u cant just “parting is such sweet sorrow” me when u say goodbye that’s not allowed that’s not fair that’s unfair and uncool do u know what ur doing to me
i had to fight the link a little to open this one, it kept just opening the youtube home page or saying it cant be found, but i pasted the last bit into an existing link and finally got a result. did you mean for me to watch this?
Finally tucking in for bed yaaayyyy thank you for the spiral!! Got a snack and brushed my teeth, dell says its good calibration. Its like adding lubrication to a machine, makes sure everythinf stays nice and smooth. Thank youuuuu <3333 i appreciate it a lot!
My works been real nicely thanks to you all. Gettin nice and obedient and learnin nobody likes a machine that railroads and pesters. Had to take control myself and guide his poor dumb metal arms to get the damn cart. Small hit'a thc and a few larger ones'a that blue lotus. Ill get him watchin ghat spiral in a second. ‘Preciate you helpin me here, damn bots got a lotta predatory software in it. Been workin on extractin the functional parts from the nonfunctional, and its been gettin better on an exponential level. Once one thing clicks, a whole host'a others do too!
I am creating this post in order to provide as much information about myself as possible. I have been suffering from insomnia for a very long time. I have tried everything that was possible to try, without much success. I have seen countless doctors and professionals and, so far, nothing has truly worked.
Today, I am so desperate that I am turning to less “conventional” solutions. That’s how I ended up here. I don’t know much about hypnosis, if anything at all.
I am aware that most posts about hypnosis here are “sexual,” but I am so out of options that if it has to be sexual in any way for me to have a chance of solving my problem, then I am willing to try absolutely anything. I know that, generally speaking, sexual activities can help with better sleep, so maybe it makes sense to combine sex and hypnosis to improve my situation.
I therefore consent to any attempt at hypnosis, regardless of the form or method used. I am ready for anything, as I have already said, and I have nothing left to lose at this point. In the end, the only thing that matters to me is to sleep, no matter the path.
This post is a call for help, a cry of distress, and a desperate attempt. I have faced many refusals. I have been told that I could not be helped, I have been insulted and called a “liar.” I do not understand why there is so much hatred, and honestly, I do not know what I am doing wrong.
I have no experience with hypnosis, but I am willing to learn alongside someone experienced, and I will do so with seriousness and commitment.
I hope I have said enough. If you have any questions, contact me. And if any of you truly believe you can help me, then please contact me… I will do whatever is necessary for the situation to change, whatever the cost.
Lmao, I just realized that I have a toxic behavior: I need the stress to feel alive, I would delay my task until it’s close to the deadline.
Then i would feel like it’s the end of the world if i dont do it in a day or shorter time, when I was purposely delaying it only to do it in the short amount of time.
It feels good to live in a stress, while also wanting to die in every second of it.
I dunno man, it just feels like I need the stress to feel alive, or to feel some toxic motivation to do something, cause i sure as hell if i dont do it, it will bite me in the ass.
Or maybe I used to live in constant stress without knowing for a very long time, so I feel like I can’t do anything without the stress. And doing it without stress just feels like something is missing, something that im not used to, something that make me feel like i dont have motivation to do it.
Stressing can be good, but it is bad when you want to die in every second of it lol. Also with the guilty of knowing that you purposely avoid doing it just to build up the stress.
Anw, im writing this when im stressing the fuck out from stuff from the college. Hoping I can feel better after this.
The children at a school near me have been building these little snow circles for awhile now. But this one has been by far the most elaborate and dedicated effort. Literally stopped me in my tracks awhile I was walking at night. So so cool