…I wonder what that’s all about

so deponia is free now??

Looking stuff up for color refs and

Pinboard

the pins in the board were a constant

unmoving, never changing, always colourful

only when a new sheet was added did the pins become disgruntled and unorganised and unknown and far too many variables to constantly worry for.

the pins were a constant.

the board was constant.

the girl was not.

a new sheet there and a new sheet here, the girl was moving, changing and grey.

the pins did not like uncertainty, movement or unrest.
the girl didn’t notice.

the pins on the board were a constant.

and the girl was not.

Yeah I’ve considered it but the whole idea of having sex with someone I’m not attracted to for money is a no.

Sun Rise

I’ve seen so many sunsets throughout my life. But, I can count on one hand the amount I’ve seen a sunrise properly.
The one time I remember well was only last year.

I set my alarm for 3:30am but it turns out I didn’t even need it. I awoke anyways and stayed up doing whatever it was until I opened my curtains to see 4am outside.

I even opened my window and the cool night breeze flew in and it is literally a feeling I will be chasing the rest of my life. It was so gorgeous- and the sun hadn’t even rose yet. The stars twinkled above almost like they were talking with each other.
It was so pretty.
That feeling of just myself and the night was incredible. Everyone else was asleep, it was simply me and the sky.
Until the sun began to rise. It switched and it was suddenly like I had no more time to enjoy anymore. That feeling of peacefulness was lost.

So, tonight, I am attempting to recreate that.
I will be waking up at 3:30am and I will be watching the stars until the sun begins to rise; until I loose the sense of peace and it is replaced with the worries of tomorrow.
I will face my own thoughts alone to experience that fleeting feeling.

I can’t wait. <3

Dropped on me out of the clear blue by my sister who sent this without any warning whatsoever.

Literally I came out of church, got into my car, and got a “hey, what’s the solution to this centuries-old theological puzzle that people don’t fully have answers for to this very day?” text.

So anyway, if anyone has thoughts on the topic feel free to sling them my way. 😆

Disrespectful to who?

🤨

I really, really like rain.

I dunno, something about hard and heavy rainfall is just so pretty, just please,

like yes, the sky is just like us and we all need to cry sometimes.

Does that then make me strange for wanting to sky to cry? Or is it just a comfort knowing something else is the same?
Not sure. But, I really love rain. Same as I love thunder and lightning. It’s all just so pretty.

…???

Bought a watch from kogan and the next day they emailed me with some items that would pair well with my purchase. These included

• Foldable treadmill
• Sushi maker
• Caramel filled chocolates
• Cigarette plug converter cable

I can’t believe I’ve gone all these years wearing a watch without them. My life has been bereft of meaning, but now you’ve shown me just how blind I’ve been

When an inside half processed thought becomes an ask on my inbox

Shitttt did tumblr change again…im tooo drunk for this

QHAT

What are you talking about??

Hey uhhh…tulip anon
you good?

i slept with my mattress on the floor for maybe 2 months maximum before i got a new bedframe and there is still black spots on the bottom of it

*GASP*

CHEESE!

*GASP*

WOMAN!

Talking with a potential customer, and his friend sighs in frustration as she looks at her phone and announces:

“Guess we’re staying at the shelter again tonight, my sister stabbed my mom’s boyfriend. GOD.”

And then she leaves the store calling out

“Welcome to Jerry Springer!”