tw: bugs
for months Ive been complaining about my clothes seeming to be randomly deteriorating and getting new holes or shredding almost as Im wearing them. I blamed the clothes being of poor quality, wearing them too roughly, the washer/dryer being to much, snagging on my pants buttons.
today i was reading in bed and saw movement out of the corner of my eye.
saw a lil bug. not unusual, I have pets, plants, and live in the woods. spiders and bugs are pretty par the course, especially this time of year. I kill it and make the mistake of looking up at my window.
just dust.
the dust starts to move. I keep looking.
more dust is moving.
I jump up and go over and
dozens of bugs are crawling around.
I rush to the bathroom to find something to spray to hopefully kill them on sight.
I spray. they keep moving.
I go to get paper towels to wipe everything down.
Now my moms invloved and ttruing to make sure theyre not termites (I assured her they weren’t. I just had a whole lecture about termites a week ago. she didnt care. which. fair) she says “those arent termites” “i know” “what are they” “annoying” I ID them as Carpet Beetles.
Bugs that like pet fur, old books, and natural fibers and are attracted to light even though they live in the dark.
I usually keep my blinds drawn because migraines.
they were on my window. which my bookshelf full of signed first editions resides underneath, my cats bed on top and my pile of clothes to be mended and crochet projects in progress lays alongside.
The larve probably came in last summer/fall. Spent the winter chewing my clothes, and molted when I opened my window last week to let rhe 3 days of 80 degree air in.
I didnt stand a chance.
I had to get all my books out and my mom was like “heres an empty room to put them in” and spread the infestation??? did the last 6 years mean nothing??? no, you wash what you can, toss what you cant, and quarintine everything else in an air tight container. That you then disinfect, move to a safe location, and disinfect again.
im now doing a years worth of laundry and scrubbing while dressed like those guys that clean hoarders homes for free while trying despererly that my itchyness is pschosomatic and not from the bugs rubbing against me (it’s probs both, ive had a weird rash for weeks that matches what the larve and beetle can cause in some susceptible humans.) I emailed my professor (who runs my counties extention program) for help because panicked research is bad research.
I really dont want to have to take all the pets to the vet.
Whomstever cursed me. can you undo it please. This is punishing my fur babies and thats uncool. 😭😭












