Sometimes I like to refer to my linktype shorthanded. Sometimes as either just heartlink, vaguelink, or if I really want, para-linked hearttype, and collectively linked vaguetype.
I like the extra denotation, because near everyone else is talking about linking as if only identify-as. The community does generally put more focus on identify-as identities.
Both our linktypes are important for different reasons. One is to bridge the different paratype feelings, and the other is for bonds with friends (and for general shenanigan).
How we go about linking the two are slightly different because of that.
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For the three-tailed enfield, there’s already something there, the paratype element from both myself and my hearttype makes for a good foundation, I didn’t have much work but to build on top of whatever was already there, all I needed to do was to link them together.
The way we did it was taking more interest in fox related stuff, or more in particular multi-tailed kitsune. We plan to watch some kitsune focused anime eventually, and make a art for our heartlink. At the moment, we have a number of fox and spirit foxes pins around.
Honestly, we aren’t sure if the linking started the process or if it was already a thing, and linking just strengthens the connection, which is probably due to the paratypes.
But I think a large part of it was just simply engaging it with a “I have this feeling of a spark, I want to retain that feeling, and fan it to make it large”. It’s sort of how it happens with a number of my shapeshifter forms. I go around, holding this thing close to my heart, and whenever something pops up that reminds me of the enfield, I will perk up. That sort of feedback loop is what makes the linking stick. I make it happen more via me actively engaging or seeking these reminder. I feel like it trains the brain to hold onto it that much longer, and eventually you just let it be, and it will be fine on its own.
Now I’m not actively looking for stuff, but I don’t need to, I can probably take away the link suffix and the three-tailed enfield is there to stay as a parahearttype. But I like it, I like the reminder of where it came from, and I like being in that community, and exist as a reminder to other questioning alterhuman that yes, my way of linking exist.
With a linktype that came from a preexisting fictional source, you’d think all I had to do was to engage with said fiction. I mean, I could, but this whole thing happened after I long left the source environment. Or perhaps not quite.
I still retain the knowledge of the source. And because of this, when others within the alterhuman community engages with it, I took special interest towards the happening. What pretty much started the linking process, was the want to connect to others who are from that same source. Perhaps we previously held fondness towards the source, or the character in specific. We know we have things going on with what the character’s “element” is–stars and cosmos. So that had helped our desire to link.
It’s definitely not enough to help maintain the link. The failed dragonite hearttype link was also made happen due to the desire to form stronger bonds with other pokemon alterhuman.
I suppose when put side-by-side like this, my successful linktype are due to either paratype element, or other factors to reinforce the overall linktype structure.
Furthermore, the Aurelion Sol vaguelink was a collective decision, something both Akumu and I(Ryuu) are interested in linking. The linking could have fade without both of us there at the same time, and Akumu tends to disappear to places half the time. It made linking this specific identity a little trickier.
What made it start to grow and “stick” properly was perhaps when I put it on as a proxy, for a bit of a joke. It felt wrong without Akumu there during that time, but trying to be Aurelion Sol for a day has done wonders for the linktype. It felt right, it felt like it could really work.
We kept the proxy.
After that, it’s like a little tug at the back of our mind, telling us that it’s still there, all we need to do is pick it back up. We also aren’t really active with this linktype. We never are all that active with our alterhumanity. But at the same time, it’s like a tab opened on the browser, whenever draconity or prompt topic came that we can talk about our relationship with Aurelion Sol in, it’s like another boost to the linking process–active discussion with the alterhuman community while keeping in mind of this connection. It makes sense, we wanted to link this ‘type because of connections to others, so to make it stronger, we need to connect more with others.
Maybe that’s how our method works, going in full circles. Start the desire to link, try around for other stuff, and then go back to what first prompted the linking desire.
The fact that we are gaining noemata for this vaguetype tells me that, like the enfield, this one is here to stay. Because when thinking and talking about it, and the rare noemata, the link became self-sustaining.
I feel a bit uncertain to call this linktype done, but it seem to be doing alright. Perhaps more writing and pondering will help more.