I loathed doing this o-0

I look and sound so pathetic, and I didn’t realize HOW much I play with my nipples normally. I also need to stop drooling, I look fucking ridiculous

Hhhhhrrrhghhhh yes I did get wet and I really want to touch myself but I’m being good. It’s literally day 1/42, I can’t screw up already ;-;

Are you ready to get dress slutty 😈

That’s right baby girl, hump that pillow like the desperate slut you are.

Don’t even think about cumming.

I edged 5 more times, I can barely think right now mnnmmvkkmsdffff

I feel like I’m going to end up punished more than once during this time ;-;

OMG I need a big cock in my needy slut ass RIGHT NOW

Its time for my morning milk.

at this rate I’m never gonna cum again

🤤

good

i was suppossed to work on a project for college

instead ive been watching porn for 3 hours

To ruin or not to ruin? That is the question.

Craving for Missy

What could I do to sleep better except my meditation?

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This is so much my girl. 🙈♥️🖤

Lay on your back, I want you to close your eyes. I want you just to feel everything around you for a moment. Smell, sounds, touch, the sheets on my skin.

I want a hand slipping between your legs and caress yourself. Gently. Soft. Nothing harsh. I’m here at your ear whispering.

Then I press my middle finger between your fold and find your entrance, pressing on it through the fabric. I circle it, as my palm rubs your pearl.

You begin to wet yourself and the nylon. Each time it’s a bit too damp you bring it to your mouth to taste. You push it down so you feel me gagging you a little. Just a little. As the good girl you are. You suppress any reflex.

You go back to your kitty for more.

Rub it until it produce the nectar you want so badly for me.

Once you have done this five times you can stop.

I want you to go to sleep as the little mess you are. 🖤🙈

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Should I do it now or meditation first, Missy?

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Meditation first.

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Oh my god I’m needy now🙈

Need it so bad, Missyyy

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Uh uh. You will need to calm down a bit

This “uh uh” I’m dying for Missy🫠🫠

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This was very sexy by the way.. I don’t know why, but I loved it🙈

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I love when you crave for your Missy. And ask for it. 🖤🙈

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You make it hard not to crave 🙈😭

What do I do if I want to push this finger in?…

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You don’t!

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I’ll be good, I promise, Missy

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You can gather some of the nylon together to make it so that your finger go deeper, but I don’t want you to damage the hose. It’s like a chastity belt for the week lil mess 🖤🙈

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So I won’t be able to do it for a weeek?🥺

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Possible! Depends if Missy allows it.

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What do I need to do? To get your permission, Missy?

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What have you done to merit it?

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Hmm.. I’ve been good all week🙃

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I’ve done all my tasks 🙈

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You haven’t spoke to me from the park. I didn’t know how much your kitty was cold for me.

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I’m so sorry, Missy🥺

I would text you more next time even if I’m out so you know everything!

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So tonight edge, and the furthest you can go with your finger without damaging the hose. But nothing more.

And I want a report tomorrow

Would see if tomorrow you’ve been a good girl all day. I may allow it.

You do your meditation all week, without lowering the hose below your cheeks.

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Yes, Missy, I understand.

I’ll be good, I promise

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I’m curious how you would make me write my diploma if we were in the same house🙈

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On your knees! Me spanking you!

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I would love this punishment way too much🙈

Okay, Missy, I’ll be good! 🤍

I’ll do my meditation and your task, Good night! ❤️

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I love how obedient is my girl. It truly drives to care even more for her. ♥️🐱🖤

Report

Before going to sleep I asked Missy if I had to do anything besides meditation before going to sleep.

After I did my meditation, my candles stayed lit. As I said before, some of them are scented. When I lay down on my back, as I was told to, I close my eyes and start paying attention to what is around me. I notice the smell of the candles, some sounds on the street, a car passing by, the wind.

Then I pay attention to my body. The skin around mine, hugging my legs and my waist. I spread my legs under the sheets, adjusting the nylon a little so I do not damage anything.

I pull my hand down slowly and gently, as I was told to. I remind myself not to be harsh, just a careful touch until I wet myself. I slowly rub my finger on my kitty, my eyes closed. My other hand is on my chest.

I imagine Missy next to me, touching me and whispering something soft and filthy in my ear, so I get even more needy and turned on. My imagination is bright as always, which is really helpful in this kind of situation.

I copy the movements of how Missy told me she would touch me. Slipping my finger down to my entrance, not pushing in, just teasing, while my palm rubs my pearl.

This torturous teasing gets me wet, so I do as I am told and bring my finger to my mouth when the nylons are wet, sucking my finger and gagging myself a little, carefully and gently. I think of you whispering to me, “good girl”, the words I dream of hearing from you.

I bring my fingers back between my legs, playing with myself for about 20 to 30 minutes. I enjoy torturing myself for you way too much, sucking my fingers each time they are wet, imagining it is you, your touch, your finger in my mouth, and sweet filthy words in my ear.

I repeat everything five times. By the end I am way too desperate and needy, but I stop myself here. I am not doing anything I did not get permission for, so I stay a good girl for Missy.

I suck my fingers clean one last time, gagging a little and making sure they are clean. I feel dampness between my legs. My nylons are wet and clinging to me more firmly now.

I fall asleep thinking of my Missy and the upcoming day. It was the sweetest sleep I had in a while.

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I love how I put you to sleep in the second part. You were truly my good girl 💗. I so much like when you follow everything to the letters. You are so dedicated. It makes me so proud of you.

I have just a little question for you as I want to make sure you understand properly.

When you suck your own nectar as I ask and do it so diligently. I also ask you to softly gag yourself as you remember.

You do this properly, right?

Pushing your finger down your throat until you feel your gag reflex (like you want to throw up) but then suppress it, and remove your finger.

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Yes, Missy, I do it exactly this way!

I understand how to do it.

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Good. I wanted to make sure it was done perfectly.

Sometimes I may even ask you to stay there longer until you tear a up a little for me.

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👀👀👀.