And what a fucking ass change. I’m going to take a break from posting art until this (hopefully) gets reversed.
I’ll still do text posts and stuff but I’m not feeling all too comfortable knowing that reblogs of my art with comments will essentially be “stealing” notes.
The most painful part of Heated Rivalry fandom is watching y'all trying to write a Russian broken English accent, and somehow, you’re worse than what’s already in the show.
I was wondering why I was in such a horrible headspace earlier then Remembered that I spent my entire shitty shift listening to Penpal. “Oh why am I so upset” as if I wasn’t purposefully and needlessly consuming Story That Deeply Upset Me. When I realized how badly I sabotaged myself (on an already bad day) I had to fight not to laugh out loud. Which was probably upsetting for other people to see. Creepy quiet white boy laughing at nothing.
2 cups of Cacao, free bleeding in my bamboo panty, even took a nap on company time but nothing and i mean nothing will ever patch me up like not being america… .
Mamdani says Trump agreed to immediately release Columbia student detained by ICE
NEW YORK (AP) — A Columbia University student was arrested Thursday by federal immigration agents who claimed to be searching for a “missing person” in order to gain access to a campus apartment, according to her attorneys and the school’s president. Hours after she was taken into custody, though, New York City Mayor Zohran Mamdani said in a social media post that he had discussed the arrest…
Seneca has a quote that touches everything I’ve been embarking on lately, pointing directly to the truth that the “NOW” we experience is the only realm we can truly know and understand. He writes, “The whole world lives in uncertainty—live immediately,” and Alan Watts grounds this idea in a way that is both perplexing and simple: “From memories you infer that there have been past events. But you are not aware of any past events. You know the past only in the present and as part of the present.”
What future are you waiting for?
What past is holding you back?
These are questions worth sitting with. We only ever experience this immediate moment; there is no running from that. It is the mind and ego that steal the essence and quiet bliss of it, pulling us into stories of the past or fantasies and anxieties about the future. The past and the future feel different emotionally, but they arise from the same mechanism: both are thoughts happening now. You think of the “past,” you dream of the “future,” yet both unfold in the present moment. When you truly consider that, it’s chilling—it reveals how much our mental constructions take us away from direct experience. Yes, we are wired this way; evolution built us to remember and to predict. These capacities can elevate us into reasoned virtue, but they can also paralyze action and numb us to the simple fullness of being alive. I’ve even seen this in my own dreams, revisiting where I grew up, chased by a larger-than-life symbol of a liger as what I believed I was escaping, only to realize that the story I attach to the past brings anxiety into my present more than I notice, quietly shaping a future I haven’t even lived yet. It makes the present less present and breeds resentment toward a life I think I should be experiencing. Action becomes hindered by thought—an intangible stream with no weight or location, yet immense influence. If thoughts shape reality, then consider the internal reality you cultivate: if you are consumed by what was or what might be, how can you be free here? If your attention is trapped in projection or regret, how can you experience the quiet bliss of existing? It is far easier to write this than to embody it, which only shows how powerful the mind can be. Living immediately is the true currency of wealth in a world conditioned to obsess over history and anticipation. Live immediately—there is no certainty promised beyond this moment, only action within uncertainty. The past is not a rite of passage you must carry forward; it does not exist now except as a present thought. From this now, action becomes clear and intentional. Don’t let abstractions replace action. The only place resentment exists is as a thought now, the only place anxiety exists is as a thought now, and the only place action has ever existed is here. Live immediately.
i HATE the fact that i have to have genuine political ideologies. my main belief is i love everyone one and we should all love each other. the second one is animals are awesome as fuck!!!! love them even more than we do each other.
Sinners studio say they raised N-word use with Bafta immediately as Google ‘deeply sorry’ for offensive notification | Baftas 2026
Warner Bros reacted immediately after the N-word was yelled while two of the black stars of their film, Sinners, were on stage at the Baftas on Sunday night, yet saw their concerns ignored after the moment was not edited out of the TV broadcast. A source close to the studio has told the Guardian that executives immediately raised the issue with Bafta after Tourette syndrome campaigner John…