Mmm she’s so pretty, I just wanna bury my face in her stomach and kiss it, I wish she was here, I feel so sleepy and I wish I could sleep with my head on her tummy, it’s all I want right now, I hate how lonely I feel without her
Mmm she’s so pretty, I just wanna bury my face in her stomach and kiss it, I wish she was here, I feel so sleepy and I wish I could sleep with my head on her tummy, it’s all I want right now, I hate how lonely I feel without her
boy girl freak is gone and now all i have is the crumbs in my bed

me slicing apart my brain
i asked my Girlfriend why She likes to call Her new online friends but doesn’t like calling me, and She said it’s because there’s nothing to talk to me about.
IHATEMYSELF
why can i not just stare at his pretty face and handle eyecontact why am i such a fucking weirdo
y'all i’m not even joking i js wanr her to grab my face and press me down and MAKE me look at her – i think i might actually start crying but i js wanna look at her sb and i physically can’t do it by myself i’m PATHETIC but in a way that’s not even funny
why do i have to be so scared and insecure for no damn reason like ts is embarrassing . we’ve been together for a year and i can’t even look into her eyes without wanting to die and crawl away she probs hates me i wanna DIE
he was so pretty too oh my god i was about to die he was the prettiesr thing i’d ever seen and then after he just grabbed my face and kissed me goodbye YES like i’ve been yearning for this but i couldn’t done it by myself . sigh and i was caught off guard and i wanted to kiss him sb and i wanted to cry but i js COULDN’T DO IT
HE WAS RIGHT THERE AND I JS CALLED HIM GAY I WANT HIM SB I NEED HIM I NEED HIM CAN YOU COME HERE CAN WE KISS CAN YOU MAKE ME CRY AND BITE MY NECK AND TOUCH MY BOOBS AND CUDDLE AND LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND MAKE ME CRY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN CAN WE TALK INTO THE NIGHT CAN WE MAKE OUT CAN WE BOTH CRY CAN WE SLEEP IN A TENT TOGETHER CAN WE CRY??
finally, at 16, accepting that i will never be free. accepting that i will never accomplish most of my dreams or goals, accepting that i will always be mentally ill. accepting that i will never reach the level of normalcy and inner peace the people around me have seemed to always have.
accepting that there is only grief in hope
One thing i absolutely love about watching tv with my GF is we’ll be sitting there and have two characters like Yanma and Himeno arguing and scoff saying “just kiss already!! Geez”
i love lobg distance because it’s 2 am at a sleepover and i get to watch as my gf wakes up
me and my girlfriend have been on a comedy movie kick and why does every single thing have paul rudd in ut?? not that im complaining. i’ve also found a scary new attraction to jason segel.
One of the pornbots tried to claim that they were “still my fav trans girl” and that’s so wrong bc my fav trans girl is my BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND WHO LIGHTS UP THE ROOM WHEN SHE SMILES, MY GORGEOUS GIRLFRIEND WHO I WOULD KILL FOR!
WAWAWA THAT WAS TEH BEST DATE EVER I MISS MY GIRLFRIEND SO BAD I NEED HER TO COME BACJ