#yan

One day, someone who really loves me will find me and pull me out of this hell.

i need an obsessive boyfriend!! Yes, manipulate me , yes, isolate me, yes, beat me, but never leave me alone ! <3

Freedom? Autonomy? Independence? Silly! What are you talking about, darling?

i used to have a partner who couldn’t even remember my usernames and most likely didn’t check my accounts as much as i did theirs even absentmindedly… wondering what they were doing… T^T make your darling happy by telling them how many times you stalked their acc over the day!!

I’m going to sleep, spam my inbox! Anons, not anons, sweet, venty, I’ll take everything <3

Yes and no as it was a yearning for something that was almost certainly doomed. It wasn’t too far a long hence why it was able to die out. But yearning is always beautiful despite its numerous awful downsides it’s an art in a way.

However, my yearning doesn’t cease as there is another who’s stirring such emotions in me now. This is very new but there’s much potential for this to become an obsession idk we’ll find out together kind anon!!

if im not the only person you want to talk to all day everyday is it even love 🤔

Call me on the phone at 3

I’ll talk to you while half asleep

Complaining about your mother

So I’ll take you to the cemetery

the time is flying.

it’s so funny, i’m on a dead blog and i still feel like i can’t speak my mind without being judged. ridiculous.

i always feel like i’m putting in energy into things that don’t grow.

it’s always been that way, i always felt like i put in the most effort. because i did. now i’m tired, and impure and rotten. and i have no energy left in me to give out the same energy anymore. time isn’t slowing down, i’m deteriorating mentally and physically.

Hmmm well the one “obsession” is actually dying out a little which is good maybe I’ll be able to hold this one back for now or maybe it’ll dissipate. Which is good because I’m not sure how well that one would work out

But I do yearn a little for a few of moots of mine rn nothing major but if I’m not careful I’m sure they could end up that way

🫟 Alexis Zafiro 🇪🇺 🇪🇸

15.3.26

I’m beginning to hate you.

God you fucking piss me off, I need to smash your head into a wall. Now.

Finally coming back to this blog ajsbedhehwh, well I’m not really the same person months ago. Rethemed though, hi yanblr!!

He was the only one who made me feel alive.

🫟 Guillermo Ángulo 🇪🇺 🇪🇸

15.3.26

When will it be my time.

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-> Elias/Eli | 18M. He/him

-> raging fucking faggot who’s insane in the head.

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BYI : THIS IS A NSFT/YANBLR ACCOUNT. IM MENTALLY ILL. BLOCK DO NOT REPORT

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Anywho onto the fun stuff…and for a more personal touch. Hello my loves…My name’s Elias.

The account you’ve stumbled upon is a side blog made by me to express my horniest and most violent thoughts known to man.

I am a switch. Sub leaning. However that doesn’t mean shit. I will fucking put you in your place if i need to. Don’t fucking act up.

My asks are open…but don’t dm me. I dont send. I dont want your shit either…so don’t test your luck alright love?

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Kinks include: puppy play, dom/sub dynamics, overstim, force masc, blood/knife play, ( will add more when i remember them )

I personally have a lot of deranged fantasies that would fall under paraphilia. Pro consent though.

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