Ya me quieren drogar luego JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA

Two wives I’m seeing a pattern Blake .andNo I’m not like it at all I feel like he went after two vulnerable women and obviously there was more he’s just a complete liar .

I get it I use heroin and it’s a hard habit to fucking kick. And it’s treated like the devil’s drug but let’s be real, all drugs are bad and fucking alcohol. I mean look at Any she’s the first to go away from that. Part of me felt sorry for this woman because how do you compare and shit, she got in the press. The thing is like her father said how charming Blake can be he was that guy who, if he wanted you he was gonna fuck you. Which is exciting to a lot of women and girls and if narcissistic, you think you have won the race with this person. And that you have won the jackpot with them. which is horrible and honestly Amy died only just after her brain. Had fully developed properly.so she has basically died of unexplained circumstances. I’m talking you more will come out of this. Because it needs to be. We know you do all these interview for bajite and shit he’s weak now unfortunately.

My dreams are nightmares

They arnt nightmares

They’re rather pleasant

Only when I wake

Do they torment me

I saw faces

I felt sensations

I heard voices

Of people whose paths were severed from mine

People who I once lied with intertwined

And it hurts

Burns my soul

I was sold a lie in wonderland

And now Im forced to see the past from the present

With hindsight that I wish would leave me blind

Relive what I have taught myself to get over

This has been happening for almost a week now

I don’t know why

I just want to have a good morning

Because after all,

They’ve all been good nights sleeps

17 years down the drain & I couldn’t feel better since I did it a few days ago ⛓️‍💥 so much better. That’s how I know it was the right choice

I hope non stop talking about having a kid with me was worth it no matter how many times I told you to stop

One of my exs has for 17 years since we dated every few years pulls a huge stunt to try to get me back

The other week he said he lost his memory & was “back in a time where we are still dating” making me tell him no we aren’t. Followed by him so upset over it

He has said he wasn’t gonna live long, forgot his memory, & so much more I’ve forgotten over the years

He’ll do anything to try to get me back

The other day I cut out friendship off for good

“I like texts from my exes, when they want a second chance.”

Pov: your ex texts you after >6 months of ghosting you and then leaves you on read

Didn’t even spell my name right

La primera vez que me vio me dijo que se enamoró de mi, porque no había nadie como yo, que conmigo podía ser el mismo, que era divertida, me escuchaba,saco todas las partes vulnerables de mi, me hizo sentir única y amada, un día vio algo que no le gusto de mi, y todo eso se esfumó. Me degradó a polvo de olvido mientras presumía a su nuevo “amor”. El dijo que pasar lo que pasar iba estar para mi, sin embargo no estuvo cuando

*mis papás quien cultivaron un ambiente disfunciónal por más de 20 años se divorciaron

*cuando perdí mi primer trabajo importante

*cuando mi perrita de enfermo

* cuando tuve que vivir en la casa de una tia

Algún tiempo antes de todo esto llegamos a ser los mejores amigos, cuando te acompañaba hasta tu casa y cargaba tu mochila, cuando me hablabas de todo lo que vivías y como pasabas tus días, cuando compartíamos comida y bebidas, me gusta pensar que algo dentro de ti sabe que si necesitas un amigo y soporte sabrás contar conmigo

they need to invent a way to move on that isn’t anxiety inducing and doesn’t make me feel guilty and worried 24/7

i just want to be important to you again i just want to be your everything like when we were young

💖

Ya no quiero ser solo un click, una casi algo, una por mientras. Valgo mucho para recibir migajas. Quédense con sus migajas.

saying “my ex” like my name aint SALEM 🤨🤨

CRZY

Hi guys, so today i didnt really do anything besides go to school and go to the shops, but… on the bus ride home guess who i see. MY EX GIRLFRIEND!! I have not spoken a word to this girl since we broke up, not only that but then 2 minutes later i see my ex boyfriend.. what a day, i was talking to him, turns out hes now dating one of my ex bestfriends, how cute. (not really) what is this life im living in.

Break ups , with a good one 👍

When you’ve been in a relationship that has supposedly gone past its sell by date it doesn’t matter you still care. It just makes things a bit more complicated you love that person and you’re used to their little quirks and foibles, but after a while it grates on you and all the good things you wished for them.

stop having sex if you’re depressed. if that person accepts you through that they are a keeper don’t forget it. I did a and now I don’t even know if it was the right thing to do of course other person I thought it would be my last relationship.

how wrong was I. Graham you are a perfect man. Everything you did for me please don’t take that for granted because I really needed you I just felt like our relationship had become toxic in the sense of, you were doing stuff for me because I was ill and I wasn’t making myself better by doing loads of drugs it didn’t mean I stopped caring it meant I stopped caring about myself, more than anyone and the last thing I want to do,is fuck with your head tell you things from my end I’ve tried to avoid today we’re back some good memories of the happy times.

because there were happy times don’t think like forgotten because I either haven’t the way you looked at me at some point love even when I was a monster. Things like that don’t just go away OK and most men you’re the only one who hasn’t still. but where do we go I don’t think we can go any further can we because we have no ambition when we’re together it s’eems and I want to do things and I’m sure you do but we seem to stop each other getting those ways, I don’t know why don’t ask me honey I’m a little unclear myself can I tell you when I don’t even know myself I’ve probably picked the worst time. to try and start over but it just happened. I was avoiding saying any of this but seeing your face today has done something. It’s like I’ve got a life here in Newport and a life there the life there made me so unhappy and I added you to that unhappiness because you were friends with someone who didn’t like me and it made me hate you for a bit I’m not gonna lie it made me think you didn’t like me so I got really paranoid and it’s one of the main reasons I left because it was too painful people’s houses and just slugging mill and I guess it was my childish way of getting back at you but you’ve got to understand loyalty is a huge thing to me and if someone is friends or even asked is that normal when someone and they said no. but yeah I even gave you James’s number when we weren’t together. But honestly crusty Graham has ruined a lot for us I believe I know you’ll show this to everyone probably and make everybody hate me even more but you’ve got to understand it’s not nice being that hated person your whole life Graham especially when it started with your father and the pain and I say this now crying I really do I wasn’t ready to see you I don’t think I just wish you had cared

Being a system is wild. What do you mean my husband’s system will try and keep him from me at all cost? What do you mean when I ask them for examples of what I did wrong they give me examples when I was ptsding just as hard as they were. When you can not tell a person what they did wrong because you don’t have the full story, I don’t think they should be able to try and shut me down that hard.

I will take responsibility for myself and my actions as soon as they can give me a solid example in which I was in the wrong, I am sure there are plenty but the inability they have about telling me is crazy.

What do you mean an alter that was dormant when everything with my ex happened has the right to tell me to leave my husband???

But also no one in his system has the right to tell me to leave him other than him. My husband wouldn’t want me to leave. And if he did I would ask why.