
Confession: I need Carver, Fenris, and Cullen to join me in a foursome now!

Confession: I need Carver, Fenris, and Cullen to join me in a foursome now!
I’m in that feeling that I need fenders, I love fenders, I want to be annoying about fenders but it’s all explosive confetti feels instead of proper thoughts and I need to take a shower and pretend to be a normal person for a few hours.
Test of Faith // Bury Your Morals // Death of the Self
As If Nothing Had Happened(+18)
The Only Mage Left in Kirkwall
by your will, all things are done (Inquisitor!Meredith AU) - prologue / chapter 1 / chapter 2 / chapter 3 / chapter 4 / chapter 5
Chantry Hates Them AU Elizabeth/Meredith Fics (shared AU with @/championofthefade, @/fadeling, @/cacturne and @/sha-brytols)
Cleaning Wounds and Bruising Kisses
Things That Were and That Never Will Be
Kiss prompt / 2 / 3
There Used to be Five of Us - chapter 1 / chapter 2 / chapter 3 / chapter 4 / chapter 5 / chapter 6 (final)
Sacrifice & Hopepart 1
https://archiveofourown.org/works/64054021/chapters/212211931#workskin
not a long piece but yay i did it!
Fenris bouncing on Anders’ cock and calling her a good girl. Ugh. Uuuuuufggghhhhghh she’s such a good girl!!!!!
a ray of light through a wound (2217 words) by gayvillains
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Dragon Age II
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Anders/Fenris (Dragon Age)
Additional Tags: Pining While Fucking, Oral Sex, Enemies With Benefits, Banter, Drunk Fenris (Dragon Age)
Summary:
Instincts of the heart, Anders thinks: how blissfully ignorant they are of futility.
There is this half-formed thought lodged in my brain right now. Like, a lot of jokes have been made both in the BG3 fandom, and in the Dragon Age fandom, how there are certain characters that feel like they are runaways from a Final Fantasy game. Most notably this joke has been made with Fenris and with Gortash. And specifically due to this the millage people have with those characters varies a lot. And yeah, as I said. It is a half-formed thought. Mostly because for me Fenris really did not work, even though he is the kind of character I normally like. But in that specific context, and the way he was done, it did not work for me. At all.
Meanwhile, obviously. Gortash worked very, very well for me. But also mostly because Gortash is done in a way, where the game will delight in making you hate him.
I don’t know. I am tired. It is half past ten in the night, and I have been writing, and programming, and talking to friends, and trying to play RE:Requiem.
Fenris’ Little Book of Veneer of Calm
Read the entire flipbook by clicking below or view On AO3 (Chapter 2 on AO3 contains alt text for accessibility).
Secrets for calm shared by the legend behind the Blue Wraith: Fenris.
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Feeling stressed? Fenris may have a veneer of calm but has strong feelings under the surface.
Whether bubble baths help or you prefer ripping out your enemy’s heart, Fenris is here to offer calming words and assertive affirmations.
This little book is a fan-made work of fan fiction, based on ‘The Little Book of Calm’ by Paul Wilson (1996), reimagined with words from Fenris (Dragon Age).
Which is your favourite of Fenris’ affirmations?
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Here are the front and back cover pages.
Click on the Ebook for 32 assertive affirmations from Fenris (I find him very reassuring).
Some examples of Fenris’ affirmations:


In case you aren’t familiar with the original Little Book of Calm, here is the front cover and an example:


Chapters: 28/38
Fandom: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age II, Dragon Age (Video Games)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Fenris/Sebastian Vael
Characters: Sebastian Vael, Fenris (Dragon Age), Hawke (Dragon Age), Male Hawke (Dragon Age), Granger (Dragon Age), Varania (Dragon Age), Danarius (Dragon Age), Anders (Dragon Age), Leland (Dragon Age)
Additional Tags: dark!Hawke, Post-Canon, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Amnesia, Slavery, Prince!Sebastian, Abuse, Suicide Attempt, includes insignificant ocs, includes short story canon, Mutual Pining, so much yearning, Eventual Romance, Angst with a Happy Ending, Romance, Fluff and Angst, Canon-Typical Violence, Suicidal Thoughts, Fenris Whump (Dragon Age), Sebastian Vael Whump (Dragon Age), Whump, Grief/Mourning, Blood and Violence, Self-Harm, past Male Hawke/Sebastian Vael (Dragon Age), Past Danarius/Fenris (Dragon Age), Abusive Relationships
Summary: Returning to Starkhaven as a prince, Sebastian is still haunted by the things that happened in Kirkwall. He is determined to help those that Hawke betrayed, starting with Fenris who was sold back to Danarius. But when Sebastian finds him, Fenris has no memory of his time in Kirkwall.
in queue for an uni exam and I’m only thinking about the first “I can’t” Fenris says with his broken voice i’m not doing well
(I also have charts ;P )
I figured it would be helpful to have this as a reference for anyone who wanted to make a more informed prompt choice for them. I’ll do my best to keep it short and informative 🫡
They’re both very devoted to and protective of each other, and you’ll rarely find them apart. Where Rowan goes, Fenris goes, and vice-versa. They’re also STUPID soft with each other, and Rowan in particular is almost worshipful when they’re alone together, though that doesn’t mean Fenris feels less deeply for him; Rowan just can’t get enough of making Fenris feel as loved as possible cus he’s just. Like That. He finds so much fulfillment taking care of the people he loves. In turn, Fenris makes sure he knows all of his affection is appreciated and shared, and does his best to ensure Rowan doesn’t give too much of himself. They would do anything for each other, and they trust each other completely. They’re not shy about being affectionate in public, though Rowan typically tries to keep things reasonably toned down. Fenris, on the other hand, has no qualms with making it clear that Rowan is his.
As affectionate and idyllic as their relationship is, no romance is completely devoid of conflict. The main points of contention for them would be their differing opinions on mages, as well as Rowan’s proclivity for constantly getting them roped into situations they would not be in were it not for his relentless kindness and willingness to help anyone who might need it. Their arguments are usually limited to a tense conversation or two and are over pretty quickly, as they hate upsetting and being upset with each other.
Now, where Anders fits into all this is in the time following Fenris breaking things off after his and Rowan’s first night together. Rowan developed a bit of a drinking problem after Bethany’s death, so that’s what he turned to in order to cope with what happened between him and Fenris. This will be important later. Now, he and Anders had been harboring feelings for each other since shortly after they met, though Rowan’s had begun to dwindle in the face of his growing love for Fenris. They had yet to disappear though, so when Anders kissed him and confessed his feelings within a couple days of Fenris leaving him, Rowan, off-balance from all the emotional turmoil going on, accepted his proposition. His acceptance was both because he didn’t want to make Anders feel bad by rejecting him as well as a desperate attempt to see if it was even possible for him to get over Fenris. He regretted it almost immediately, but he brushed his worry aside and decided to wait and see if he felt any better when Anders actually did show up. And then he did. And it wasn’t better. It was so, SO much worse. He told Anders he couldn’t do it, it was too soon, and he didn’t want to lead him on because his heart well and truly belonged to Fenris.
You know that drinking problem I mentioned? It comes into play here. A few days have gone by, and he’s feeling downright miserable. Fenris left him, and he feels like it was his fault even though, logically, he knows it was because of Fen’s own issues. Anders is hurt by his rejection, and reasonably so, Rowan thinks. He led him on only to realize too late that he couldn’t commit. He’s also so, so lonely, but he refuses to let anyone see him in this state (said state being horribly upset and drunker than he’s let himself get in a long time). The misery and the alcohol are slowly wearing down his self control though, and it gets to a point where all he can think of is how badly he needs to apologize to Anders, so he stumbles down to Darktown and into the clinic. One drunken thing leads to another and they end up hooking up despite Anders knowing full well that it’s not going to last. And it does not. They have a few more encounters over the next few months, and each one leaves Rowan feeling worse than the last, more and more convinced that this isn’t what he truly wants, until he finally manages to tear himself away for good. They knew the whole time that things were doomed to end badly, but the heart is a strange, illogical thing. Rowan feels so unfathomably guilty about all of this that he manages to cold turkey his way out of his drinking habit for a good while, which negates any chance of something like that ever happening again. This was one of his worst moments, and you better believe he relentlessly beat himself up over it for ages.
Anyway! Charts!


Also! Playlists!
I was going through my AO3 bookmarks and I made a list of how many bookmarks for each character and/or pairing I had. Well it’s safe to say Solas is still my favorite but some of the runners up were surprises lol
