Hon, one of our littles drew the other littles (:

Something fun we just noticed today

We each have specific speech differences when in front. Leo has a slight lisp; Jas uses our naturally deeper voice (Kara does this too but in a slightly different pitch); Bean pitches our voice higher (habit from childhood/ore-split); and Kara speaks louder and with a lot of conviction/finality.

We just kinda flash in and out of consciousness when we switch. Sorta like we’re sleeping/waking up.

We don’t really try to spend time with each other necessary, simply because we can always hear each other and communicate. We do sometimes chat in dreams tho.

I went to make some tea but was then jumped by 4 of my headmates, 1 being our youngest little, demanding the “fancy hot chocolate” so.

i feel tHeiR

mischief

guide us

any other systems have a rotating trio of hosts who argue all the time

it’s a pretty fun set up when you ignore the amount of stress it brings

but honestly tho growing to work with each other is pretty cool and sometimes our life feels unreal in a really meaningful and positive way

just sometimes tho. or.. rarely. but. it happens!

i’m gonna take a moment to share some of our ex-host (ithe, @mothknives) story here because she cant really do that herself right now. but i care about her and want her to be seen.

basically. when we were in 3rd grade, she was mandated to go to counseling by the school after multiple outbursts against other students. she hated it. the counselor failed her.

by age 13, she was both homicidal and suicidal. skipped school, stayed out late at night. she stopped lashing out against other students, but did try to intimidate them and would still lash out at our sister.

at 15, she and another ex-host (xander) got hospitalized after xander told professionals what was going on internally. by this point we were already misdiagnosed as psychotic instead of having DID. they tried to get rid of her.

after that and more fucked up therapy experiences, ithe went dormant (mostly), at age 16. she had a rough go and has been under some heavy derealization for most her life.

now, she struggles with feeling like she doesn’t belong in the world at all. she’s caught in a bind. she’s never trusted or liked people… but she needs support, and there isn’t anyone to support her.

she can’t front very well, and we can’t hear her thoughts either. i want to help her, and i just wish i knew how.

We decided to make pokemon teams for some of our system alters, we know the teams aren’t really realistic but these pokemon fit them most! Click more to see them😝

• Bug is Bug and is me and us basically all of us and she has Bug type mostly

• Fuzzy just fits the definition of fun and crazy pokemon team

• For Forrest we went off some of the pokemon i have on Pokémon go and i named them myself and took some of the names and put them under the actual pokemon name lol

• Alison is motherly and yes and shiny

• Jesse just like to cuddle and hangout with his team, they are his babies and cuties

Anyways explodes

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Hello hello-!! Welcome to our blog :3, we’re the Hub-!!

Our current host is Vinaara, but you can just call her Vin. She’s the one who does the most posting on here. Our co-host Moon is likely the second most often spotted fronter.

Collective Pronouns *ੈ✩‧₊˚:

She/Her/Hers ✔

He/Him/His ✔

They/Them/Theirs ✔

It/Its ✔

Collective Names:

Snowy ⋆꙳•̩̩͙❆ ͙͛ ˚₊⋆

Coffi 𓆙

Nara ৻ꪆ

Please feel free to go through our pronouns.cc, here, for a better look at our pronouns, and who uses what.

We are in a LOT of fandoms :D This is a very fandom-oriented blog, plus some writing and OCs here and there. (Though most will probably just be fanfiction if I am being real..pssttt our a03 is “vin_cant_sea)

Some of these fandoms are ⋆｡𖦹°‧★:

PJO

BATIM

FNAF

Undertale

Little Misfortune

Fran Bow

Little Nightmares

KOLTC

Kindergarten

Finding Frankie

The World of Mr. Plant

Not Your Normal Kids Show

SBG

Creepypasta/Marble Hornets/Slenderverse

The Owl House

Sally Face

The Disastrous Life of Saiki K

DC

Nimona

The Magnus Archives

Clinic of Horrors

Don’t Read This

–yeah, you guys get the picture. Lots n lots of fandoms over yonder.

Our Soul Family⋆˙⟡♡ :

@multiversewatchpost <—— our siblings blog-!!

@amberdawolf <—— our other siblings blog :D

@luckycyclemaker <—— our little sister

@peach-flavored-cyanide <—— The siblings we found in a box hehe

@irreyre <—— Pa :3 (our parental figure-!!)

@thegodofkhaosinkarnate <—— our cousin (:

@asteptoostar/@piagueground <—— hehe my bsf irl…and Moons platonic husband

@somevany <—— married platonically to Error n Vin

We love our friends/mutals-!! There are so so many of you, its impossible to list anymore…–/pos

This is always a safe space for anyone, in any situation, or identity. If you behave inappropriately, we do block freely, but that is not normally an issue for us. You may send us asks about any of our intersts, the system itself, any of YOUR interests, our writing, or if you need to vent. We are not a therapist, but we do always want to be a place where people can be themselves and rely on for support.

Our tags-!! 𖤓 : #hub reblogs, #vin answers questions while staring into the void, #hub lore mentioned #wont you cut down that apple tree for me-? #moonsart

(Side blog is @secretary-official)

Thank you for reading :D

technically we found out because when we were 12… the then-host was sitting outside watching the sunset, and Ithe (one of our longest-standing alters) showed up in the headspace, and said “Hi, my name is Ithe. Do you want to be friends?”

the host started talking to her, and a few other alters (Candace & Veronica). after a few months they were worried that they were going crazy, so they took to the internet and learned about psychosis. but they didn’t feel like it described what they were experiencing.

and then they found out about DID & OSDD. they really related to how people were describing the experience of having alters (internally), but they didn’t think they switched (because. amnesia lol). so they kept it in the back of their mind for a while as a possibility, and eventually realized it fit - but thought it was OSDD 1b, (didn’t know we had amnesia).

but that was 12 years ago, and over that period of time, we’ve shifted hosts, seen over 35 mental health professionals, and gone through many periods of denial. we were misdiagnosed with psychosis for an entire decade. our most recent “oh my god we have DID” was this year. i don’t really remember how it started.

but we ended up bringing up the possibility to our current therapist, and uh well, she confirmed it and helped us figure out that we do experience amnesia.

so yeah! it’s been a wild ride. but this is the most acceptance i’ve had towards being a system since i became host. it’s pretty cool :)

👻: *Trying to function while the body is extremely tired* i need to wor-

🌵: *Came out swinging bat* Nope. We sleep now.

👻: We got stuffs to do.

🌵: No.

⭐: I’m hungry 🥹

👻&🌵:……..Food then bed.

i can doubt our plurality all i want but i can never fake talking to each other in between barely lucid moments of waking up from a nap over the period of an hour

i think we just got bleedthrough of our headcount while high lmao wait

i was going to make a joke that someone could meet all 47 of me (since it makes it really easy for us to switch - for better or worse)

and i went with it for a moment until i realized i only counted 40. who the fuck are the other 7

although obviously this can be just a misthought (like a misspoke but for thoughts). we’ve been getting that a lot lately

is that what bleedthrough thinking is. when we hear another alter’s thought who were weren’t supposed to. like. we’ll be mid sentence and either completely get our thought interrupted or have the wrong word in our sentence that we didn’t mean to say

huh

hi !! i’m soph. i’m a (certain type of) persecutor alter and matt is my protector :3

he thought it’d be a good idea for me to post something here so i’m listening !! <3 he’s helping me write it <3

i really like fashion and anything adorable! pretty pinup dolls are my idols c:

red is very active in front rn and it’s honestly kinda exhausting… ae’s very angry and upset :( probably cuz it’s been a month to the day since we broke up with someone, and she’s remembering them a lot rn which is not good :((

ty and fin give red hug.. we’re gonna give vir lots of love today

- 🎧🌈 (💥⛰️, 📺📚)

hey so we think we split another girly

not super sure but yeah :3

🌑: kinda? Something actually likes coffee (which is surprising because we hate the taste), and flax can handle spicy food better than pretty much all of us. however, we all front through myself (eli), so even if they like things I don’t, they can’t really enjoy it because we don’t end up eating/drinking them

👽: hmmm… that’s pretty hard, since all of us have our moments of being weird or silly or off-putting. however, I’d have to say that the first time Something confirmed its liking to wander.

we were just chilling one night trying to sleep, and fin ended up going on a stroll with Something. they were just walking along, not talking (which is normal coming from both of them), when wander showed up out of the blue from a copse of bushes. he sat down at a patch of rocks near where they were walking, and Something just kinda, stopped? and silently went over to sit next to them. and fin was pretty confused by this, as both Something and wander are extremely asocial and would almost never be seen interacting with others. so fin asked if Something was going to continue, and what they were doing, and Something simply replied “I’m staying. we’re staying. you can leave,”. pretty odd experience, but it’s pretty common nowadays, so we’ve gotten used to it

(idk if that second one really counts as an answer, but that’s what came to mind)

Leo calls herself a raging lesbian

Bean says she just has anger issues

Bean:

° AuDHD (unmedicated)

° Hates being the center of attention

° Likes reading and writing equally

° Loves color-coding

° Very introverted

° Little social skills

° Enjoys listening to music at high volumes

° Daydreams a lot/likes to get lost in imagination

° Libraries/bookstores are safe spaces

° Demiromantic Asexual

° Anxious

° Prefers no makeup

° Cargo pants and baggy crops or form fitting shirts

° C h a p s t i c k

° Happy to front

Leo:

° AuDHD (unmedicated)

° Doesn’t mind being the center of attention

° Prefers reading to writing

° More extroverted

° Good social skills

° Picks up on little details about peoples’ behavior

° Likes quieter music

° Doesn’t like daydreaming more than staying in reality

° Overprotective

° Anger issues

° Our room is our only safe space

° Enjoys social media

° Biromantic Lesbian

° Leggings and form-fitting clothes to show off our body

° Physical fitness is very important

° Enjoys staying in the headspace

Kara:

° AuDHD (unmedicated)

° Anxious

° Self-care fanatic

° Workout? Yes PLEASE

° Self affirmation

° Quite enjoys fronting

° M O R N I N G S

° Yay organization

° planner

° Aroace

° Quiet

° Likes to roast Leo and Bean

° Protective

° Loves anything pretty

° Quiet

Jasper:

° AuDHD (unmedicated)

° Unnamed

° Dislikes being in front

° Hates feeling useless (always has to be doing something)

° Very social

° Really likes to read

° Music