PSA FOR TADC AND NORMAL COMMISSIONS/VENT POST

This is the reason why I struggle with commissioners
I don’t have any ideas for my oc x canon that is bubbly x pomni so I search a lot of art styles I like and I reach out to RQ them
the problems are I can’t pay them because one I can’t afford it and two I don’t know HOW I’m gonna pay them because I don’t have a card to pay them off so I would have to draw for them back or they would have to be free artwork.
Im not a really good artist and I oftenly struggle with drawing certain poses and I can only do a limit or certain stuff I CAN draw but I dont want to draw the same things over and over again.
And If they say no, I’m not gonna scream and cry like a damn toddler nor trash on them Because my favorite artist can’t draw for me like I’m not gonna force their ass to draw something I want because I don’t have money and even if they did accept it, I feel bad for them drawing for me for free because it feels like they worked so hard for nothing and they wasted all their effort just to get nothing in return.
Like yeah I got what I wanted but at what cost? What do THEY get? Do they even get REWARDED? Do they get SOMETHING for it? Like they can’t go empty handed so it’s hard for me to do shit like this because I have to think about the artist if they draw me smth and then get nothing at the end because of something I don’t have.
And no I’m not guilt tripping you to draw for me for free this is just a PSA on what I want to let out and what I struggle with when it comes to art.







