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yapper - multifandomer - procrastination writer - this blog is very unorganised I just talk about whatever I want, mostly stuff related to fiction - they/them - 18 - ADHD
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HOLYFUCKTHANKGOD if I lost that file I genuinely would have incinerated myself it’s so important to me that was so fucking scary my god

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don’t leave him

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I just wanna go on the record to say that if public bathrooms ever become something that you have to pay for I’m going to start pissing on the floor

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rewatched Hilda with my friend recently, so here have a silly edit of the marra

Tw: flashing

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Oh, by the way, say this with me now:

GOOSEWORX/GLITCH WILL NOT BE ACCUSED OF QUEERBATING IF GANGLE AND ZOOBLE DON’T TURN OUT TO BE A COUPLE IN THE END OF THE SERIES!

I can feel this reaction potentially happening. Don’t LET it. We’ve been told since day one that there would be NO romance in the series. We were never falsely advertised. We just read the text as we wanted to read it. Don’t blame Goose or Glitch over something as much of a non issue as a ship not being canon.

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ran out of room on my shelves so i decided to be evil

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my unpopular opinion is that i hate tiktok because now people just publicly watch loud ass videos in public spaces with no regard for anyone else. 100% it was not this bad with youtube, it’s such a different thing with tiktok. put on headphones. you are grown.

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Girl……

This is it! This is what social media/smart tech have done! They’ve rotted away any distinction between private and public.

Yes, we do have the right to make demands on public behavior. Of course we do. Have you never heard of laws and etiquette? I’m not allowed to grocery shop naked. You can’t rummage through my purse. I can’t have a work meeting in the middle of a movie theatre.

I remember when it was taboo simply to answer your cell phone in public. The person answering would apologize and try to go to a more private area. Then public calls were normalized. Then putting people on speaker. Then listening to music without headphones. Do you know how many times I have hiked up a mountain or driven to the beach, only to be met with someone blaring shitty top 40 music from their portable speaker, because Heaven forbid you go one hour without noise?

Old woman yells at cloud and all that, but I can’t believe someone is not only admitting this behavior, but saying it’s a good thing! No one likes you! You’re a menace!

BEING INCONSIDERATE OF OTHERS IS STILL BAD.

It was obnoxious when it was youtube.

It was obnoxious when it was music.

It was obnoxious when it was the radio. 

It was obnoxious when it was dudes wanting to talk to you instead of letting you just read your freaking book.

Do you want to be this guy? Because being obnoxious in shared spaces is how you become this guy. 

Wear your damn headphones like an adult participant in the social contract.

Best art history lesson ever, thank you

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Peach. PEACH

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Toradora Vol 5

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I love how the “brat” of the group, Ami Kawashima, is Toradora’s secret heartbeat. Her growth is quick and thorough, and she becomes the steadying, wise, self-sacrificial calm behind all the laughter, craziness, and sorrow.

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Y'know when ur sad and you were made sad by a specific thing but you try to convince yourself that you’re just generally sad because you don’t want that specific thing that made you sad to weigh on you but it doesn’t work

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Randomly made a Radiosilence edit tonight and it’s the first time I’ve ever finished an edit :)

The song is an extended version of Tally Hall’s Hidden in the sand by Chonny Jash: https://youtu.be/nIA1gzHXBaw?si=CUx0fqEOc-sEgVin

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he’s just as much of a prisoner as you are

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

sorry i said something dickish. a few mildly frustrating things happened to me in succession and it turned me evil

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kid in the library just said “a VILLAIN who lives in the MOON is after us” so keep an eye out for that today guys

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doki doki dump :P

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*through gritted teeth* when i do something wrong and am politely asked to change my behavior its just a simple request to fix a problem and not an indictment of my character. when i do something wrong and am politely asked to change my behavior its just a simple request to fix a problem and not an indictment of my worth as a human being

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has this been done before . I think this would be really silly.

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In S2 E7 homophobic Diana enters the chat as if she doesn’t look at Anne the way a flower looks at the sun

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Been rewatching Anne with an E lately cuz I watched it when I was younger, just started season 2 and don’t remember what happens later but so far

Diana’s character literally in every episode is just her complimenting Anne and telling her how amazing she is and how good she is at everything in almost every sentence she utters at everything Anne does and it’s absolutely adorable the cutest thing I’ve ever seen 💞

and it is giving either words of affirmation is just her love language or she has a huge crush on Anne

Anyway I’m nominating Diana Barry as glazer of the century <3

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Everyone likes Natsuki.

Based off of some Deltarune dialogue.

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A queer ride of passage is painting your nails the colour of your pride flag

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My Thoughts on the Situation

The fact that people harassed Gooseworx to the point she had to delete her Reddit account is horrible. Some of you need to learn to mature and realize that just because the show isn’t focusing on the characters you want it to, it doesn’t mean that it’s “bad writing” or something, and it definitely doesn’t excuse harassment. The show is written beautifully, and it isn’t Goose’s job to please you. She is sharing her work, creativity, and world with us.

We are focusing on Jax and Pomni. This does not mean that the other characters have been “sidelined” in favor of these characters. The other characters are just as important as they always have been, and are still written well. The show isn’t focusing on Jax and Pomni for “marketing purposes”. It’s focusing on them because that’s who Goose wants it to focus on. Jax is a very in depth character, and has the most maladaptive coping mechanism out of all of the cast. So of course he’s being focused on.

We have gotten a pretty good amount of content around the other characters. They aren’t one dimensional, and are beautifully fleshed out and written. As well as this, Ragatha’s arc has kind of closed, as well and Gangle and Zooble’s. We’re likely going to learn more about kinger, and Jax and Pomni are going to be the main focus.

It’s okay to be sad that your favorite character isn’t going to be getting as much focus, but coping with that sadness by acting like it’s bad writing and harassing the creator over it, to the point she had to delete her Reddit account, is just awful.

Be grateful that this show was created at all, that you got to meet these characters, that you got to draw them, write fanfics of them, ship them, and relate to them.

In conclusion, just because the show is going in a direction that you personally do not like, does not mean it is bad writing, and definitely does not give ground for harassment. Ever.

I’d like to apologize to Goose, though I doubt she’ll see this, and is likely taking a justified break from social media right now.

Gooseworx, on behalf of all the decent people in this fandom that became inspired and moved by your work, I am so, so, genuinely sorry. I hope you’ll get to heal from this awful experience, and I hope this doesn’t force you to distance yourself from your own beautiful works. Thank you.

I’m glad that the show isn’t being glazed anymore, honestly. TADC is good, but fans kept talking about how perfect it is. And now because of those high expectations, they got upset when it didn’t go the way they wanted it to.

This advice is a tale as old as the day over-toxicity started, but: do it yourself.

If you want your favorite character to be focused on, then you give them the attention you think they need. Underrated characters and relationships are half the reasons why fan content exists, right?

Because the show writer —so long as they’re still writing their show with love and passion rather than to milk the views— has every right to focus on which part of their story they’ve already planned to focus on from the get go.

I get it. Some fans aren’t upset that Pomni and Jax are getting most of the attention, they just think characters (especially Ragatha) suddenly got ‘excluded’. Still not an excuse to demand more content in their favor and preferences.

But in my opinion, the other characters are doing just fine. Maybe you think they’re just being sidelined, but to me, they’re still holding very important roles. And it’s simply to exist with the others. Every show is going to need a cast. But not everyone in the cast is going to have a spotlight and that should be fine. Sometimes the shit they go through has always been better off as a subplot or background buildup.

They’re the VERY reasons why Pomni and Jax’s arcs haven’t gone stale; their admittedly shorter arcs that explore their problems, were a break from the other two. It gave them enough personality and depth, as to not label them as “Background character Number: 1,2,3,4…”

A show can’t run with just a protagonist and deuteragonist. How dull would the show be, if it was just those two from start to beginning, stuck in the circus? It needed other characters to give the story life.



Would you watch serialized shows —Steven Universe for example— if all the episodes were about Steven and his identity crisis and mommy issues?

Would you watch a romantic sitcom that only contains the main couple? (As in: no best friend, no silly parents that you wish you had, no break from the ‘building relationship’.)

Would you watch a horror movie with characters made only to be killed? (although there’s technically a lot of movies like that… but I’m talking about not giving characters any aspects that make us scared or upset whenever they get seperated).


Every shows has a main character or two, and every main character(s) will need a cast to give foundation to the entire show. And sometimes, it’s not a bad thing if they never get to stand in the spotlight. At times they usually do much better out of the spotlight than in it. Maybe Ragatha, Gangle, Zooble, and Kinger weren’t center stage, but they still did a lot for TADC just by existing.

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My Thoughts on the Situation

The fact that people harassed Gooseworx to the point she had to delete her Reddit account is horrible. Some of you need to learn to mature and realize that just because the show isn’t focusing on the characters you want it to, it doesn’t mean that it’s “bad writing” or something, and it definitely doesn’t excuse harassment. The show is written beautifully, and it isn’t Goose’s job to please you. She is sharing her work, creativity, and world with us.

We are focusing on Jax and Pomni. This does not mean that the other characters have been “sidelined” in favor of these characters. The other characters are just as important as they always have been, and are still written well. The show isn’t focusing on Jax and Pomni for “marketing purposes”. It’s focusing on them because that’s who Goose wants it to focus on. Jax is a very in depth character, and has the most maladaptive coping mechanism out of all of the cast. So of course he’s being focused on.

We have gotten a pretty good amount of content around the other characters. They aren’t one dimensional, and are beautifully fleshed out and written. As well as this, Ragatha’s arc has kind of closed, as well and Gangle and Zooble’s. We’re likely going to learn more about kinger, and Jax and Pomni are going to be the main focus.

It’s okay to be sad that your favorite character isn’t going to be getting as much focus, but coping with that sadness by acting like it’s bad writing and harassing the creator over it, to the point she had to delete her Reddit account, is just awful.

Be grateful that this show was created at all, that you got to meet these characters, that you got to draw them, write fanfics of them, ship them, and relate to them.

In conclusion, just because the show is going in a direction that you personally do not like, does not mean it is bad writing, and definitely does not give ground for harassment. Ever.

I’d like to apologize to Goose, though I doubt she’ll see this, and is likely taking a justified break from social media right now.

Gooseworx, on behalf of all the decent people in this fandom that became inspired and moved by your work, I am so, so, genuinely sorry. I hope you’ll get to heal from this awful experience, and I hope this doesn’t force you to distance yourself from your own beautiful works. Thank you.

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Genuine question

Why is there a bunch of Daria x Brittany (?!?) shipping on the Daria AO3 page and yet there is not even a SINGLE fic of Daria x Jodie even though those two have actual chemistry and a dynamic in canon? I feel like they have so much potential in fan content but there is nothinggggg

Ugh

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I just saw an announcement for one of their panels again

I wanna meet them soooo baaaad 😭🙏

Based on what I’ve seen of them (mostly from streams) they seem so funny and nice and I love this show so much

but I’m stuck in this far away land and I’m fucking POOR

Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh

plscometoaustralia

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She ra was such a huge part of my life in the early 2020s, as a wee 12-14 year old, I held the fixation for like 2 and a half years. Then I needed a break from it for years because of how intense the fixation was, but I always new I wanted to revisit it eventually

So hearing that it was being taken off Netflix made me really angry. So I decided it was a perfect time to finally revisit it, I was gonna rewatch it finally! Before it goes! Just right after I finish this thing-!

My time blindness made me miss the fucking window where I could watch it…

i woke up this morning thinking about it and turns out today is the fucking day its going.

My brain kept telling me I had more time and I had forgotten what day it was going- I-!

I actually hate myself so much, this important piece of queer media that was also extremely important to me in connecting to that part of myself when I was younger is getting erased and I can’t even watch it before it gets taken off

Ugh I’m sick of myself. I’m so upset. And I am immensely concerned and enraged that Netflix is deleting originals.

Fuck Netflix 🖕 and fuck my shit brain 🖕

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Bro who’s sex? and what’s he moaning about?

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After all, I’ve killed for less.

I fuching love Trixie. This 12 year old is everything I want to be, a badass kid with KNIVES.

Solution: I need more knifes.

Hi! I’d like to talk about this art piece for a second that I made a year and a half ago.

When I was drawing this image, I had just read the scene in the book, and really liked Trixie. I remembered this scene vividly in my mind and went “Oh my god, this kid is so badass, I love them.” and admittedly didn’t really think about the anxiety part of the scene. I just saw a cool scene, a cool kid with knives, and wanted to draw it.

I didn’t expect the post to gain the traction it did, and still occasionally is. Looking back, I probably would have just posted the art piece, not the caption I put as well. If I was to redo it, I probably would just post the art and nothing else.

My point is that I’m sorry if I mischaracterized Trixie. This was a year and a half ago, when I first got the book, and I often get characterization wrong. I just wanted to apologize for that.

Thanks for reading.

Don’t worry about it, I don’t think it’s a mischaracterisation to call them badass. It actually IS badass that they are able to put on such a believable act like that while being so terrified inside. Trixie’s introduction to her character is one of my favourite introductions to a character honestly.

my tags were more so just agreeing with what Fudgingfauna said, wishing Trixie was talked about as a character more often and more seriously within the fandom, I wish there were more analysis or angsty type stuff of them. I don’t disagree with what you said either though, she is very cool and so is your artwork :) sorry I gave the wrong idea