Duty, Love, Honour…
Radha Basu x desi!reader fanfic
Reader could be plump
Part 2
Part 01 here
Distressed that her mother wanted to send you away, Radha tries to convince you stay with her along with the arrival of….your mother?
Divider credits: @droideplane
CW: angst, mentions of child marriage, cheating, unspoken feelings, mentions of separation
Your rest was broken when you were drenched in ice cold water by none other than your guru, Doran Basu. At first you thought you were hallucinating until you felt his strong arm when you effortlessly picked you up.
“Guru-ji!” You exclaimed as you began to try and wrestle him but, the Executioner kept his grip on you and handled you like a angry kitten.
He ruffled your hair before dropping you on your bed. “Get your khanda, we’re training now!” He ordered you with his signature smirk.
You immediately did as he asked. You got dressed in your training clothes and headed to the courtyard where Doran scrubbed his sword then unsheathed it.
“Ladies first.” Your guru began mischievously. You lunged forward with your sword but, he stepped out of the way.
“AGAIN!” He shouted. You grit your teeth and turn to him, lunging at him again however, he moved out of the way once again.
Most of the time you kept missing him until you finally fell onto your knees. Your mind was still elsewhere…still outside that door watching Radha and Raj.
You were hurt, mentally and emotionally.
“I cannot lift my sword to fight.” You sob to Doran. “Papa, I cannot….not when the one I swore to protect has betrayed me…”
“I DID NOT TRAIN YOU TO GIVE UP THE MOMENT YOUR LOVE TURNED SOUR!” Doran thundered, “Pick up your khanda and fight me.”
And so you did, through your blurry tears you began fight him. Your sword slammed against his with each strike.
Your khanda was close to breaking,
“Sorry papa.” You murmured as you switched all your weight to your left side, pushing Doran backwards and knocking the khanda out of his hand.
Now only he smiled.
“There’s my little lioness…” He murmured as he walked to you, patting your head as your tears from earlier once again began pouring down your cheeks.
You look up at him guiltily before hugging him and sobbing softly in his chest. He patiently hushed you as you wept.
“It’s okay no…I’m here, I won’t let injustice happen to you again.” Doran whispered to you before stepping back and picking up his khanda.
You silently do the same.
“Come on.” He says once again as he began play fighting you to make you feel better.
—-
Elsewhere, Radha was in utter agony.
Fear gripped her as she watched Vidya signing official documents to free you from Basu loyalty and grant you an estate to handle.
“Mother don’t do this please.” She asked with a trembling voice but was quickly silenced when Vidya held up her hand.
“Keep your mouth shut.” Vidya warned her as she stamped the documents and sent it out with her assistant. “In a week’s time, Y/n will sign these papers and be free from the loyalties that bound her to you. She’ll be managing the mountain residence after that.”
Radha looked at Vidya confused.
“But the mountain residence had burnt down mother…Why would you give a ruin to Y/n for managing?” Radha couldn’t help but ask. The older women let out a strangled laugh.
“I have enough money in my coffers…In these past 5 years, I had people renovating the place…If I hand the place to Y/n for safe keeping, It will be better.”
Radha paled at her mother’s words. If Y/n was to be in charge of the mountain residence, she’ll be gone forever.
Before she could retort, a maid came in.
“Maharani-sa…. Doran-saahib and Deviya’s entourage have returned from Hertfordshire. Doran-saahib has just finished his training with Y/n in the courtyard.” The maid reported and bowed.
Vidya smiled. “Perfect…He came at the right time.” She thought to herself as she already began planning something in her mind.
Radha left her mother and headed towards your room, determined to dissuade you from her mother’s plans.
She caught sight of you heading to your room and hastened her speed towards you.
When she reached you, you were seated on your bed however, your physical condition made her go pale.
You looked so distant, with a look akin to lifelessness.
Your hair has lost its shine. Dark circles formed under your eyes and your reckless spree last night had resulted in scars upon your skin that you didn’t seem to care for.
“What do you want?” You ask her from the bed as you scrubbed your khanda.
She snapped out of her thoughts and came to you. “Mother is speaking about dismissing you from my service…Will you accept it?”
You stopped scrubbing your khanda and looked up at her.
“I haven’t been serving you for 5 years 7 months and 2 weeks…it won’t make a difference.” you replied coldly to her.
“But will you accept it?” She asked, now with a hint of desperation and worry in her voice.
Everything around in that moment drew a breath of anticipation for your response.
Yet as your lips parted for you to reply, a loud voice rang out in the Basu Residence…
“DORAN BASU!”
“VIDYA BHABHI!”
“DORAN!”
“Antara ma?” you murmured as you slowly stood up. Radha clenched her jaw.
“You still haven’t answered me Y/n…Will yo-
"Radha wait with that.” you cut her off as you stood up and went out of your room.
—-
Elsewhere, Doran smiled sheepishly at his wife as she glared at him. “First you left me alone in Kilphagrami and now Y/n never come home. WHERE IS MY CHILD!?” Antara thundered.
“Antara calm down…she’s safe here.”
“SAFE!? THEN EXPLAIN WHY MY CHILD WAS FOUND UNCONSCIOUS IN THE WOODS LAST NIGHT!”
Doran and Vidya’s faces paled. Just how fast did the news reach her?
“Where did you hear that?” Vidya snapped at Antara, who laughed in her face.
“Bhabhi, your family isn’t very pious, your servants air your dirty laundry quicker than Doran’s stink wafting about on a hot day!”
Doran looked at Antara, mouth agape and offended.
“I don’t smell.” He argues weakly but the 2 women dismissed him, tending to the problem at hand.
“Yes Y/n was found unconscious by me in the forest. She was training till late.” Vidya began calmly. “And you need to remember that I am your elder here Antara, I won’t tolerate your disrespect.”
“Oh please….this respect speech can be saved for your brother.” Antara shot back in anger. “I know my child trains till late but passing out? That immediately tells me that something happened here in this cursed house that gravely hurt her.”
Vidya’s eyes darkened in anger. Even Doran was shocked by his wife’s accusing words but, it all melted away when you came into the hall.
“Antara-ma…” You called with a soft smile, trying your best to appear well.
The mere sound of your voice calmed the raging woman’s emotions. When she saw you acting all strong despite being pale, she saw through your act. Forgetting her rage, she embraced you.
“Meri gudiya….Meri pyaari bacchi…are you okay hmn?” She asked you as she checked you for wounds.
“I’m okay ma…I just hit my hea-
"No you didn’t and don’t lie to me. 5 years I took care of you even when you stank like a man, I know when you’re lying and telling the truth.”
You went silent.
Vidya nudged Doran to speak to his wife, to try and remind her of her place in the Basu family.
But how he spoke to her now, shocked everyone in the hall.
“Arre o’ Phoolwathie…” He called her affectionately. Both you and Antara looked at him as if he lost it.
“Kya hai re!?” She thundered but he smiled and walked to her, plucking a flower from her gajra as he neared her.
“Go freshen up…The journey from Kilphagrami must have tired my sweet Phoolwathie not to mention how angry you were now…” He paused and pulled her into his chest, planting a kiss atop her head.
“Go or I’ll make you smell like me…sweaty, grimey and….” He whispered huskily prompting Antara to tug harshly on his locks in return.
“Fine…but I’m taking my daughter with me.” She answered him before taking you by the hand and heading to a room.
The rest of the Basu family regrouped in Vidya’s study, nervous and troubled.
“Aunt arriving to Calcutta was certainly not on my list this year.” Saraswati murmured nervously as she watched her mother massaging her temples.
Radha was angry and silent in the corner, occasionally rubbing her pregnant belly.
“How dare she speak to mother like that!?… She’s just a daughter-in-law in this family.” She gritted out.
But then there was Doran. He was busy sniffing away at the flower he stole from Antara’s gajra.
“Can you stop that you haram kor?!” Vidya cussed at Doran. “Can you not see what a problem we’re in?…Since when does Antara regard Y/n as a daughter!?” The matriarch thundered.
“I see no problem…I just have an excuse to go home early now with my family.” Doran answered with mock. Vidya hurled her sandal at him in anger.
“Your wife complicates things! She undermines my authority and is more cunning than the Britishers.”
“I know I know…But it was about time she came looking for me… atleast now, I can tell you all how my student became my daughter.” Doran replied with a smile.
Radha scoffed.
“I refuse to acknowledge Y/n as my cousin… she’s more than that.” She murmured and looked away.
Everyone understood what she meant. Saraswati silently held her hand in support.
But Doran frowned.
“Then listen closely because this is the last time I am letting her near you my darling niece.” He almost spat in the end.
He cleared his throat and began.
“5 years ago, a young woman asked me to train her to be worthy to protect my niece but… Little did I know that day, a devi came in the form of my now daughter and fixed my life…
(5 years ago)
You stood before Antara, head bowed in respect for her. Her cold gaze settled on a letter you held out to her from Doran.
He wasn’t coming home again and he was leaving you to stay with her.
"So he takes a student and expects me to house her?” She murmured in anger before looking back at you.
“Do you have a name?” She snapped.
You trembled slightly from the sharpness in her tone. Even Vidya-ma never spoke to you so harshly before.
“Y/n…Y/n Singh…” You answered meekly.
Antara sighed and walked to you, walked around you then came back to the front.
“You look around 16…Tell me, why are you wanting to be my husband’s student?” She asked confusedly. “You should be bathing in the riches the Basu family can offer, being feminine…not following a womanizer.”
You listened to her words and frown.
“I’m… I’m here to learn from him to fight so I can protect someone I love…” You murmured, then explained to Antara your endearment towards Radha.
The lady was not surprised. Anyone would catch feelings after being so close to someone.
But.
There was something about you that seemed so… similar to her.
She couldn’t put her finger on it. Doran explained everything to her the day after that, when he finally came home from his philanderings.
“Dhidhi saved her from being a child-bride…She couldn’t save us but, this one she did.” He said to her as she oiled his hair.
Antara’s fingers stilled in Doran’s locks from that words.
“H-How young was she?” She asked, her hands trembling from unspoken trauma.
“10…younger than when we were sworn..”
Antara scoffed and dropped the oil bowl as she lost her balance for a second. Doran immediately caught his wife and sat her down.
“10 years?…Barely old enough to ever wear a maangtikka and her parents were so willing to give her away?” Antara murmured and glanced at you outside the window.
You were meditating in the cold weather, wearing a thin orange saree and still as a pillar, as if holding up the very nature around you.
“How was she raised?” She asked next.
Doran sighed and stood up.
“Ask her yourself.”
“I’M ASKING YOU, YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING!”
Doran stopped in his tracks. Perhaps he should just answer Antara’s questions instead of provoking her further.
“She was raised to be Radha’s playmate but…I doubt my sister gave her a mother’s love. All this girl got was scraps of care that she termed as love.”
Antara recollected herself. She stood up and turned to Doran.
“Then she is a student to you but daughter to me….she isn’t an adult yet. I will be her mother in the time she’s here in Kilphagrami.”
At the time, Doran didn’t mind it.
You were just a student to him but you slowly became the child he always wanted.
Within 2 years, you trained with him and walked like him during day but at night, you were your Antara-ma’s princess.
“Go and bathe! You stink like your guru!” She’d scold you as she eyed Doran angrily but the man would smile at her then roll his eyes.
You would smile and run off to bathe then return wearing not the plain beige saree or the kurta pajama set but, a pretty pink and gold lehenga with matching jewelry.
One of the many things you learnt very early in your new life that your mother and guru’s marriage wasn’t one of the best arrangements.
They kept the circumstances they married under a secret from you, to not trigger your traumatic past.
“That woman does not look like Antara-ma.” You said to Doran one evening as you both walked home after training, chewing sugarcane.
He simply winked at one of the pretty maidens, you didn’t like it at all. He could see it too and sighed.
“Look beti, your ma and I don’t have a good relationship, don’t try mending it.” He dismissed you but you stop him.
“When last did you look at Ma properly papa?”
Doran felt his heart grow heavy.
When last did he look at his wife? Forget look, when last did he compliment her or give her a gift?
He ran a sticky hand through his hair.
“What does your mother like?” He asked as he shelled out some money.
You grinned and took him to many different stalls, buying gifts for Antara then headed home.
You both were on your best behaviour that night. Both of you bathed and helped Antara make dinner.
After eating, you watched from the staircase as Doran swallowed his nervousness and approached his dragon-wife.
Luckily for him, Antara was in a pleasant mood and threading a phool-maala.
“What is wrong?” She asked him as he sat opposite her, hiding the gifts he got for her behind him. “You and gudiya are hiding something from me…talk.”
Doran sighed and placed the gifts for her on the table.
A gajra, kanganas and gold payals.
He expected her to laugh and fling them out of the house.
He expected her to mock him.
But he was surprised when she set down her work and picked up the gifts with…a smile?
“For me?” She asked with a smile as little specs of tears formed in her eyes. The sight of her tears made Doran’s chest tighten as he realised something.
This was the first actual time in years he gifted his wife something.
And the first time he saw tears in her beautiful eyes.
What was he thinking, chasing the sarees of the other women? His gharwali was right here, always waiting for him to take the first step.
He sighs as he took the gifts to her, sliding the kanganas onto her hands then pinning the gajras in her hair. “They’re for you…all for you my phoolwathie.” He says gently to her before he sat at her feet.
As he placed the payals on her feet, he saw her silently sobbing and sniffling in her pallu. He reached up and held her face.
“I’m sorry…for everything.” He whispered to her. “From tonight onwards, you and gudiya are the only people important to me…I will never stray again.”
“Promise?” She asked him.
Doran smiled like he did when they were kids and kissed her. “Promise.” He whispered in between his breaths for air.
You smile and went to your room to sleep, leaving them to rekindle their marriage. That was how your third year went in training.
Your loving mother and no, not guru, your father cared for you in that tiny house that seemed no less than a palace.
The parental love you received in scraps growing up, you receive it whole-heartedly here. You were happy there, far away from the Dozen and Radha.
And Doran would let himself be damned if he let you cry over his niece now…
(Back to the present)
Doran concluded his tale and pocketed his flower, keeping his stern gaze on his sister and her daughters.
“I understand you care for Y/n…I do too but, I will not have her breaking her heart over Radhika any longer.” Doran spoke firmly.
“Neither will I.” Vidya replied sternly and stood up.
Radha looked at her mother and uncle with a frown. “What are you both going to do?” She asked with a hint of fear.
They don’t speak to her. Vidya motions Saraswati to take Radha and leave as she spoke privately with Doran, hatching a secret plan.
A few days later, you were well again, You went to get your training clothes to go off in the woods again to train.
A look of surprise etched onto your gentle features at the sight of beautiful feminine clothes in the place where your training outfit supposed to be.
“Perhaps Vidya-ma hasn’t had it cleaned yet…”
You silently wore a light pink and gold saree and went to walk in the garden.
Your barely got a foot out of the doors when Radha pulled you back inside and to a hidden alcove.
“Hey! Watch my pleats!” You scold her but she silenced you immediately by placing a hand on your mouth.
“Shut up!” She snapped at you before tearing up. “I don’t want to lose you…I need you to hear me out today before Ma sends you those wretched papers!”
“Papers?…what papers?”
Radha wiped her tears away and spoke.
“I have been a maha bhondu…I have hurt you in ways I cannot apologize for and I don’t expect you to forgive but please….please don’t leave.” She sobbed.
“Mother plans on sending you away to the Himalayas…away from me…I don’t want my shadow to leave me. I’ll be incomplete!…Don’t leave me alone.” She cried.
Your eyes widened at her revelation. If you were sent away, that would mean freedom…. something you only knew in Kilphagrami.
But if you left for that sweet freedom, it would mean that this love, this poison that you’re addicted to will be left behind to age away.
And so here you were, confused whether to stay and remain loyal to the woman you loved even though she betrayed you or you could just….leave.
This feels shorter than part 1…😐
But that aside, let me know if I should carry on with this series or not in the comments.
Vote, for whether Y/n should leave or stay.
Love y'all!
-MLW004✨