My boys and I deserve better! And we WILL have much better than we could ever dream of!

I’m done allowing people in my energy just to waste my time!

Hmmmmmmmmmm

So my fiance being in recovery is something that I can’t rush.

This chapter in his life is just going to be unpleasant and uncomfortable, and prolonged.

In the meantime I have two choices,

1) continue to feel miserable and worry about him excessively and feel guilty when I’m able to savor and enjoy things OR

2) except the fact that my peace of mind and happiness can’t be as connected to him as it used to, and I need to find comfort completely on my own

No because what if I like ACTUALLY prioritize my happiness?

What if I like CONSTANTLY try my best to take care of myself and enjoy life?

What if I don’t ALWAYS put away my happiness for another day and I just actually enjoy now?

What if I just REALIZE that I need to spend less time worrying? (About my healing fiance in recovery, or where I’m going to live when I move or money or embarrassing myself, or existing)

What if I put my HAPPINESS in myself before anyone else?

What if I give myself PERMISSION to prioritize myself?

guess who’s fricking 3 days cleannnn

Recovery is not linear and that’s okay

Stepping into Sunlight
Months pass, I journal now - forever changed.
Inspiring verses you can never read.
Old lovers, once so close, are now estranged.
Could wolves hear us? If not, why lighten steps?

I miss you most when I remember us
In quiet moments, when the grief holds me.
My care for you surviving, so unjust —
to grow within me, rooted like a tree.

The river tears, your actions trapping you.
When you are wild and run in grass, wolf-to-man
Oh, dear love, you chose not to see us through.
Is fate the only one writing the plan?

In dreams, the howling grew; was trouble close?
You shield my ears and say it is not true.
Graveyard soil made the forest so morose.
Raised wild, the pack howl won’t quit calling you.

I’m scarred and smart, at least I have learned.
If I must always love you, so be it.
I stopped the traps and from a distance, yearned,
The fog will lift, I slowly am sunlit.

Twilight brought whispers of your painful yips;
your choice made burdens no one else can carry.
I can’t save you from karma’s hunting trips.
The meadow is our own obituary.

I’d grow a field of rare flowers for you.
I honor every memory of us.
The only thing I know I cannot do:
Betray my self for your eternal lust.

2026.03.17 | Your intuition is your inner guide, so is your emotions and your body’s immediate reactions to your surroundings and interactions with other people.

Trust in your intuition, trust in your innate senses. They are helping you navigate the challenges you will experience in your daily life and learn from them.

This way, you also prevent yourself from overthinking and making decision becomes less stressful.

*tw mentions of rape

No because when I think about the primal rage that fills me I think about how unfair it is to be a woman.

It’s dangerous and scary and all of the responsibility to stay safe is so often put on us, men “can’t help it” etc etc

I have such frustration and I don’t even know how to properly articulate it.

There’s such deep rooted shame around anything feminine “you throw like a girl” or guys making fun of each other for crying.

It’s a toxic cycle, emotional unavailability cos playing as masculinity.

I checked the back seat of my car every single time before I unlock my door, even if it’s 8:00 a.m.. because how the fuck am I supposed to not? What if there’s someone in my car who wants to murder me or worse?

My introduction to sex was my dad giving me a rape talk. (Graphic detail, he pretty much promised that this would happen to me if I did so much as walk around my very safe neighborhood by myself)

(my own experience growing up was I was a therapist and a babysitter and a marriage counselor meanwhile my brother who was only 2 years younger than me pretty much just got to read books and only be responsible for himself)

It’s sadly hilarious that men are still doing so poorly as a group in a system that is specifically designed and catered for them!

……. Maybe later I’ll be able to articulate these feelings better because this post definitely got away from me 😔

Ana Champagne, LMFT is a Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist in California who provides counseling services for individuals, couples, families, and children in the Central Coast area, particularly Orcutt and Santa Maria.

Ana Champagne, LMFT| Counseling and Therapy in Santa MariaHomehttps://www.orcuttcounseling.com Ana Champagne, offers Individual and Couple c

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i wish everyone peace, sweet dreams, and minimal aching longing on this fine night 🌙✨