intro post because i feel like it’s a bit overdue + i want to share things about myself

hi!
my name’s samuel - sam for short. i’m 21, almost 22. my favourite colour is blue. outside of bungo stray dogs, i really like the texas chainsaw massacre.
my favourite season is spring. i love sour sweets. i find architecture interesting, but i don’t like modern architecture because i think it looks a bit naff. i’m currently learning how to draw.
the music i like varies from songs from the 50s, to the 70s, to slipknot, but some of the bands i like are the cure, cigarettes after sex, the smiths, sufjan stevens, deftones, lady gaga, linkin park, siouxsie and the banshees, the smashing pumpkins, and a lot more

My “peeve that would get me caught if I was the unabomber” is that the alphabet doesn’t fit into the ABC song. There’s two left over lines and it’s very annoying to me.

So far the best replacement I’ve found is the Harvest Table song. But today I made the horrifying discovery that the alphabet also fits the tune of Baby Shark.

Yeah, the doxxer is a coward who fucked off as soon as I clocked who they are, because the idiot and their friends couldn’t keep their mouths shut, lmao.

It was scary, but now that I’ve gotten a handle on things, I’m calm.

Yeah, there’s a lot of morality policing on that side of the fandom, and it’s fucking annoying. They’re turning concepts into real-life issues when there’s no causation. It pisses me off that some can’t separate fact from fiction. I understand that the real world has a lot of bad shit going on, but fandom is supposed to be an escape from that, and I honestly don’t understand how they couldn’t just mute or block the words.

They actively sought out an omegaverse space and then crashed out because it didn’t match the fictional ideal that they had in their mind. After everything that happened, I honestly don’t care to listen to them anymore. I know what I believe- I know what I write- I know the real-life issues that I actively fight for. Them calling me transphobic doesn’t make me transphobic, and I just needed to understand that.

Honestly, them doxing me just made me realize they don’t actually want to have a conversation or understand things- they just want to be right, and they punish others who don’t see things the same way they do. I had to apologize for something I didn’t even do, but the person who doxed me has 10,000 followers and is posting art like fucking nothing happened.

If they weren’t trans, I would be pressing charges, but given the danger that would put them in, I’ve held myself back. I hate having to be the bigger person in this case, but I’m so tired of holding guilt on my shoulders.

It’s no problem! I didn’t even know I was intersex until puberty hit and weird stuff started happening. I don’t want to go into specifics because it’s a private thing I’m still dealing with, but I understand the happiness that comes with finding others like yourself.

Thank you for reaching out, I appreciate it, and I hope this gives you some comfort knowing that you’re not alone.

Thank you for your kind words. Honestly, it’s only a group of like 5 people that are doing it, but everyone else is just kind of turning a blind eye to it, which is where my delusion with the X side of the fandom is coming through.

I know who I am in my heart; I know I’m not the hateful person they’re making me out to be. I’m just kind of numb to it now.

And I’m glad you like my work; everyone has their ideological differences, but I really like the way you worded how you view my works. You don’t agree with everything, but you’re respectful and can admire that I put in the effort to do things. That’s the way fandoms should work.

IM ADDS/SHARKY!!!

Uhmmm I love dandy’s world and danganronpa aannddd a bunch of other things :3

Im a minor, genderfluid, and aroace :))

Interests if you want to be my friend :D

• Bo burnham
• Vocaloid
• Kpop
• Dandy’s world
• Danganronpa
• Demon slayer
• MHA
• Helluva Boss
• Lisence plates (dont question it bro)
• Art :D
• World history
• Music (I play Viola)
• South park
• Musicals
• Sharks!!!

Hiiiiiii <3

Welcome to my silly little blog ᯓᡣ𐭩

My name’s Stickers!!

This is just for me to mess around, send prose out into the void, occasionally vent, make friends, do fandom stuff, be myself…. etc, :)

Feel free to send asks, I love getting asks <3, but please be respectful!

I am constantly fighting the urge to spill my whole life online, but! I don’t mind personal questions about me, my life, etc <3 so if you’re curious feel free to ask, and I’ll answer whatever I can

About me

Female and she/her

Australian

As for age, I’ve reached the part of education where continuing becomes optional, and that’s all <3

Hobbies, interests and fandoms

I do a lot of writing and reading, despite my name I seriously write tons

I’m a pretty good cook, but a terrible baker

I can sew fairly well (can mend and alter clothes, follow a pattern, that kinda stuff), and knit, but I can’t honestly say I’m great at either of them

For fandom stuff I’m into a lot of manga/anime (I did, and continue to do, Japanese in school, and have been once), and somewhat in the spheres around kpop (not really, mostly just xlov and a bit illit)

I’m into a lot of theatre (I’m part of my local theatre’s productions and programs) and I love musicals, straight theatre, all that stuff

For music, I like pop, indie, alt pop, hate to be cliche but I am very basic, think girly, popular, I probably like it lol <3

Fun facts

I’m a state level show jumper/horse jumper, and have won state championships four times before (atp I’m just bragging)

I have really long hair irl, which according to my friends is super healthy

I play acoustic and electric bass guitar, but i was classically trained in acoustic guitar first

I have a pet bird, four dogs, a pig, five cows and 30-ish horses (ish you ask? Well, I can’t remember if its 27 or 32, so 30 is close enough lol) and we used to keep a herd of goats

I’m part of my school’s choir (and we’re really good!!)

I’ve been told by like 7 people that I’m a pretty crier which is kinda funny

I’m actually pretty short irl (which probably isn’t surprising)

My moot family <333

My mother <3 @alannah-xxx

My father <3 @normalaboutjungkook

My big brother <3 @daisieswithdaydreams

My twin sister <3 @sourdough46

Thats all for now ᯓᡣ𐭩

I should might update this later <3

@god why did you make me a sports fan as an anxious person

Man, this account has mood swings

HAVE A GOOD DAY!! 😎😘😉📷🤎

It might the aging millennial in me talking, but birds are so fucking cool 💜

1. Ravens - always ravens, they are so cool and intelligent and beautiful

2. Magpies - again, so smart and so gorgeous, I love them

3. Blackbirds - they sing every morning outside my room, I love their song so much

4. Owls - they are just so majestic tbh

5. Hummingbirds - because how the fuck are they real?

My friend is about to send me a voice note with gossip. We’re really in it now.

I LOVE myths!

1. Pandora’s box - it’s a bit tragic yeah, but that’s what a good myth needs, right?

2. Prometeus stealing fire and giving it to mortals - dude did us a solid tbh

3. Everything surrounding the figure of Circe

4. Medusa - she deserved so much better

5. The ship of Theseus - not sure if this classifies as a myth, but it fascinates me so much

Being aggressively gay in the straight neighborhood of San Francisco. Representation matters!!! 🏳️‍🌈

So I didn’t have a great sleep last night

Love being a goth boy

Ahh I love casual ableism.

Like my partner and friends laughing at my AuADHD memory loss like it’s a joke.

Like it’s funny that I drop thoughts in the middle of expressing them and can’t recover them ever again.

I forget that I’m making food (which is actually kind of dangerous)

I forget to take my meds 60% of the time. Which is why I have VNA’s. And they think it’s funny too.

I forget to eat and drink water. I starve (from diabetes) and dehydrated easily and constantly unless I’m reminded to do those things either by others or by pain.

I forget all kinds of plans I make or suggest to other people, and they just think I’m flakey.

Even more examples that I can’t remember.

No one really helps me with any of this. I’m just expected to will myself through it with magic or something.

And what do people do? Laugh at it. Even though it causes me visible emotional distress that I cant remember shit.

And on top of this? I was addicted to Ativan for at least 3-4 years. Ativan when abused, fucks the part of your brain that manages memory. I had no support. I lived alone. No one cared enough about me.

There is a whole 20 year span of my life I can’t remember because of CPTSD. That’s…a majority of my life.

I’m glad this is so funny to people.

I’m glad that my being rarely able to actually do anything I want to do, let alone things I need to do, and this causing the quality of my life and mental health suffers…

Is so fucking funny to other homo sapiens who should remember that they are animals. And should remember their place in the universe, which is not that special actually.

Not even to mention how all this laughing at my disability seriously triggers my BPD & OCD symptoms. Which then people get mad at me for.

I am exhausted of this species. Like please just let me fucking die already.

I am so tired and just want to be held in skin to skin contact for a few hours, much like an infant.

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Kayani.

Congolese & Puerto rican princess.

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