SKI MASK SLUMP *****
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guh i hate when people reblog shit where op is just rude as fuck for no reason
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i just did my app tracker…. i didnt think 1,484 minutes was alot, given you know, i dont convert to hours… 24.4 hours on safari in the past three weeks. that would be like confining myself to my room for a day, and i got done half of homestuck.
(also consider tho all i really did there was read homestuck, i do feel like im kinda slacking and could read it faster. i kinda forgor and might start over… i like to read the act in one sitting)
this tells me. i COULD read homestuck for two days straight (anything but) and finish it.
but considering people are probably going to be telling mee NOOO DONT DO THAT!!!! i will give it four days. i will read this in four days either over summer or sometime when i dont wanna do my work.
I COULD HAVE BEEN DONE BY NOW!! but alas, my arch nemesis schoolwork was summoned today, and well. i had to do it.
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NO WHAT NO NO EJJEJSJSJS NOO WHY WHAT NO NINONOJDNKSKSJSJISKAK &;&/&/&@/NOOO DJSKSJSH
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The way every single celebrity influencer friend of a friend is so creepy about Connor. Girl get into a relationship quick I can’t handle the cringe I’m so serious ewww whattt
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‘oh, youre so nice and quiet and kind!’
thanks!
if you had a class with me and ANY of my friends and someone i was annoyed with, you would not think that
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(ASD) My cat just bit up my comfort shirt
My cat (as mentioned in previous posts) who I love SO SO SO SO much there’s no words for how much I adore him—while we were putting in his new prescription eye drops, flipped out and not only scratched me up and gave me some nasty puncture wounds wuth his fangs, but also tore holes in the sleeves of the shirt, and two gang holes in the center of the chest. I am so angry and distraught. I just had a melt down because of it. I want to break something so bad. I feel like my body is surging. I need to hurt something. (I won’t.) It’s so stupid but it’s the only shirt I can wear on bad sensory days and bad dysphoria days. It’s at least 10 years old and it’s from a museum that doesn’t sell it anymore (I checked) and I got it from my mom. She put it in the wash so hopefully it’ll help but I doubt it. There’s blood on it too now because the fangs on the sleeve punctured through my skin too. I love him so much but I’m so distraught right now. I can’t stop shaking. I want to sob. I’ve been so high strung because of his health issues and this feels like my breaking point. What do I do? I hate feeling like this. I hate being angry so much. I feel like a wild animal that no one can talk to because I’m so on wire. I want to cry. I felt angry but now I just feel stupid and like crying. Why is this so bad. Can someone comfort me or tell me how they cope? I have homework due tomorrow and a quiz and a test and I have to be in bed soon but I’m so overcome with anxiety and emotion I just CANT. I can’t even work out to cope which is what I usually do. I need to scream but I can’t. I can’t talk. I just can’t talk. I know the term is not nonverbal but I don’t know what the word for it is, my brain feels so hot I can’t think. I feel like my blood is on fire. I feel so cold and so hot and dizzy.
