This is what we in the business call “logging the fuck out”

If i disappear..

just testing guys, i love you all, even though i don’t post anything i love this social media, i feel safe to post my drawings here

I’m not quitting, just being a little ahead of the time, if it get all ok, i warn you guys

Kisses, hugs, love you guys, Rinrin

A Letter I Will Never Send

Dear SZ,

There was a time when I truly believed you would stay in my life for a long time. I trusted you in ways I rarely trust people. I shared parts of myself that I usually keep protected, and for a while, I thought that trust meant something to both of us.

What happened between us hurt me more than I expected. The betrayal left me confused and questioning many things—about you, about the situation, and sometimes even about myself.

But time has given me something I didn’t have before: clarity.

I’ve come to understand that someone else’s choices do not determine my worth. The way things ended says more about the path you chose than the kind of person I am.

The truth is, I still love you even now. That feeling hasn’t disappeared the way I thought it would. But loving you and choosing myself are two different things. And to love myself more, I have to let you go—even if a part of my heart still holds those feelings for you.

I forgive you. Not because what happened was okay, and not because I’ve forgotten it. I forgive you because I want peace within myself. Carrying resentment would only keep me tied to a chapter that has already ended.

You were once someone very important in my life, and perhaps a part of you will always remain in my prayers. But you are no longer part of where my life is going.

So this is my quiet goodbye.

— H

A real home is not an illusion..

Goodbye

A new message was posted at March 16, 2026 at 03:46PM _**rsonanz has left.**_ by Dyno https://bit.ly/3Nws7si

Goodbye

I’ll steal ur man in these grandmammy pants

thinking about brokeback mountain

RIP Hianime……

we had some good times……..

First manga Bato, and now this.

may your piratety code rest with the other fallen😞

THIS IS MY END HERE

Back in the day I used tumblr to write my mind here. Just realized I had to stop that.

Back in the day i used to post about my ex(old account) we both moved on long ago

just a another point why my account goes offline

All that don’t matter anymore,just got older and a family and got other priorities in my life.

Was a Hella good time here.

GOODBYE 🫂

Tickling in thigh highs

go away

DANI 😭😭😭

I LOVE HAVING YOU AS A MOOT!! YOU WRITE RAF AND LEB SO WELL IT LEAVES ME IN AWE ☺️

AND I GENUINELY DONT THINK I GO OUT OF MY WAY IM JUST DOING SOMETHING I WOULD LIKE TO HAPPEN TO ME??

I HOPE YOU ALWAYS STAY HAPPY HEALTHY AND SAFE DANI <333

How many times

How many times have you had to start over? And how many times will you have to do it again?

How many times have you cried for that person? And how many times until you smile again?

How many times you thought it was over? For the good and the bad things. And then you were proven wrong.

Mourning a loss. A sweet memory that was buried in your brain and unexpectedly was triggered and resurfaced. And it left a little cut inside. Probably a new one, since this came so out of the blue. You went back to that moment, relived it all as if it was happening now. And then reality kicked in again, realised it was only one last sweet memory. It hurt, it’s still hurting. Mourning a sweet and caring moment, forever gone.

And I am perfectly aware that there will be bigger, greater, stronger, sweet and amazing moments in my life. But I still felt the need to mourn this one.

end of spring break is like what if i ran away and got a random ass job and just lived and never did anything remotely impressive with my life ever

I will no longer be posting on this account!! I have another account that is specifically for certain fandoms and I no longer want to use this account!!

I will use this account for reblogging or small comments/opinions if I want, but other the that I won’t be posting! I hope you can understand and appreciate this post!

(I have a different account that will be my new main, but it is hard nsfw and I would not like to show that on this platform of sfw content!)

Goodbye.

A little bird once told me, “All good things come to an end.”

I’m still processing that information, of course. But as time goes on, the message becomes clearer to me. Sinks in like no other. I’m sorry. I’m sorry to all those who lost their lives to this tragedy. I’m sorry. I’m sorry to all the idols who struggled with no solace or peace of mind. I’m sorry to the world. The world that seems to be worsening with each passing minute. I’m sorry to myself. For well… being worthless at times. But most of all? I’m sorry to Heeseung. I’ll never forget the legacy he left with me, with us, with the whole damn community. I’m sorry. So again, I say, Goodbye. A perhaps naive, and bittersweet one at that; but goodbye.

Goodbye All…

Until we meet again…

(WOLD Records)

the inquisitive to intentional pipeline 💆🏾💆🏾 pressing down on your tummy to see how deep they are. and then doing it again, more firmly, because they Really want you to feel it this time too

hey guys! i guess that’s it…

just so i can save my sanity, i’m going to delist this tumblr blog. it’s been fun having everyone share around my artwork, but in the meantime i have to think up a very big project if i can ever get to work on it for once. i am planning it, but i need to have things laid out first…

now why i am delisting the tumblr blog is because of, well, what i was ranting about on my second last entry. it’s just that, since i’ve been having so much fatigue about society and its batshit insane evolution into this irrational, confusingly nonsense hellscape of lies and greed and destruction and sheer hubris and so forth, i think escaping the digital grounds that influence most of current society’s shittiness (and probably real life) is a good idea, considering how internet userbases or communities or communes or whatever are insufferable in these current times and that they lack the fun that userbases used to have the past decades.

the good thing is that the internet did open up many new things i have not learned during childhood, thing i should learn and things i shouldn’t, things that are good to learn and things that are bad to learn. even if i’m so pissed off at how society’s collapsing lately, and how aware i am of the fact that every political campaign and event is purely manufactured for reactionary purposes, i have the potential to change. maybe get used to it or just tone down the anger or whatever.

but it’s just that, since the most terminally online types have influenced the majority of the west both indirectly and directly, i have no use of getting along with their influence and frankly never again will i partake in an internet “community.” no discord, no social networking, no blogs, and no “communities” to come across, and frankly none of its influences. to my lens, the internet has ruined me as i ruined myself. it ruined politics, schools, culture, etc. and we should’ve done what we initially thought of when the internet was first being developed… simply sharing information, instead of wasting resources to override our reliabilities. hell, maybe primitivity is better than just scrolling across schizophrenic rants regarding some sort of obscure drama on the internet. maybe sitting near the riverbank and playing with rocks isn’t so bad after all…

so this is it. maybe it’s not over, maybe i don’t want it to be over, maybe i don’t want to end it all, but you’ll be there to decide what’s going to happen to me while i’m away. i did say i will work on something, but nobody will know if i’ll return or not.

i’m going off keister with these sporadically written ramblings, but still, that’s all for tonight. all this tension regarding the current political climate and culture’s downfall is really stiffening the joints. hope you’re still having fun around here~

crapfully yours,

-nikko