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The Very Special Case Of Desire

Desire is not just one emotion among many; it is closer to a background mechanism that constantly scans for advantage. In the philosophy of Arthur Schopenhauer this was described as the “will,” meaning a continuous push of the organism to maintain and expand itself. Modern biology would phrase it more mechanically as the nervous system evolved to search for energy, safety, reproduction, and position within a group. Because those variables change constantly, the scanning never stops.

This is why the system rarely rests in a neutral state for long. Even when basic needs are satisfied, the brain begins to look for the next possible improvement or the next potential threat. It is a prediction engine trying to reduce uncertainty about the future. If you imagine a creature that stopped scanning completely, it would quickly miss dangers or opportunities and lose its competitive position. Evolution therefore selected for restless detection mechanisms.

But there is an important clarification. The organism is not literally detecting “everything usable.” It is detecting what its model has been trained to notice. Most potential resources in the environment are ignored because the brain filters aggressively. For example, you pass thousands of objects every day that could theoretically be useful, yet you only feel desire toward a few of them. That filtering is shaped by hunger levels, cultural conditioning, past rewards, hormones, and social signals. So the system is not an all-seeing survival detector; it is a biased detector tuned by history.

Many pople describe the sense of “never peace” and it often appears when they interpret the scanning process as something that should stop. Biologically, it is not designed to stop. Even pleasure does not end desire; it usually resets the threshold. After obtaining something, the brain recalibrates and begins searching again. This is sometimes called hedonic adaptation in psychology. The system returns to baseline and resumes scanning because long-term survival requires continuous adjustment.

However, the mistake many thinkers make is concluding that the organism must therefore feel constant psychological agitation. The scanning mechanism itself is automatic and often runs quietly in the background. The distress comes more from the interpretive layer, the narratives people build around desire, status, comparison, and imagined futures. When those narratives amplify the signals, the system feels like a permanent chase.

The organism constantly evaluates possible gains or losses, but the intensity of conscious desire depends on how strongly the brain flags something as relevant. Most of the environment is filtered out. What remains becomes the focus of motivation. The uncomfortable implication is simple. A living system is not built for permanent equilibrium; it is built for ongoing adjustment. Stability exists only as temporary balance inside a process that keeps moving. What feels like endless desire is often not the world demanding things from you but your prediction system refusing to stop optimizing.

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Ambition. The Amplifier of Lack

Fact. Ambition is desire with imagination attached projecting lack into the future. It makes absence louder than presence.

Disillusionment. Every ambition implies that I am not enough yet. The more vivid the ambition, the sharper the sense of deficiency. Ambition is not noble striving; it is organized self-diminishment.

Practical use. Each time ambition arises, dissect it: What lack is this ambition inventing? If you withdraw the imaginative inflation, you may find the “goal” evaporates.

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(Pardon moi français)

Je suis triste car le homme dit “le peu garçon français”

Je suis nonbinaire, non garçon.

Je triste car non parle beaucoup français, et non anglais.

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- Desie

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Keep me safe

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Almost

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Ron is what we call an almost person. He is a very capable person but somehow he cannot accomplish the goals that he set out to do. During school, he was almost the best writer in class; he almost made the swim team, he almost made Quarterback on the football team, he almost scored 100% on his math exam, he almost had a perfect attendance record, he almost made class President. In social circles…

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Nuestra Gente es un proyecto de registro fotográfico y audiovisual que esta situado en las distintas localidades donde habitan artesanos y oficios de la Sexta Región, Chile. Personas que desarrollan una labor única en el mundo, como lo son: Los Salineros de Cahuil, Chamanteras de Doñihue, Artesanos del Mimbre de Chimbarongo, Escultores de la Piedra Rosada de Pelequén, entre otros como los Orfebres de Mostazal, Arriero de la Cordillera, La Pesca Artesanal, Chinchineros.

Este registro da paso a la creación de un mural de 1.600 mt2 que viste al Edificio del Mercado Modelo de Rancagua, ubicado en el tradicional Barrio Santa María, donde también se encuentra el mural “Las Flores de mi Ciudad” del año 2007 y que tiene conexión con el mural del Mercado, ambos son parte de la Galería de Arte Público Rancagua.

Autor: DESIE (Philippe Carrera Zamorano)

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his eyes on me

When your eyes roll back

and your back arches in an attempt to mirror the French monument

and your breathing hitches and sticks in your throat

you make me lose myself.

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My first poem for Desie

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Fred, Velma, Daphne
Shaggy, Scooby-Doo

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It has officially been 11 months for Desie and I. We’re so close to one full year straight of love and happiness. Ahhhhhhh these have been a great 11 months. Amazing months, really. She is my rock and my blanket and my shortcake. And I couldn’t be happier~ I love you, Desie!

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what if you found a drunk alien on the side of the road. like where do you drive it to take it home

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just finished my little brother’s christmas present(s).

i wrapped a 7-ounce bar of Hershey’s chocolate(it’s like three king-sized bars in one, hehe), and i cut out six star wars-themed snowflakes.
it took me two hours
and two i couldn’t even finish (i couldn’t cut yoda’s eye or forehead wrinkle or the middle of his ear; the other one wasn’t recognizable without his ear cut out either)
but gosh darnet, i think i’ve accomplished something.
we’ll see his reaction in about nine hours.
god bless

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desie-raaul-bives

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