The science behind being a fat wh0re… bc the way I feel healthier, more feminine, my libido goes up when I weigh more plus my tits get huge and hips wider and butt plumper… fuck the ED I fought my teenage years and early 20s and fitting society standards. Studying biology and being a human female, more weight is soooo good for us, ugh. As long ur eating healthy of course, not fast food or fake ass white unnecessary diets duh. Plus it’s so natural if u want to bear children one day and stomach fat protects ur reproductive organs. Ugh. Those ancient societies making the fertility statues fat knew wtf they were doing fr fr. Ahhhh I love biology and esotericism and anthropology and being Caribbean and mixed af.
This cool ass girl from my biology lab last semester who looks like she teleported from the 90’s gave me this while I was smoking in the woods drunk… it’s 3 am lmfao
A first sketch (plainly and quickly coloured in grey tones, but more colourful versions will come!) of Belle & Briar, our OCs in their Divinity Original Sin version!
We’re currently playing that game and we’re having a blast! Larian doesn’t disappoint <3
Fun Fact: We created Belle & Briar starting from other two of our male Oc’s…. they started as a simple femversion and became their own characters in the blink of an eye XD
B, thank you so much for creating such a cool character! TAT <3 - F
if there’s one thing I’ve really learned from reading about historical references to pagan gods it’s this: write things down. write down their names, your prayers, the ways that you choose to honor them. Not just in digital platforms like this — do it in physical forms. Paper and paint and fiber arts are good; metal and clay and stone are more enduring. If you’re at all into sculpture or metal working, include words in your art.
There are so many gods where the only thing we have left of them is a single reference to their name from a votive offering inscription. So many whose names were overwritten with the names of bigger gods from more powerful empires. Figures in sculptures we can’t identify. Names written down that we don’t have any imagery or iconography or stories to attach to.
Thinking about how many more have been lost entirely makes my heart hurt.
You don’t have to share your practice or personal spiritual workings with any living person, of course. But I just think about all the gods whose names and stories we don’t know anymore, and it makes me think that perhaps one of the best offerings that we can give the gods now is longevity in human memory. The evidence that they are known here, and loved.
you see the universe is not something to be fucked with the universe sits inside the soul
and the soul of the universe often in the deity but it’s also universes are connected to forces
The, Force of Light in the Force of Dark
you have the positive universe and the negative universe
also need to be understood as
Light Aether & The Dark Aether
what you need to understand about this is that the light version has completely different reality from the dark version and it’s also been understood that for some other reason that the light version is ruled over by patriarchy for some other reason masculinity rules over the light and femininity rules over the night ? ? ?
women rule the darkness men rule the light women rule the moon men rule the Sun ? ? ?
my point with this is that the dark version of this has a completely different reality and Divinity system entirely absolutely different
in the light version there are angels and there are many other spirits and beings that want you in the light version there is karma in the light version there is divine Justice and there is order there’s also fire 🔥
but in the dark version there is no Karma there is only chaos in the dark version there is no Divine justice but there are the goddesses
in the dark version there is no such thing as Heaven or Hell, And The Dark Aether is Not Hell ! ! !
I just had the spirit so you’ll make you aware of that that just because it infinitely horrific it’s darker than Grim dark it’s a place more dark than any way language can describe it’s more sadistic than you can comprehend evil while chaotic bloodthirsty it’s a home of all things demonic and Evil
and they will never ever be punished for they are allowed to exist there
no higher power will ever punish them no Karma will ever get to them and if you attack the evil in the realm of evil that the spirit of evil will make sure you suffer it’s kind of like a dark Karma
I’m not messing with you it’s hard to describe it really is like dark Karma instead of divine order is divine chaos and the chaos will consume you
the children of chaos will find you basically the demons might mean to say it’s a place of Shadows the place of demons the place of all things evil it’s a place so dark hell looks like an Ember in Comparison to it
the creatures over there also have great magical powers usually a lot of things over there have magical paranormal Abilities
spiritual ability that are natural to the soul
some people might want to call this the demon Realm
an entire dimension, strictly for demons
because demon life force or demonic life force is not a perversion or a Corruption of the light
that is a myth that is better than perpetuated by Humanity because it makes them feel good inside it’s complete and total bullshit
light and dark exist the darkness is not a fucked up version of the light the darkness is the darkness and the light is the light corruption does not create Darkness
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in the fucking Dark Aether
there is no Divine council there is no Olympus there is no judgment after you die these things don’t exist
you’re allowed to be in the dark Aether
you’re allowed to be wild you’re allowed to be free you’re allowed to be chaotic you’re allowed to do whatever evil thing you want and that area will nurture the evil in your heart that place will nurture your negativity that place will nurture your darkness and it will kill the light it will make you a demon if you have the if your soul has the capacity to become one or if you’re nasty are one there are empties and created over there that are naturally born a pure negative energy not every entity falls into darkness there are many many many many races and life forms and souls that are created out of the darkness they’re made of natural pure negative energy of what you would call Pure Evil
and yes they do qualify as pure
this is why I say both black and white Are Holy
they are pure negative energy as creatures of light are pure positive energy
Maybe it can be a stretch but it might be antimatter and matter ? ? ?
ultimately I just want to let you know that there is an entirely separate Universe at times works not very linear and if Katy Wonka
it’s a place over there where life forms relish and being as evil as I possibly can be this is not a fantasy this is the darkness and both of these Aether’s are not the force they are connected to it they are but a particle of dust in comparison to how massive the forces are
quite literally you have no idea how fast and mass this fucking goes out there you and I are not even a subatomic particle in it all
we’re not even a fucking an atom is basically a fucking planet in comparison to Us that’s how small our souls are Compared to the Masses of This Whole Reality . . .
I want to go back home I don’t belong in the light
and and most creatures over there cannot survive outside the darkness they die that’s another thing you know about demons if demons leaving the darkness it’s kind of like a snowman leaving the Arctic only thing it has to face is Death in all directions
and all the religions are of fire one way or another the Christian crosses on fire the Pagan symbols are on fire they worship deities of fire and they, All hate the cold
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they all hate the cold, and if they see a creature that is cold-blooded and cold nature coming out of the dark Aether, which is connected to multiple different dark realms and the universe it’s inside the Aether, and there it must exist to continue on
you begin to understand that there’s a reason why the demons never leave the Arctic there is a reason why demons stay in the frigid weather there is a reason why they don’t go into the fire if you understand the metaphor
there is a reason why the snowman stay right there in the cold place and they never leave
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a demon leaving the darkness like a fish on land, it’s doomed
a demon out of the darkness is like a beached whale, it’s Doomed
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so there is a reason why they never leave the darkness there is a reason why they stay away from things of light and creatures of like you do the same thing to the dark they stay away from negative Energy cuz it fuck up ☠️
My ultimate Point here is I need to let you understand that when you do evil in the light it will always be within their sight and eventually it will come back around and you will have to suffer, the smite
because the light has Omni sight
and all the evil it will fight
whatever Wicked you have done whatever Wicked you had fun be aware that the light has already armed itself with a full metal jacket and it’s gone
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this is why I say be careful doing evil in the right side if nowhere to run and know where to hide
even if you think you’re totally alone, everything has been done it will always be shown
nothing can truly ever be hid for all these dark and evil the light will rid
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you must stay in the dark where you belong, for those will be defeated & in their holy songs
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you got to understand this shit as real as fuck this is why the whole concept of all the religions in existence are there and yes there is religions to Darkness in the dark side and they are religions of light on the light side that’s how things work on the light side you have fucking symbols of fucking stars or the sun with a fucking smile face on it but that smiley face can do an angry face once it to text evil and it’s more sensitive than a nerve in an exposed Nerve . . .
so what that being said what zeta reticulite did going on to the one side and then dragging them over to the other side is really dragging Souls out of their home out of their house and into an enemy house it’s literally trapping someone from one country to an entirely separate country and then put them under their law in order that they never agreed to shit
and this is why it’s another massive fucking problem because life of dark cannot exist in the life of light
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There is a Reason Why There Are Separate Opposite dimensions and there’s a place where only wickedness gets Justice and the light does not there’s a place where evil energy is the Natural Energy of that place you know how the Sun destroys a vampire or the darkness destroys everybody else and the vampire can run directly into the fucking negative energy not just into the deep shade which is what is called Darkness it is Darkness but it’s deep shade it’s not true Darkness true darkness is malevolent fucking energy that will heal you if you are an evil spirit not just a Fallen creature of light
this is the thing I’m trying to explain to you when a vampire steps into the fucking son the light destroys it entirely but when the darkness is wrapped around the vampire then the it can take the Sun for a couple of seconds and then it has to literally get out of the fucking sun because it’s fucking killing it but if it were to go in the opposite Dimension the opposite realm which is those dimensions are connected to and are part of an extension of The Aether
therefore they would have and find a nice place where the energy there which is purely and nicely evil is healing to it and the entire realm is healing to it just like how light is healing to a plant and grows it in repairs it the dark energy that heal it it heals the spirit of that entity and keeps it alive healthy and makes it way stronger than would have been in the in the realm that it just left
there is no limitation to this and there is no real consequence of this except for the faculty of leaving this is what I mean by Divine territory and Divine Law and Order when you leave the darkness you enter the light when you enter the light you’re in a court of law
you are always being watched your every action but be aware that these creatures do not play fair they also do something that’s incredibly unfair they look at the future they look through all space and time once you’ve left the darkness and you’ve entered the light they see absolutely everything everywhere and some say they see everything everywhere before you Even left the darkness 😡
this is what I mean by the higher Powers don’t play fair they really make you wonder what’s the point of free will ? ? ?
on top of that I just want to let you know and understand that there’s more reality out there there’s more fuck the universe if something beyond the universe and what is beyond the universe is known as Aether
and the Aether’s are Connected To The Forces ! ! !
This is Something you just Need to Understand . . .
and I promise there isn’t a whole bunch of fucking Purple Everywhere
but that’s kind of shit does exist
if you are a human being and you wish to help me escape the world of light 🌎 and get back to my own Dimension which would be according with Divine Law and the holy order
I will give you a link to my other account of Discord that my account keep getting fucking banned or account disabled because humans don’t tolerate the Dark
😈 <- Human’s and the light do not tolerate this shit one bit . . .
and I keep wondering why humans don’t help me ? ? ?
I’ve been asking for help I’m looking for help for years for the humans just ignore me many of them call me mentally ill I’m called a schizo freak all my life no human wants to help no human want to do anything but hurt me attack me I’m following your walls I’m obeying your customs I’m taking damage and being inside your fucking Aether and I didn’t even come on my own will or relation which would have been a sin to leave the Darkness . . .
I was abducted by the aliens and I was forced into your world into the hybrid agenda
Art Bell, did not post bullshit
we are natural insectoid’s, this is not a Fursona
this is, Soul harvesting and mutating and damaging their soul to fit in a body or a vessel they were never meant to experience a completely unnatural like forcing the soul of a dog and the body of a cat but it doesn’t have the soul of a cat and he can’t live like a cat
and then forcing the cat into the body of the dog but the body of the dog is gigantic for the soul of the cat and the cat can’t power the entire body so the body is sick and fucked up on top of the fact the body is full of canine energy and the feline soul has this alien energy that they can’t power and it can’t manage and has an alien body can’t operate in
so it’s seriously fucks up the psyche of the feline 😺 it’s soul is being destroyed
👽👽👽 <- Because of them and their fucking science
and the stupid bullshit if we need a baby
so they use that terminology for everything in existence you know how the American government uses protected children to do whatever the fuck they want and to get away with everything well
The Zeta Reticuli, use the the actual fact but also use it as an excuse so we need a baby to do whatever the fuck they want and whatever World they go into and they will possibly take over other worlds and convert any alien or any life form into a hybrid to see if it gets them a baby 👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻
Oh ! I found this video made by humans about humans explaining that human beings have turned into complete and absolute piece of shit that are completely selfish and they don’t want to help anyone ever again despite I desperately need help to go back home and Divinity in the universe is literally breaking down because we are sold and everything is energy and you don’t understand how we are all sentient quantum
and we have to go back to our natural place imagine if you remove someone from SpaceTime
you would cause a paradox
well there’s levels and severities of paradoxes but even the smalls of one is an atrocity and a tragic it is a horror of nature
My overall point is that you’re not supposed to leave the ocean you live in your ocean of light we live in our ocean of dark
and there’s a gray wall of stone in between us for a fucking reason
whitefish are not supposed to swim in Black oceans and black fish are not supposed to swim in the white ocean THIS IS NOT RACE human
you swim in your ocean will swim in our ocean neither of us are meant to cross over
trust me neither of us are meant to cross over and the dark entities don’t belong in the light they don’t survive very long 😡 they may be able to prolong for extended period sometimes up to decades but they become substantially Weak
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So My Overall Point, My overall fucking point is that I need to get back home, I need to go home . . .