#osdd

Working on a mock-up, I’m using Ampersand’s site as a learning tool and reference

Tw nsfw and just general tw

I’m so tired of people acting like DID is fun and cute and just friends in your heads.

One of our littles tried to seduce our spouse yesterday. That isnt fun. Thats terrifying. Because why did she do that? What happened to her?

I’m so greatful our spouse is an amazing person and told her that that wasnt okay and people who care about her wont ask her to do that. But its just…heartbreaking

I’m scared

It seems like everything we do and don’t do is wrong.

— | Robin | —

We just made it up as we went! There are a few templates for DID and OSDD, but i don’t personally like them for actually tracking anything. I figured out how to use the chart stuff, and that fits best what we want for system tracking ^^

any other stuff (a journal, a way to help us find which we are, and other stuff like that) we just added separate pages for and prettied it up. I think it’s pretty nice to be able to just add features, however, and whenever you want to!

A post for the systems who…

[CW]: Mentions of abuse/abusers (not specific, just as a topic!)

A post for the systems who are still frequently in close proximity to their abuser(s)

A post for the systems who feel conflicted about leaving their abuser(s).

A post for the systems who don’t have high amnesia barriers.

A post for systems who don’t remember who their abuser(s) were.

A post for systems who didn’t find closure after their abuser(s) passed.

A post for systems who can’t afford therapy or a diagnosis.

A post for systems who doubt themselves.

We see you. You are valid. You are loved. You are stronger than you know.

hey gang im not blue ass jellyfish im like uhhh a slightly purple cabybara wearing a orange beanie but like ive been fronting for like months now but dw blue ahh jellyfish will be back soon especially cuz were going to a machine girl concert X))) but idk what to wear cuz we dont have any machine girl merch rn idk what to do for make up we bought like a few stuff for the concert and now I need to like make up a look but yay so excited for machine girl next week its gonna be tung tung tuff!!!!!

Plural joker be like why so seriousys

Apologies to anyone who believes they are speaking to the host. I am not the host. But I can pretend if you’d like.

It’s so frustrating that I trick myself into thinking I have OCD by cherrypicking posts that are relatable to me and then convincing my friends/boyfriend that I have it by talking about said posts or the niche symptoms I could possibly have. It’s probably just an untreated Autism thing! It’s probably a mix of untreated Autism and BPD.

Though I might not even have BPD, since it’s so similar to CPTSD. I might not even have Autism, it could just be CPTSD and ADHD or something like that! I’ve probably just convinced myself and others that I have all these different disorders and I’m taking away from the real disordered people not to mention making a mockery of them by continuously spreading possible misinformation on these disorders based on my undiagnosed experience.

I keep coming back and convincing everyone that I have OCD and for what? To be more special? I dont need to use OCD and BPD and trauma as excuses for my behavior, maybe I’m just broken and fucked up

I’m worrying so much about everything right now I cant get myself to stop

[CW]: Mentions of abuse and abusers.

Intended mostly for systems but applicable to singlets as well. Stay safe.

It’s okay to not know if someone in your life is abusing you.

If you see content that talks about abuse or one’s abuser and are continuously reminded of that person, that can be a helpful sign. It doesn’t matter if their behavior seems “bad enough”. If they are repeatedly hurting you to gain power or control over you and your actions, they are abusing you. Whether or not they realize it doesn’t matter, either. You are being hurt, dear. That’s not what you deserve.

I know that can be scary to admit, even just to yourselves. But it’s an important first step.

Growth is nonlinear. You are strong.

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I think people forget that fictives are their own people sometimes and it really bothers me. I haven’t personally felt this since I don’t have my own blog but I know some of our fictives who DO have their own blogs are nervous to post on them because their source just. Isn’t their whole life. But they feel like they NEED to only post if it’s RELATED to their source. And keep in mind all but maybe 4 or 5 of our fictives TOTAL are heavily heavily source compliant(myself(Grian) included!!), so for us this isn’t even a case of not identifying with the media you’re from, it’s a case of just. Wanting to have the freedom to post whatever you want and not feeling like you’re allowed. I can only imagine how fictives that aren’t source attached feel

To be clear not everyone treats fictives like they have to exclusively talk about their source, but some people do and it bothers me. If I made a blog it would likely be largely Minecraft/Hermitcraft/Life Series related yeah but also I have other interests too and I would wanna be able to post without fear of someone thinking I’m a roleplay blog “breaking character” or fear of being accused of faking because I don’t wanna talk about my life 24/7

Yes, I am source attached. Yes, I love talking about it. No, it is not my only interest, and I really hate when people act like all someone is allowed to be is dictated by the character they’re sourced from

Soory if this is written weird or phrased wrong I’m not the best with wording I just wanted to get this out lol

-G

getting molested obviously sucks on the face of it, but I cant tell people what certain experiences and feelings mean to me without giving them deeply intimate and sensitive information about myself, which has been catastrophically isolating throughout my life. I cant explain to people what the death of my childhood dog means, why it’s impacted me in the way it has or how I feel. multiply that experience by everything, like all your beliefs and reactions and behaviours over a lifetime.

oh oh, add incest and beastiality and child-on-child rape and torture to make it even more impossible to tell people, make it so shameful- or like get over the shame, its not your fault. make it so uncomfortable and incomprehensible. you can tell people, they will not have anything to say. they will not be able to comprehend what it even means to live as you.

I mean like not entirely because in reality I’m more so made by this brain in the shape of that character but like. its similar

Does anyone have any way of viewing the .json file from exporting from SP nicely? The only way Ive found so far is honestly kinda janky and get any info out of it is difficult 😓

THIS SUCKS

It sucks that major accessibility adds ar shut down due to being too difficult and expensive to maintain leaving many people who began fo rely on these tools to help them navigate their mental health without a way to do that!! Which can be very triggering and scary!!

It really sucks its not profitable meaning passion projects cant even survive

Oh no did I drop the github link to the simplyural api

GitHub - ApparyllisOrg/SimplyPluralApi: The API for Simply Plural

Oh no also dropped a link to popular simply plural alternatives!!!

9 Best Simply Plural Alternatives After the 2026 Shutdown - Parties365 | Party Ideas, Party Supplies, Party Decor

I hope more come along all jokes aside

“Ohhh I dunno who’s fronting I dunno who’s fronting” and then knight’s special interest AND music comes up and he smiles big as FUCK. dude.