Welcome To My Mind

I am going to do something that I only have courage to do because I saw what my life would look like if I don’t stop. Today is my last day smoking.

Are you an addict if you stop by yourself?

Sometimes it’s not about men. I want to find a good woman and celebrate her. I can’t pick the gender of my partner yet.

I cry silently , quietly, and uncontrollably. I cry about everything. I cry for myself. I cry for my past. I cry for my present. I cry because I can.

Please hire me. I am willing to work for healthcare

Do I want to be saved? No. Would I like to be asked lmao, yes. I will feel more empowered if I save myself. I want my man to cheer me on from the sidelines.

This time won’t you save me?

This time won’t you save me?

I want a mannnnnn

I’ll be 32 this year. I don’t feel like I my life worked out for me. To be honest, I’m back on my mom’s couch at my big age. I’ve failed more times than I won, but I’m not done trying. I am willing to do the hard thing to have a good life. If I get accepted into college. I will be an academic success because I need to prove to myself that I can be accomplished.

I like something that is unhealthy for me. I know that it is addictive and that I should stop. I know that it makes me look bad and that people judge me for it. But I like it. I think I was trying to kill myself. I wanted to continue doing this thing even though my health is being negatively affected. I need to stop. I want to stop. I need to change my environment and leave my past behind. I need to adjust my life in order to be healthy. I never really had a goal to be healthy before. I do now.

Second chances

I was once very unforgiving. Now, I need to be forgiven for my behavior and the way I presented myself. I want to be able to blame someone else but I cannot. I need to redo my life and create better more fulfilling relationships.

I applied to college again. I’m anxious for a response because I need this to work out for me

I have done nothing all winter but wait for myself to be myself again

“If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.”

— Nikita Gill

Bilal Al-Shams, Sacrifice

the skill of communication is so attractive.

Ready to start a new.

-“ I’m ready!” She screamed in her head because she is mentally ill.

-Her mom passed her the blunt and said here.

-Getting my English degree may be the hardest thing that I will ever have to do, but I’m still going to do that shit!

-Being medicated!!!!!!

-I can’t keep lying to my mom about having a job.

-I absolutely let my life go to shit due to a severe depressive phase.

-Help, my life went to shit and I did it on purpose.

-I need to be medicated

-the things that I got wrong

And if I’m meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown