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hey!
i might constantly be having hiatuses but why is no one following me or giving me notes?
i’m a person too, ya know.
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Poetry: August 2009
They should go out of their way
August 2009
In anticipation of the night
I was excited to see you
But then we met
And the look you gave me
said it all
without saying anything
at all
I had warned you
I had changed
But you refused to believe it
and held onto
an idealistic image of me
in your head
Worthless small talk ensued
Even though there was
nothing left to say
Your body language…
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…and once again, scammers take over “patreon” and “patreon creators” tags.
Guess it’s time to report as many of them as possible. Again.
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id like to personally meet the bustards responsible for my learning institution who don’t keep a medical staff on call in a place that has frequent cases of girls passing out all of the sudden
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it’s not even 7 am and i had to block someone for rbing someone’s swiftie post from me, also a swiftie, to say how grating they find taylor’s voice. lmao bitch fuck off.
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So I live in an HOA controlled neighborhood for reasons that are unimportant (briefly: it was a marital compromise).
About a month ago I discovered that my basement flooded. We had to move all the basement furniture into the garage and park our vehicles in *gasp* the (ample) visitor parking.
Meanwhile, I had a very big surgery that included losing both of my ovaries. The surgery is a great success but I am unable to do much, having a 10# weight restriction. Spouse has been a champ in all of this, helping me to do things that ordinarily I could do for myself.
Due to insurance issues, we haven’t gotten to the construction part of the basement issue yet. So our stuff has been in there for like, a month. Apparently, although this does not cause anyone any harm, a neighbor filed a complaint about the stuff in our garage and my truck in visitor parking.
This despite the fact that dozens of individuals in this neighborhood have a similar situation going on.
I ended up getting the complaint overturned due to our circumstances, (the HOA president actually tried to say I should have told them all this BEFORE we got cited. Really? You can’t knock on someone’s door to say ‘hey what’s up’?) but I’m still annoyed that someone filed a complaint for daring to ruin THEIR view into MY garage.
These people have never even said hello to me (been here 8 years), let alone came by to wonder if there was some kind of circumstance leading to the issue at hand.
Now. Women in menopause can, I’m sure, relate. I have been thrust thusly very, very quickly at the age of 44. I am out of fucks. I also really don’t have a lot going on right now.
Since I have been reported for something totally innocuous that was, apparently, against the rules and also apparently very upsetting to certain individuals (who remain anonymous, but I can make some guesses), I now currently find myself in a state of desiring to do everything annoying that is, unfortunately, within the rules.
Friends, it is time for Industrial Music Appreciation Night. And you better believe that Industrial Music Appreciation Night is actually all day and week long.
I’ve been desiring to acquire some more vinyl so I have some Throbbing Gristle and Einstürzende Neubauten in the mail. Tonight we sampled a little Front 242 and Nine Inch Nails, just as a little warmup.
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Because it’s the right thing to do? Because I’m not selfish? Because I’m a good person?