“Fade” @ Jeff Satur Returns to Saturn Birthday Fansign
“I fall, you reach, but I’m just slipping through your fingers
I lie, but you see, without a moment looking for a reason
Burn to die, to feel more alive
How do I make myself heal, if I can’t let myself in?
How do I make myself real, when I feel like fading?
‘Cause no matter how I try, deep down I’m paralyzed
How do I make myself heal, if I can’t let myself in?
If I heal, can I stay, or I fade away?”
When no one ain’t around (I feel it’s fadin’)
I think I think too much (I feel it’s fadin’)
Ain’t nobody watchin’ (I feel it’s fadin’)
I just fade away (I feel it’s fadin’)
You don’t even know, I’ve been so far gone (I feel it)
I’ve been so led on, I’ve been runnin’ ‘round (I feel it)
I’ve been on my shit, whole world on my dick (I feel it)
I just need to know (I can feel it)
AC Milan assistant Marco Landucci believed a series of “unlucky” events led to his team’s shock 1-0 defeat to Parma at Stadio Giuseppe Meazza on Sunday.
Landucci, who was in the dugout because Massimiliano Allegri was suspended, watched on as Mariano Troilo’s 80th-minute goal sealed a 1-0 win for the visitors.
The result saw Milan taste defeat in Serie A for the first time since their opening-day…
Milan left to rue ´unlucky´ defeat to Parma as title hopes begin to fade
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but the thought
Is too much to conceive
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of
The darkness that my life became ‘cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I’m older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching is the bed that I have made
So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time
To ask me just what you could do
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of
The darkness that my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I’m older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching is the bed that I have made
But I never meant to fade away
I never meant to fade
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I’m older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching is the bed that I have made
I try to breathe
Is it illusion?
In your embrace
The silence consumes us
—
Is it delusion?
I like the taste
Let it entomb us