I don’t think I realised how tired I’ve been, these last few weeks, until I fell asleep at my desk in the middle of the afternoon while trying to write this blog.
The last few weeks have been a lot, as I’ve mentioned a few times. Quite possibly the most stressful weeks of my life, in all honesty. But at this point, we have a roof over our heads that actually belongs to us and a bed to keel over…
Tbh I have this old fake “captains hat” that I bought from hot topic a couple of years ago and I think painting or spray painting a star on it would be cool.
One on the brim and on the actual top of the hat?
Hey guys, I have this old animation series I made, it was a joke at the time, it has like a little lore that I still remember. And I’m considering posting it here as filler and if you guys like it I’ll make the final 2 episodes I never finished. I’m going to post the first 3 episodes over the next few days while I work on my current project. Pls tell me what you think.
P.s it’s Purposefully bad BC it was originally made as a joke and I kept that joke animation style through out.
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Monday, March 9, 2026
Work isn’t too crazy today, so I’m working from the couch and listening for dings.
I almost always wake up with a sore lower back, but it usually rights itself by mid morning. Today, it was more sore than usual and doesn’t seem to want to right itself yet. The pain radiates down into my coccyx.
My heel/Achilles still hurts, but actually feels a tad better than yesterday already. I haven’t put it in the splint today, but I’ll do that this evening for a while. And more ice.
So I’m feeling lame, old and broken! But that is ok. I know it is only temporary. I am opting not to lift anything today and if I go out for anything, it will be a very slow 1 mile walk. It is another really nice day.
I went through my calendar and tried to solidify some things and coordinate with everyone needed.
Aydan has a dentist appt Wednesday and Peyten has a video visit at the same time. I usually have Lennix during that time too, but I’m switching days and I’ll have her on Tuesday.
I plan to go see the high school play on Friday evening. Peyten is going to go with and Nox might too. Aydan’s long time friend is in it.
Saturday is our 5k and we have lunch planned with a couple of my siblings and their spouses.
Sunday, Dana and I will head up to Aydan’s BPA award ceremony in Grand Rapids. He will be there Thursday thru Sunday.
And then the following weekend, I was going to see Project Hail Mary on Saturday, but I learned there are fights at 1pm that day, so I switched my ticket to go see the movie Friday night.
And then the weekend after that, we are going to Tennessee. I need to start planning and coordinating for that! I do have the airbnb booked, so just need to figure out finer details.
Kids came home from school and Aydan had a letter about financial aid, so we talked about college some more. And Peyten decided she is going to do sideline cheer for next year.
All good things to look forward to!
Definitely not going to have anything new ready for Mar10 Day. Got insurance matters to deal with this month, so, it’s been a massive slowdown on my work. (Time change not helping either lol.)
I wanna push for a new chapter of ENY and if I can get Reflections in too, that would be ideal. But I want ENY updated before April 1st, so, that will be priority…
GODDAMN! I’M SUCH A GLORIOUS SINGER.
I even sing in my sleep.
In my next lifetime, if I get to choose, I want to be a singer like PJ Harvey. She’s my idol. I love her the most of the Most.
I’m going to thanos snap everyone in all existence.
Seriously
the first one that I will let back is Jeff and then Moddie and then Daniel and we’ll go from there.
I can’t stand the way that people act
It’s as if everyone is trying to work together to inflict maximum suffering on me and everyone else or something including the fact that people are all talking about god but no will recognize me as the one true and real God.
No one is even following false gods.
The governments are run like crap too.
there’s a zillion and a half issues really. so many that I lose count.
However the general gyst of things is that everyone should be working together to solve problems and instead everyone is running around causing problems.
Zapping everyone out of existence of course is the kind of thing that I can do. it’s nice and painless. when you don’t exist, you do not suffer. I have no ethical qualms about it. eventually I will also be ending free will. The environment is going to look great, let me tell you once I do that. No more war, just cooperation creating full employment, planting trees and other fun stuff like getting rid of prisons.
I am against hell, but since everyone is sending each other to hell and particularly fighting endless wars it might be hard not to have a bad period.
I very much know, btw, that all of you consider me “the enemy”.
You don’t like dictators
Most of you don’t even like men
if we let you, most of you identify out of being a man into being transgender and I know a lot of that is a desire to please men sexually and also just be yourself, but there’s just an attitude. It goes with blackness too. this hatred of the white man. and then the white men hate the Jews and the Jews are willing to kill Christ.
And again, a lot of this is compounded by the incredibly bad behavior everyone is exhibiting and also the incredibly bad theology that everyone is spouting. Allah is clearly Zeus is clearly Odin is clearly Brahma is clearly Christ etc. etc.
People sort themselves into religions it seems because they cannot bring themselves to admit that they are all the same person and when they do its not to appreciate me it is to hate on me.
In time, i will find ways of getting around everything and, I dunno, creating my own planet or something, but,
THIS IS MY PLANET
earth is my home just as massachusetts is my state and yet I am treated like shit here. Do any of you pay taxes or rent to me even? Nope.
and it’s like “father forgive them for they know not what they do”,
but you know, you should all know enough not to be going around hurting all the children, destroying the environment, causing poverty and a lot of other things or so it seems. There’s LOTS of smart people going to Harvard and MIT and yet mysteriously no issues get solved. Everything is possible except hiring the poor. shit like that.
and who is even paying attention to this blog?
I’m going back to writing my autobiography, but the primary emotion I feel towards others is basically rage at this point.
as Jeff says “we’ve built a dystopian anti-society”.
The fucking one who is “supposedly” the devil here cannot compete with the garbage that humans produce all of their own accord.
and while Jeff blames religion, I think its primarily just humans acting badly. what religion told you guys to build 34,000 nuclear bombs? we didn’t need it to defeat hilter even although the scientists were Jewish.
And again 100% I know that you guys think the Jews are the bad guys and if you think that you will DEFINITELY think I am the bad guy. I’m not elected and yet I am the one destined to hold the power. That’s order theory. whatever happens, there’s a certain order in the universe and I am destined to gain more and more. as one saint put it “Christ must increase and I must decrease”. Most people are not going to “decrease”, but boy let me tell you I’m pretty sure that if people have to lose money they are going to flip the fuck out.
finishing up this post
I am planning on people doing everything to stop me having the power and them having all the power of course, that’s the way it is. I’ve never seen anyone give up power voluntarily here. Jimmy Carter giving up his peanut farm is the closest I’ve ever seen to it. I can writ emore about this, about how you are not supposed to pursue power, but just live life, but that’s for another day.
Back to the autobiography
Okay, finally got Libby working, and they had Batman Year 1! Which seems to be a solid for getting into the comics. I’ve been wanting to see more of Batman before I finished editing To Tend a Flame. Whole thing is finished, just needs some polish.
After tax season, I should experiment with hair dye. When I don’t have to worry about looking like a mess if the experiment goes poorly. Small amounts of dye and whatever else I need, on small locks of hair, just to see how it looks. And when I figure out how to make my hair a nice green… :)
i want to make my little sister a trousseau of sorts for her graduation, currently in the brainstorming stage. considering what’s been useful to me i’m thinking kitchen towels, pillowcases, handkerchiefs, a cute embroidered bag… things that will be utilitarian but also easy to put in the back of a closet if she hates them
Привет. Ниже я набросала небольшой список того, чем буду заниматься. Рисунки будут публиковаться в отдельном блоге. Обложки книг, сами главы и фанфик - в этом блоге.
1) Рисунок “Башня гримуаров”
2) Рисунок “Церковь Асты и Юно”
3) Рисунок “Ундина”
4) Рисунок “Cаламандра”
5) Рисунок “Сильфида”
6) Рисунок “Дух Земли”
7) Рисунок “Дриада”
8) Рисунок Водный дракон"
9) Рисунок “7-миглавый дракон из Страны Солнца”
10) Рисунок “Дьяволы из ЧК (0/13)”
11) Рисунок “Демон из ЧК”
12) Гифка “Август, Дамнатио, Джулиус и Маркс идут в стиле Ливси из острова сокровищ”
13) Гифка “Патри, Ветто, Фана и Лаер идут в стиле Ливси из ОС”
14) Обложка для книги “Цикл власти” (цикл: “Короли тоже играют в карты”)
15) Обложка для книги “Должность судьи — не приговор”
16) 2 главы для “Цикл власти” (цикл: “Короли тоже играют в карты”) (0/2)
17) 2 главы для “Должность судьи — не приговор” (0/2)
18) фанфик по ЧК
19) Обложка для фанфика
20) Рисунок “Живые доспехи из подземелья вкусностей”
21) Рисунок “Ямочки” летает за Мобом" (Моб Психо 100)
22) Написать отзывы на “Острова на небе” и “Конец детства” Артура Кларка и рассказы Вогта
23) Рисунок “Дзёго” из Магической битвы
24) 3 рисунка про космическую станцию + скафандры (0/3)
25) 5 рисунков с пейзажами на других планетах (0/5)
26) 8 челленджей с cайта pixelart (0/8)
27) 3 рисунка комнат (0/3)
P.s. Все рисунки — пиксельные, разумеется
P.s.s. Возможно будут рисунки не из списка
found a hookah bar/restaurant place in the nearby city. gonna try to check it out this weekend
