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THE FENG SHUI OF THIS WEBSITE IS FUCKED

whenever i cant force myself to complete tasks i start thinking shit like “they should invent a cocaine thats lowkey good for you” and then i go. Oh Yeah. I Need Medicine.

sometimes being horny is all fun & games and sometimes it makes me feel like this

Are you free from your curse yet i miss you

i wish my partners threatened me more often good.googly moogly

in sub space and my post surgery meds have me loopy and im lonely

i forgot my scott is also in a band and i fear its biblical

killing myself out of habit

and i was so young when i behaved 25 yet now i find i have grown into a tall child

no……. not a burger i can’t eat again….

by vtmoodynature

miss my boyfriends

RUNNIG FOR MY LIFE

modern au v!avid lets go

Guy who’s not gonna make it voice: it’s gonna be so awesome when I finally get what I want

Name: Little Beepo

Skill: Fucking Miserable

Quote: Please let me have some grease from the stovetop. I’ll cry if you don’t let me have some grease. I need it.

no grease for you, little beepo. im sorry, but its for your own good

Little Beepo’s misery is increasing. Little Beepo’s misery is increasing. Little Beepo’s misery is increasing. Little Beepo’s misery is increasing.

PHRASE ADDED!

• “Little Beepo’s misery is increasing.”

CHARACTER ADDED!

• Little Beepo

it ’ s me and my passive suicidal ideation against the world

i think im lovable Just maybe not up close

whenever i send someone an ask i always consider ending it with “please dont beat me”

The Lighthouse, version 1

everymorning: i think im about to die. i think im going to die. im actually going to die. this is it. im going to die. im going to die immediately.

every single night: lock in. OK. Lock In. Change your Life. I love you. Lock in. This is going to be big. I’m going to change the world. Ready? I love you. Lock in. I have an idea. Lock in.

everyone shut the fuck up i’m trying to focus on my diabolical homosexual thoughts

i hate being complicated i wish our gender was easy i wish we were just a girl or just a boy i wish we had the spoons to dress up and look nice and take care of the body i wish i didnt have to tell people our gender isnt binary and the body is bigender so we dont know how we’re ever going to transition becuase we are a Man and a Woman and i hate that i don’t know who i am i wish i could feel pretty without feeling guilty and i wish i could feel handsome without feeling guilty i dont know who i am and i dont know what people want of me and i wish someone would just tell me what to be and all of this scary stuff about transphobes is making me feel real icky. like. real real icky and i dont Know sometimes i find myself wishing i was a cis girl so my life could be a little bit easier not that yknow women dont have it hard but the dysphoria and the not knowing and the transphobia is all so much but my boyfriend is gay and. i dont know i dont know i dont Knowww i dont knowwwwwww and i feel selfish whenever we vent because i suspect they are Also bigender but they feel the need to be performatively masc around us because we’re androsexual for the most part and i just want to wear dresses without feeling guilty i think im going ot throw up i need to shred my tits off my chest NOw