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i don’t hate being with them but i lowkey hate being with them i don’t know what the vibe is guys there are some things she be doing with me that im like !!!!!!-2!2!-: oh my god is she’s into me YES but at the same time she be bantering with him and shit and idek anymore.

realistically they’re prolly:

1) not into either of us at all

2) into him

bro probably just sees me as family or some shit like

i have 0 faith i fear because even if i did have faith what the FUCK WOILD I DO THEN. having no faith is the easiest way because what if things are mutual between us ?? there are literally too many identity factors playing against us right now like bro is literally asexual and i am not and idek what that would mean for us and idek if i would be able to treat someone who’s asexual well because like i don’t rlly know how important sex would be to me in a relationship and like im under the assumption that i would you know. LIKE TO HAVE IT. LKKE I DONT WANNA FUCKING AGREE TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHOS ASEXUAL AND THEN HAVE TO BREAK UP WITH THEM BECAUSE OF IT NOT WHEN THEY ALREADY FEAR THEY WOMT FIND SOMEOME BECAUSE THEYRE ASEXUAL LIKE I COULD NOT DO THAT TO THEM I CANT.

plus there’s the whole i’m intrinsically afraid i’m going to fuck up every romantic relationship i’ve ever had ever because i don’t even know what the fuck commitment is because my parents definitely didn’t and like AJTJRJEJSJAJJADDJDJDHDHHHWAAAHAAHAHAHHJWJWJJJJJAJAJA i hate it here. AND WHAT IF WE DONT WORK OUT LIKE WHAT HAPPENS TO THE FRINDGEOUP THEN IM SICK THIS IS SICKENING I HATE IT HERE CRUSHES ARE SO FUCKJNG GROSS.

i am so afraid of romantic anything when it’s happening to me and it’s real. for good reason too. i go crazy. like literally crazy. with peter with matthew like. even now im literally going insane i cant with this like i just cant this is so scary and too mf much like. i be dreaming about perfect romance stories and ingesting all this romance media fan made or not and here i am, pathetic as fuck. afraid of what could very possibly bring me so much joy.

i guess all these excuses i’m worrying about is just me distracting myself from the fact that if i really wanted to i would. if i really did. is it worth risking? is this worth taking a chance on,,,? is it worth feeling insane for a potential good ending? is it worth getting over fears and issues i know are unhealthy and changing for the better? is it worth exploring a new part of myself with someone and putting trust in the situation to turn out okay..? is it worth trusting that im a good person and won’t fuck this up like i fucked everything else up…?

is she worth facing all of these unknowns and actually dealing with them?

is she worth everything?

im such a coward.

an old situationship texted me “I went to the beach today and thought of you”

we haven’t talked in two years

our falling out hurt more than my breakup of a 2 year relationship

I’m gonna throw up and block him now

Fuck you tumblr !

Eat my shit, suck my shlong,swallow my balls !

You censored me for trivial things. Fuck you!

Hang my account if you want.

I’ll fuck you, lengthwise, widthwise, and crosswise.

I’ll fuck you vertically, horizontally, and diagonally!

Fuck you!

Suck - Elegy. 1970

Suck - Season Of The Witch. 1970

happy Valentine’s Day to the real ones who don’t have partners 🫡

Horny 😻🤤💦

Sucking dick with plumping lip gloss on he be like yowch !!

Narcissistic and toxic mothers resemble Trump if he were a woman

You’re already hard, aren’t you? I haven’t even started yet 🤭💦 Fuck Yes

facetime 706/215-2610

I text few people , reply me if you need anything 😻🤤💦

This is why I dont put myself out there.

Ingen vill veta vart du köpt din tröja.

Liberal loser ex doesn’t wanna go to a peaceful protest lmao the jokes write themselves