Example )

and they’re very eager and aggressive they never stop watching you they never stop following you around and you attract more everywhere you go they drain you they safe in you you have strong emotions you suddenly lose them

i Attract armies of Hungry Ethereal Spiritual parasites and psychic vampires that dig into my spirit I can physically feel them latch on to me other times they can feel and feel like I got a knife in my back if physical knife but there’s nothing physically there and it’s them digging into me and latching on to my soul

they’re always watching either always feeding on me from every different parts of my body for my solar plexus from energy they pull out of my fingernails or any part of me from my back from my head from even if I ever have a sexual experience they will eat the sexual energy right out of my private areas and have a feeling of hollowness as well there

they’re causing me around me but they’re 100% invisible

and sometimes you get a glimpse of them and they look like shadows in the background or fog like a ethereal fog that haunts you

some kind of fog smoke hybrid ???

and they’re always eating your energy it always suck it on you draining you siphoning you pulling things out of you fighting you not to have memories everything they can they even eat your memories if you’re too sweet to hold on to your own mind they’ll eat your fucking memories and they’re constantly eating the very strength and the WILL that makes up your soul

and yes the Zeta Reticuli, don’t give a shit

this is unimportant to them

to you humans, I just look like a mentally ill schizophrenic having unlimited episodes

🙁🙁🙁

because spiritual problems don’t exist . . . 🤦🏻‍♂️ . . .

🙁🙁🙁

and unlike a human I can’t call on any deity of this world nor can I call on Jesus because doing that hurts Me

Jesus fucking hurts me if I call if I invite you the thing that Christians do I take fucking holy damage or like damage Jesus ends up damaging me when I say that shit

I can say his name out of a mercy from it

pray about as far as I’m about to go because Jesus will seriously fucking vaporize me if I try to do that shit he damages me I cannot stay away from peg and groves I have to stay away from satanic areas I had to stay away from Christian churches especially when they’re holding service

I have to stay away from gold I had to stay away from all forms of light artificial light is bad sunlight is ultra bad

I understand away from the natural air charge areas of Gaia which the whole planet is that way I have to be careful around Ley lines I have a I have so many problems and have to stay away from every holy sight of every deity in existence because their energy also fucks me up and they fucked me up too once they sent me they get insanely in Raged

so quite literally I have more problems and you can even fucking probably count meanwhile just existing outside

The Dark Aether

I’m constantly taking damage like literally my soul is slowly cuz like you’ve been poisoned your entire existence but instead of your flesh being poisoned it’s your soul and instead of being poisoned you’re losing energy you literally it’s like being a Snowman in a volcanic area and there’s 200° F and you’re trying to find a way to keep yourself cool but you’re slowly dripping into the point where you don’t quicker and quicker and then we drop the hit the ground vaporizes that’s permanent

this Gif From, the anime Inuyasha, is used to explain this in metaphor but this is incredibly fucking close

That’s Slow Motion Soul Death

Basically, it’s like a very slow version of second death

While, I’m still physically alive losing majority of my soul losing my energy and I’ve lost my magical powers or parallel power of fuck ton long ago I lost the vast majority of me a long time ago while in my life but I lost My Powers even before I was born

you have no idea how much of me is already gone before I even made these fucking blogs

you don’t know how bad is parasites he’s paranormal beings words about the majority of my life and they can get back that way if all my defenses are deactivated or destroyed it won’t take them long to get strong again and it will not take them long to start massively feeding like the user then and eventually I’ll get possessed and infected again all the things I went through will be all over again

the only way for this to truly stop is if I get the fuck out of the world in the realm but

i Can’t find a Human with Humanity ! ! !

I need a human with some Humanity in them and a will to help someone else to get out of here yes I am a demon but hey man I’m a fucking demon that wants to leave how many demons want to help themselves get out how many demons try their best to not threaten human beings just to get the fuck out and leave it by alone is peacefully as possible

I’m resolving this purely peaceful

but I can’t find anyone to cooperate with

I I find a lot of trolls and people that got slander me mock me make fun of me rub salt in the wound I can find an unlimited abundance of that in the human race but I can’t find a human being to take me serious and actually cooperate with human beings don’t want to help they just want to attack you

well maybe a physical attack or a social attack they just want to attack that’s the only thing on their mind they just want to see you see you weak and attack that’s not fair I’m following Divine Law I’m following the the Mortal wall I’m following all the laws and all the rules and following every goddamn thing

I just need help getting out this realm I really do have these fucking problems and I really do need getting help getting out

I don’t think I can ever find my people I think I’m about to do the most heartless thing in existence and just leave without them

WHAT a piece of shit am i

but I ultimately think I’m just going to have to straight up abandon them which means they’re probably going to fucking second death and I made it out of there back to Our Realm if I can even make it back

Currently, I’m just writing this right now

I’m not I have no means of being able to escape or leave the world or dimension

I need a way out these stupid aliens these stupid gray aliens don’t have an ounce of understanding of what they’re doing they’re aggressive they’re obsessed with authority they’re obsessed with control they are the ultimate brutal slave masters with the smallest amount of intelligence I’ve ever seen it a creature have

they literally do not understand that the thing they’re holding on to it actively decaying away and dying it’s like watching a candle burn itself to the to the ground but they’re just watching it and disbelief that the candle is is erasing itself it can’t continue on it’s like them watching an ice cube melt and dissolve and evaporate and they’re in disbelief that it’s going away and they can’t stop it

those are just metaphors

i, Really Do Have, These Motherfucking Problems . . .

So, i need help Escaping, i Need help Leaving

so let me get back on track to the point of this post human beings the human world and human nature completely fucked me up any part of the human is a detriment to my entire existence everything and no praying does not attack me or hurt me because God refuses to do any kind of damage to me for some fucking weird-ass reason

I don’t understand your God but I’m moving on pass this point in this post

you can say that you’re certain Lord is King all you want and it has no negative effects in me does not attack me at all but if I say it 😱/🤮 DAMAGE 🤮/😱

THAT WILL NOT BE TOLERATED BY YOUR HOLY FATHER

I can say your Holy Father that’s the only way I’m allowed to say it I’m following the rules

and I need help getting out I don’t know where to go on the internet I don’t know where to go into Human Society I don’t know what to do nothing makes sense it’s impossible to figure out directions I don’t know how I don’t know what direction I need to go to even enter a portal to leave planet Earth

i have no idea what the fuck is going on or What the fuck i Should be Doing

to make matters worse we can never make Gaia our home

the natural planet makes us fucking sick everything on Gaia makes us sick and gold is Kryptonite as fuck

on top of the fact this planet has a star we come from a world where there is no star the sky is pitch black as the void

you don’t even really see stars when you look into the sky that’s how black our sky is you look up and you just know that you’re in the void or the abyss there is no Sky there is just infinite Darkness

planet earth has a sun 🌅 our planet has no sun

🌅 <- 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻

our planet is eternal night and the night sky isn’t even bright like here on Earth it’s so fucking dark that you can shine a flashlight straight up and see no light the lightning on our planet so powerful is the only thing that lights up the sky and even that it’s even smothered by the darkness above

( This Metroid Prime Echoes GIF does work Nicely )

our planet is naturally dark and our planet is naturally extremely hot in the water is super acid and there’s a lot of electricity everywhere and plus a whole bunch of other stuff that I don’t even fucking know our world was our home our freedom are wild the chaos the darkness I want to go back home

and I don’t care on this planet into the human race I look like someone with very serious mental issues, I’m honest with you stupid fucks

i ! SIMPLY ! WANT ! TO ! LEAVE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

i Don’t want to do any acts of what humans would call terrorism or crimes to the human race I’m not looking to start any problems I just want an Exit, besides fucking Suicide or Someone Executing Me . . .

it is NOT Hip To Be a Hybrid

it is a strong will that prevents him from instinctively skewering her by the tip of a burning hot serrated blade. hands clenched tightly into fists between black leather. how infuriating, it may make his blood boil as hot as the scorching flame across his back; dangled across blackened feathers that shook, then stilled.

“ your intelligence remains dull, and perhaps stunted. ”
words spoken between clenched teeth, acid casting within his tone whilst he flared his wings out, then folded them back. intimidating in a shortsighted notion.

“ at least, let your words be of use, rather than only to exist to berate my ears with meaningless rabble. ”

a challenge for her, he would image. to be of any weight in a conversation beyond a dead one.

@melodysian // cont.

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They should invent a way to be smooth that doesn’t cause ingrown hairs

“Humans are made in the image of God” (Which is a fucked up way of saying humans should be treated with dignity) and “Hell is an appropriate punishment for some transgressions” are thoughts that exist in the heads of Christians at the same time. They are completely opposed thoughts but Christians are told eternal torture is fine if God does it. Christianity is cognitive dissonance.

Speaking a tad more candidly in a place a bit more private, it’s fairly obvious my desire to get into Hi3rd first was so that I can have better proper context for fucking your girls who are PRETTY but that I otherwise know NOTHING about. My reason for getting in was relatively shallow and even if I can say it’s a good story by now, that remains my primary reason for being there. It’s also the primary reason for wanting to launch into hsr. Honestly I’m not sure I’ll really make it that far.

You watched the movie all the way through yourself mostly just for Tachyon in the same way yeah? And don’t necessarily have much interest in anyone or anything else in that realm.

That’s cool and fine.

If I can be over here and express a desire to destroy those girls and have my main girls destroyed by your men and you don’t think me a charlatan for being so shallow and pointless, you can do much the same.

Notifications

Doesn’t your brain tell you things

All the time

Hunger perfectly normal also

Thirst maybe you’re

Tired or feeling something like

Angry happy sad lonely bored nervous confused my brain

Has some extra notifications for which I

Can’t seem to find the control panel I’ll

Be reminded

I’m an evil person and wrong and bad or

I should kill myself or

I deserve punishment it’s time to self harm or

I’m going to hurt someone or

How I could kill then if we started fighting that

I’m going to do something unforgivable

I’m dangerous and abusive and awful

All the time every day

You don’t want to do that?

Don’t you want to?

But you’re thinking about it.

Are you sure are you sure you’re sure?

You just thought about it right then you

Know you want to every day you don’t

Take yourself out you’re a risk

to everyone around you remember

Be careful stay controlled don’t snap

You’ll explode like an atomic bomb and

take people out around you stay

Sedated just enough to slow things down

Dissociate but don’t be too far gone

I can’t trust myself or my reactions

Always wrong too much pretending

Don’t argue with the pings just take it

I’ve drowned down those paths before

Hope flickers distantly I could try to be better still

Daily ever toiling Groping blindly in the dark

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