Ferris Bueller’s Day Off ~ Pt. 3
Its been a while, and I dont think anyone reads these. The fandom is probably dead, but I dont care. I like it so thats all that matters.
Fic below the cut!!!!!
[[MORE]]“After The Day Off” Chapter 3
The drive home is deafening in its quietness. My ears ring as tears spill down my cheeks, rolling through already dried ones. I arrive at home, thankful my parents are too busy arguing to notice my appearance, let alone my arrival.
I make a B-line for my room, shutting the door quietly and collapsing onto my bed. What am I going to do? Ferris, basically just lost his girlfriend and now his best friend (me) is avoiding him. Im really just adding onto his problems, like always, I’m the drag.
I cry into my pillow for a good, long while. Eventually I get ready for bed and lay down. At this point, Ive cried all the liquids out of my body and have no sense of what to do anymore. This is it… Ive given up. Im Cameron Frye, nothing ever works out in my favor, so why try any longer.
I end up falling asleep, my mind clear of dreams tonight.
Ferris’ POV-
I lay in bed, still dumbfounded from what had transpired in the past three or four hours. What’s school going to look like? Sloane and I are practically over, and Cam is no doubt going to avoid me as much as he can for as long as possible.
I let out a shaky breath, letting my eyes water. He’s my best friend… and I lost him just like that. I cry a little, letting the feeling out like my mom always tells me to do.
He never even let me finish my thought. I know I said that we cant be together due to the way gays are viewed, but he never let me tell him the part about how I feel the same. Never let me tell him how much he matters to me… how many times ive thought about what his lips would feel like against mine.
Let’s just say I didn’t get much sleep that night.
I wake the next morning, tired and not ready to face the day. I decide its probably in my best interest to let Cameron have some time for his own thoughts, so Ill leave him alone.
I dont talk to Cam for like, a week. School is a nightmare without him… and Sloane, I guess, but things between her are rough right now. Everyone’s asking me what happened, and it sucks because I cant tell them. This isn’t normal for us at all. Its like my whole world came crumbling down.
I cant focus during class. My mind unable to concentrate on anything but the way Cam looked with those tears in his eyes. Words cant describe how badly I wanted to wipe them. Make them go away. Tell him I dont hate him and its going to be fine. But right now…. I cant. At least I dont think…
~ To be continued.
