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You come across as the kindest, gentlest, most patient, & soft-spoken person ever. 🙂

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The thing about being a fast writer is I can knock out tens of thousands of words over a short time span, write multiple fanfics and work on my own original novel.

Then I hit a block and don’t write anything at all for like two years.

I am so sorry I never put an word count in my stories because I write them all in here like a loser. 😩

Pathophysiology is kicking my ass and I haven’t written in over two weeks 💀

Time to rewrite the book I’ve been writing for a year because I started lazy and didn’t properly flesh out the charafters, the world, the government, any religions NOTHINGGG and now I’m dearly paying for it

FREAK MY FREAKING CHUNGUS LIFE

I’ve come to a point in my life as an author where any sensible audit of my writing output would start to look like the dril tweet. Two weeks of writing could see my outputs something like this:

Thereafter writing: 3000 words
Hunt Generation AU writing: 1000 Words
Tumblr Effortposts nobody will read (estimate): 10000 words
Miscellaneous pro bono writing: 2000 words
Self promotion on Tumblr (estimate): 2000 words

Somebody please help me my projects are dying.

Why is writing so HARD

WORD LEMME BE STUBBORNLY GRAMMATICALLY WRONG IN FUCKIN PEACE ‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼

i love the subconscious desire to suddenly switch languages without my permission.

Okay. I am stuffed to the gills with sushi. I have a fresh glass of tea. I have on my comfy warm jammies. Scented candle is on and so are the headphones. We are GOING to get to the smut God damn it.

I wanna write.. but i have to sleep… I wanna write.. but right now my brain is mush… I wanna right…

I have way too many WIPs y'all…! :’D

I have got ta do something about it, but I can’t stop bouncing between projects. Ugh!

I have the framing device I just need a REASON for the plot to kick off fuuuuuuuuuuuuck

i don’t know what i do but… i do?

Sometimes you realize the reason you never finished any of your pet projects growing up was because you didn’t have an ending to work towards 🙃🙃

I had a lot of really cool concepts but because there wasn’t a plot they were working through they just sort of fizzle out by the first 10k words

When you realize the scene you’re trying to write is probably in the wrong perspective, but the other character in the conversation has a deep secret that you are not ready to reveal which directly relates to the conversation….. Yeah…. no wonder I don’t want to write.

Few times have I been so angry at my characters

For reference, they act on their own, okay? I do not control them, I am nothing but a vessel for them to do their little drama.

With that said, I am genuinely sad, angry and pissed at Viktor fucking Crawford because he turned out to be an avoidant fuck who doesn’t know what he wants. Oh, he has a 2m tall, handsome, lovely vampire who is head over heels for him?

“I’m scared of compromise, he is too intense, this is not like my Grindr dates! Boohoo! In trying to wiggle my way out of it I am going to accidentally trigger Ajax’s massive CPTSD and his fear of abandonment. Yes. I am the protagonist btw.”

FUCK YOU VIKTOR.

bruh, tell me why can’t I outline my own story but I already have an outline of an AU of the story where one of main characters turn into a cat

I can’t spelllllll

My Professor Sephiroth AU WIP

As soon as he felt it was apropriate to-

Apropriate???

Who needs that extra P anyway? What are you a cop? DX

Someone tell my brain to stop! I just got another idea for a fic and my WIPs are glaring at me! I’m sorry okay? Let me crank out a few thousand words of drabble to scratch the itch and I’ll be back!