forever.

hi, my day sucks so far, but i hope you’re having a great one!

i’ve written something really similar to this idea here, hope you like it.

it’s okay, just please keep in mind that it might take me a while to write everything. i’m not the same old me anymore 🤧

to the person who’s sending me lots of jongin requests: thank you, you just brought me back to life

bestiesss, did anyone manage to secure tickets for any seoul dates?

i keep thinking about this whole story of suyeol kissing.

i keep imagining all the members just having a good time, and then chanyeol messing something up, and then getting down on his knees to apologize to junmyeon. i keep picturing the way chanyeol was probably clasping his hands, head down as junmyeon says “it’s okay, get up~” and chanyeol drunkenly repeating “i’m so sorry, hyung”.

i can’t shake the thought of junmyeon making chanyeol get up and laughing because “yeollie, it’s okay~” and then chanyeol getting so happy that he can’t help but get up to his feet and grab junmyeon by his neck, bending down to kiss the leader.

i can’t stop imagining jongin screaming at the scene, kyungsoo and sehun shocked.

“now, that’s new…”, kyungsoo says as junmyeon turns bright red and screams at chanyeol, who’s laughing so, so much.

that’s exo, you know?

xiumin - he doesn’t react much, just nods his head as he hears you and maybe gasps when you get into details. is normal, he tends to have it too.

junmyeon - honestly asks you if you’re feeling neglected or something, if he should be giving it to you more often. sighs when you comfort him.

yixing - “why are you dreaming these things when i’m right here? 🤨”. genuinely confused.

baekhyun - smirks so so much, loves that he’s the one on your mind even when you’re sleeping.

jongdae - he either smirks and makes a joke or asks you tons of questions if what you dreamed has a new kink or position.

chanyeol - “oh i had one about you too! so you were on top of me and-”

kyungsoo - stared at with like this 😐 but then later that night he’s all over you and when you ask why he says “what? you’ve been dreaming about this”.

jongin - blushes too hard, it feels like he has never seen you naked with how much he blushes. proceeds to ruin you at the first opportunity he has.

sehun - feels proud of himself and asks as many questions about it as he can (he wants to know what’s subconsciously on your mind).

hi, bestie! i have it in my drafts for so long now, i need to finish writing it. i’m working on jongin’s now and i’ll try to go back to junmyeon afterwards. thank you so much <3

this has been sitting on my drafts for too long, sorryyy

• minseok, baekhyun, kyungsoo:

these guys don’t want to disturb (and they definitely don’t wanna cause a scene either), so they will be leaving. minseok will probably pull you aside, tell you he loves you but that he ain’t comfortable right now, and baekhyun/kyungsoo will tell you that if you don’t wanna see them cursing at your parents for being so openly mad about them, then it’s better for them to come back some other time. you know where to find them, though.

• junmyeon, jongdae, chanyeol:

they will smile through the pain and bear with it. junmyeon will become 100 times even more likable and polite, trying to not make anything awkward, while jongdae and chanyeol will try to charm your parents with jokes, funny stories, and compliments. it probably won’t work, but know that they will be holding your hand through it all. it’s not your fault, they want you to know that.

• yixing, jongin, sehun:

oh, they’re gonna ask a hundred questions beforehand just to be sure that everything is okay and that they don’t need to worry about saying the wrong thing or causing a scene. yixing is shaking in his boots, while jongin powers through everything only for you, because all he wanna do is run. sehun is a bit calmer than them, but still makes a hugh deal of it. they just don’t wanna feel disrespect or cause any trouble between you and your parents.

exo as kings - how they got the throne

a/n: comin’ for that, i guess.

minseok - rightful owner but didn’t want it. rules the kingdom but rolls his eyes every morning when he wakes up out of pure annoyance.

junmyeon - rightful owner, it didn’t matter he has an older brother, everyone has always loved him and claimed for him to be king.

yixing - fought for it, proved his worth, protected the kingdom when he had to. it wasn’t in his blood but he proved that a good king has to be a good man first.

baekhyun - outsmarted his own parents and was pronounced king earlier than he should. he enjoys being a king way too much, by the way. also hella protective.

jongdae - got the throne when his brother renounced his royal duties. was like “um? me?”, but took the new role very seriously. the funny, warm king.

chanyeol - a knight who married the princess and later became the king. rules everything for the both of them, wants to leave his mark on the kingdom’s history.

kyungsoo - didn’t get the throne, said “i would rather not” and renounced from his royal duties. is living peacefully now.

jongin - forced by his family to marry someone powerful so he could become king. hates doing king duties, but loves the status and the people.

sehun - youngest king to ever rule, took over the throne after losing his parents. swears he will die on it, no one can take it from him.

so… which date are you guys going?

guys, someone please tell me you’re thinking about seoul dates, like the ones they announced or maybe for the encore show, i’m trying to see something!!

so… which date are you guys going?

i thought i was gonna combust the moment i heard suffocate for the first time. what a song, besties, WHAT. A. SONG!!!!!!!!!

so… no yixing?

he’s kinda testing me, ngl

so, january 19th… how are we feeling?

they are, and that’s what sickens me the most. sm didn’t think twice before excluding yixing, and now they bring him back because he’s such a sweetheart and he loves exo and his members so damn much, but sm couldn’t care less tbh. they just yixing there to fill a space that he can’t, because each member is precious and unique, that’s what makes exo exo in the end of the day.

i wish for them to free themselves, but i don’t think all of them will - sm will do everything in their power to bring exo down if they decide to pull a got7 on them. that company is eeevil evil, it’s crazy. i just really hope they’re okay and that they can all be together again someday.

and also, i would like to take this moment to speak about the whole exo situation right now (as if someone cares about my thoughts).

i’m an ot9 and i absolutely understand how frustrating and infuriating this whole thing is, we’ve waited for so long and it’s like we did it for… nothing, because we just can’t get all nine of them together. you’re right if you’re mad and you’re right if you want to step back a bit, i totally understand.

you’re not right though if you’re hating on any of the members. you’re not right if you’re blaming anyone besides sm right now. i’ve seen some bad, bad shit comments about the members lately and let me tell you: this is the last thing we need right now, to be split up as a fandom.

so if you wanna boycott the comeback, go ahead, i don’t blame you. if you wanna support it too, because the 6 members are working their asses off, it’s all good and i get it. what i absolutely don’t condone and i’m more than glad to tell you to fuck off from my blog is if you’re anything but an ot9 - akgaes especially!!!

i truly believe in the “we are one” thing and i truly believe that the members love each other so much. i’ll be with them no matter what, just like the promise they made - all nine of them made, yixing, junmyeon and cbx included, which are the most hated members right now for some reason.

this being said, i hope you get to enjoy the comeback (or to successfully ignore it while you still support the 9 members, if that’s what you want!!). i hope justice is made and our exo family is brought back together. i hope none of the members have to suffer anymore.

in the end, let’s love, as our leader taught us. ❤️🪐

well, i’ve been such a bitch with you guys by not writing at all for sooo long that i might as well do it, ofc 🫶 i will post as soon as i can!

this is crazyyyyyyy

(twt link)

oh shit, i tried putting a tweet link on the post but i guess it didn’t work? now i lost the damn tweet, i’m sorry.

but the fans were asking jongin to take off his shirt at a concert (mexico, i think?), like they were pleading, and he said something along the lines of “the more you ask/beg me, the less i wanna do it” with a goddamn smirk and everyone was like 😵‍💫😵‍💫. so my fucked up mind started to think about him being into edging - a kink where you bring your partner/your partner brings you to the edge, like almost there, almost on the climax, but then stops and starts all over again. it’s common for the person being edged to start begging and asking to cum and-

that’s it, thanks for coming to my ted talk, have a nice day, sweetie.

SEHUN IS FUCKING FREEE OMG WORST EXPERIENCE EVER HIS ENLISMENT WAS GOING ON FOR LIKE 32 YEARS WTF??

i love you, my maknae!!! i’m so glad you’re back, we missed you so much 😭

jongin said this on last night concert and now i can’t stop thinking that he might be into edging. have a nice day. 😃

OH MY FREAKING GOD WE ARE SO BACK!!!!

OMG HIII i missed you all too!!

life is happening but i’ll try to log in here more often 💘

i know i’ve been gone for a while but jongin has been pestering us about his soft, plump, cute, red, healthy, beautiful lips and i- [sigh]. i’m losing my mind. i’m actually losing my mind.

is anyone in peru willing to take me in just for like 2 or 3 days? maybe pay my plane tickets as well, idk….

i can cook, clean and write. please help me see my ultimate live. 🧍‍♂️

i got the vip ticket!! for the brazilian stop it included early entry, soundcheck, the concert ofc, and then the goodbye session (this one we weren’t allowed to take pictures or film) <3

baekhyun brainrot, let’s fucking goooo

i know i’m not as active as i used to be, but i want you to know that i care about you and that i wish you the best.

last night i went to baekhyun’s concert and it absolutely changed me. i knew how much i loved him, but seeing him right in front of me, so close, it changed me. i can’t explain how strong the feeling was, how healed i got, how happy i am right now. there are not enough words to describe, so i wish you can feel it someday - soon, i hope. i hope baekhyun goes to your city, i hope any of the exo members go to your city, i hope you get to be front stage like i was, i hope the songs can mend your heart.

thank you for sharing this exo love with me. we are one, always and forever. i love you, bestie. ❤️‍🩹🩷💭

yo, i just met a freaky (i’m in baekhyun’s concert)