microdosing talking to my friends by posting on my story and seeing them like it
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reframing my depression bedrot day as self care #selfcaremaxxing even though half my thoughts today have been about how this sucks and i hate everything and my meds arent working and i have a headache and im tired even though i slept for 12 hours and am in bed again already and its only 7pm
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y'all seen that commercial for oranges where the woman peels the orange and gets the stim tingles from how good it peeled so she starts manically running around town trying to find other things that peel that good but she can’t so she returns home and “peels” (rips apart) a plush cat but that still doesn’t do it so she looks at her cat who’s already looking scared and she’s looking at it like “you’re next” fully implying that she’s about to peel the skin off her cat and then the commercial ends?
edit: here’s the fuckass commercial
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can we please have captions for things that actually say what’s being spoken in different languages? even just the words in those languages so i have the option to at least look up a translation myself? so tired of [men chanting in latin] and [speaking in foreign language]
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had a psych appointment like 2 days ago and he asked if id had any manic episodes and i said no but i think i am In one. i just made $64 of impulse purchases in like 5 minutes. i am doing a shitton of stuff and am not that tired mentally. oh well guess i will ride it out and enjoy it
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just got my first gym membership in years. it’s actually pretty affordable, they’re 24 hours, and they have an app that tells me how many people are at the gym at any time so my introverted ass can avoid as many people as possible.
i’m so excited
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reminiscing (this happened 2 days ago) about laying my head on my friends chest while crossfaded and him playing with my hair as he told me about the hookup he had w one of his friends and another friend of mine laid on me. that really was so comfortable i love being a lapdog. i need to be a lapdog for more men i love being a lapdog especially while inebriated. please universe send me more opportunities to be an inebriated lapdog
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anywyas one of my friends has a (mostly) daily comic he posts and its so fun for me specifically when he posts something and i know exactly what irl event he did/went through it was inspired by. and i have absolutely no one i can tell about it bc no one else cares and im not telling HIM bc. no.
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i feel like the fact that i’m not mad about stranger things ending means i’m not allowed on the internet any more
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ineed to get drunk or high or osmeotjomg ohhhmjygoddddnfuvjkk me i feel fine why do i feel awful whyd oes everyting suck okay cool awesome i shiukdjeGHRrrg
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ojhhhh my goddddd someone kill this guyyy someone put this guy DOWNNN aghahaha he so crazy somekne kill hjm. he needs to die nowwwwww
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literlaly texted finn like can we sleep all day and take turns taking care of each other and he said yes yes eysyes and i started tearing up thats how bad it is. good lord. i need to get sick witha really bad but uncontagious disease so he can take care of me again. ar e ghere more wisdom teeth can i do that again
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i watched dune part one and part two and felt like i was missing a lot of the lore so i got the book. it’s…a slow read for me. but i’m working through it. there’s just so much depth to this world that i feel like i’m having to study as i read.
but out of all of this lore and history and stuff i still can’t believe there’s a fucking guy named Duncan Idaho.
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having a horrible start to my work week so here’s a doodle of noel fielding to bring positive energy
