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I asked my mother, “how many times can the same thing break my heart?” she said “as long as you love it” and nothing hit me harder than that.

I was readings a prose ‘the selfish giant’ by Oscar Wilde. It is an allegory, in which a selfish giant doesn’t allow children to play in his garden due to which the spring never came to his garden. It was always winter, throughout the year. The frost, the snow, the north wind, the hail became his garden’s best friends. The giant became so sick of the winter and at last allowed the children to play in his garden. And suddenly his garden was covered with beautiful blossoms. The birds started twittering in it again. The giant was no more selfish. He was happy. His life was filled with blossoms.

I think that this is the story of our life.

For me, the winter is a metaphor for loneliness and the children for the right people.

We usually don’t allow people to enter our lives because we are too scared to get hurt. We always think that they would harm us in some way or maybe we will harm/hurt them in some way. We are just too scared. But it’s not the case. When the right people enter your life, as a friend or as a lover, your inner loneliness disappears. You just have to allow that right one to enter your life. To heal you. And maybe they need healing too, and you will heal them too.

Just allow the right one to enter and see your life blossoming with beautiful colorful flowers.

Sometimes I wondered why she liked me, or at least tolerated me. Why any of them did. Even I found myself annoying.

- John Green, Turtles All the Way Down

“eyes on me” “eyes on me remember” and suddenly he’s 13 years old watching men with guns get torn apart by demodogs and he doesnt want these kids to see that. he doesnt want these kids to remember that the way he does. holy shit. mike wheeler.

“this isn’t like one of your campaigns, you don’t get to write the ending” but the finale literally is literally mike writing the ending for his friends during a campaign.

this doesn’t make sense.

the whole point of life is death. but not in some morbid way, but in a way that if death is the whole point why not just live it. fully.

wear your hair down and your attitude high - lorelai gilmore 𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚

GILMOREGIRLS(2000-2007)

2x10 | “The Bracebridge Dinner”

GILMORE GIRLS
1.02, “The Lorelais’ First Day At Chilton”

There’s no way that a guy makes you breakfast for like seven years everyday and you’re not in love with him

“no! richard gilmore, there may be many things happening in this hospital tonight, but your dying is not one of them. i did not sign on to your dying. and it is not going to happen. not tonight. not for a very long time. in fact i demand to go first. do i make myself clear?”

listen to my dad, y’all

is this what eternity feels like? you and me, wrapped in our conversations. beside our bed, the world doesn’t exist.

Ten days.

He’s just a guy who’s so gentle to my soul that I want him around forever.

i’m gonna turn 22 in 6 days. omg omg i’m not ready for it. 22???? it’s such a huge number. oh god.

where does beauty exists if no one is looking?

One Day

“i love you” is old, it’s tired.

“i love my motorcycle. it’s the purest form of freedom i have ever experienced. it’s easily the best purchase of my life and i’ve never regretted it, not for one second because i love my motorcycle; but ever since i met you, i’ve been thinking about buying a car” is fun, it’s fresh.

PLS IM IN THE MIDDLE OF WATCHING 50 FIRST DATES AND IM CRYING, LIKE I HAVENT CRIED WHILE WATCHING A FUCKING MOVIE FOR SO LONG, ITS AHGHGHHHHHHH

just watched 50 first dates and if you ain’t going to be as obsessed with me and in love with me as henry then stay away from me

But now, the weight of knowledge presses heavy, and exhaustion whispers: Does it even matter?

And yet—look up. The universe is vast, indifferent, stretching far beyond the reach of your hands. You are a fleeting moment, a flicker in cosmic time. But in that flicker, you ask, you wonder, you reach.

Perhaps that is the point.

Not to conquer the unknown, but to chase it. To glimpse, even for a second, the threads that weave reality together. To stand at the edge of understanding, looking outward, knowing you are a part of it all.

A small blip, yes. But a blip that dares to dream of the stars.

Natalie Díaz, from “American Arithmetic”, Postcolonial Love Poem

you give me the answers i have always searched for. you give me purpose. and even when i don’t understand you, even when you frustrate me with paradoxes and uncertainties, i know i could never walk away.

so here i am, physics—forever yours, forever in awe.

our astrophysics professor while explaining the interstellar dust said “politics is more complex than the physics we’re studying here.” such a cutie he is.

just read “to be loved is to be worth the inconvenience” it blew my mind away

i hate tom svaco from the bottom of my heart. right from the beginning he is just immature, insecure, selfish. he manipulated lynette to quit her job when she was pregnant. irrationally quit his job and when lynette gets a job he becomes so insecure and gets employed at her workplace. he couldn’t handle she was her boss. he quits and then omg followed his dream of opening a pizzeria. THEN SHE MANIPULATED LYNETTE TO WORK WITH HIM where he was the boss. he got bored of pizzeria and all the work has to be done by lynette. the omg pizzeria was failing what a surprise. lynette set up a job interview for him w help of bree where all he wanted was get drunk and when lynette saw this and realised he’s tanking the opportunity of good life, she offers her skills and omggg then tom couldn’t stand it and starts bashing about lynette, making that cancer comment. THEN LYNETTE GETS A JOB BEC OF GABBY AND CARLOS. she made herself an asset. got pregnant. again, tom slowly made his way into her job and tells carlos she would want to spend time w baby and wouldn’t come back to work. HES A MANIPULATOR. wait, there’s more lynette fucking takes care of his illegitimate daughter and was so supportive and when she told him how devious his daughter was, he wouldn’t believe her. when lynette got cancer he wasn’t supporting at all. he fucking asked her if she even thought about him since this cancer came up. like bro she was worried she was gonna die!?!???? fucking insecure piece of shit who couldn’t see her wife succeed. that man couldn’t do one single thing right, always putting things onto lynette and then making her feeling guilty for being better than him. LYNETTE IS A FUCKING PLANET AND TOM IS SOME ASTERIOD THAT KEEPS HITTING HER, DESTROYING HER. LITTLE BY LITTLE. oh how much i hate him

God do I hate Tom Scavo. He is a whiny, small little man who constantly oscillates between being an asshole and a coward. And he does this while pretending to be meek and cute so he can come off as a good man whose only fault is that he married an overbearing woman. The amount of times he has whined about “feeling emasculated”, but when the time comes to step up, he pushes off all responsibility on his wife. He’s a pathetic, entitled little man and Lynette deserves so much better than him.

A really great person is the person who makes every person feel great.
~ Gilbert K. Chesterton