I request some help???
A while back ago, I went to our local crystal shop, and I had a discussion about my connection to birds and Egypt and wings and the eye of Horus.They gave me good direction towards Isis.
They also gave me a general reading, feeling around me for anything in particular. Any spirits or anything there
But one of the biggest things they noticed was a generally large male figure. Without really any definition. Just that he was male, was very large, and was generally a shadow-y hulking mass that seemed….protective for lack of a better word.
But protective perhaps in a hindering way, either trying to protect me from everything or trying to hold me back from gaining further spiritual awareness and growth. I’m leaning more towards the latter.
It was not necessarily bad. But it was not good either. And any further they tried to probe into such matters of spirit guides or messages or anything that might help point me in the right direction, this mass of shadow was blocking any progress.
I’ve since tried meditation, asking outright for it to speak to me, and tried ignoring it and going about my life a usual.
Mediation gets me no where. I hit a brick wall every time. A brick wall of shadow.
Does anyone have any sort of advice or information on such things, or perhaps what I’m dealing with? I’m at a loss and desperate at this point.