Ramble
Which means, it’s just rambling, no brainer, nothing serious and severe, just saying stuff
[[MORE]]I haven’t cut for a while
I will miss it very very much
I don’t even know why
It doesn’t hurt so much (at least I never went too deep) or left anything special afterward besides scars
I just like it
Maybe it’s the aesthetic
But that’s a stupid reason
Sorrrryyy I can’t help continue repeating repeating repeating
Anyway
Reason don’t matter
I just imagine myself cutting
Yeah
I just got new clothes
Pretty shitty behaviour
I don’t blame on anyone
But I complain
But that’s doesn’t mean I actually think it’s anyone’s fault besides mine
There’s much to learn everywhere
Why do I learn haha
Cest la vie
Haha
I just get sui cidal whenever someone’s in a meaner attitude
For righteous reasons
Of course
So I won’t actually be mad at them
I’m a total total brat
Haha
I just think I should die
But I’m selfish afterall
I don’t want to die
I just imagine myself
I had a dream about sanic exe
Haha
I love it
Just
The first half doesn’t matter, badminton competition soon, it’s about that, nothing special, just barely there, calm
Sanic exe’s pov, go and grind on knife, go and pull off their pants a little
They are drowsy
It’s just
He takes the glasses away
Don’t want them to be awake, so take off the glasses,
I just want to die
Over little fights that’s my fault
Like not getting upstairs to bed
It’s so bratty
Of course
It’s not her fault
I sound really sad and pathetic
Pitiful, pity pity
But I don’t think I’m a really terrible person
But it’s nothing crazy good
I have bad moments
Nothing so extreme though
Whatever
U just get really pessimistic whenever people speak in bad tone
I just want to cry
For no reason
And i feel the so called sadness crawls up my brain
I don’t know what is live what is anger what is happiness what is sadness
I feel them
And these words don’t have any other meaning
Just describe the feeling
Do I really feel them
Why can’t I stop being fussy and dramatic
I don’t blame anyone
Maybe sometimes
But those r just complains
I had fun times
And when I went back
I do stupid shit
And it’s went downhill
Nothing is ever fine because I’ll do something ruin it sooner or later
It’s really my fault this is no exaggeration or trying to place the faults on me
It’s just when kids done stupid things
The pandemic and online school and laziness
I just think I’ll forever be this
Way
Nothing too bad about it really to be honest
That’s just life
I’m mostly rambling
So it’s nothing, just complains, when my mind speak out whatever, then it’ll feel nice and dandy afterward, hm
Don’t take any of this seriously
