when i say something against republicans and suddenly everyone thinks im a… democrat 😨? WOAH WOAH woah. i just haven’t gotten to them yet
when i say something against republicans and suddenly everyone thinks im a… democrat 😨? WOAH WOAH woah. i just haven’t gotten to them yet
I hate but also find it amusing that people view me as someone who doesn’t like physical affection in general, doesn’t enjoy talking to others, doesn’t ever fall in love … like it’s funny but the hell you mean I hate hugs… where did you get that from. it’s annoyinghggg
either way I like surprising people I’ve gotten a few comments from ppl like saying that they were surprised by my voice as it’s somewhat deep and it’s amusing and cool
cackling actually, i’m having a very good time pressing the buttons tho. it’s very calming. and i’d like to see the ccc cry.
fun fact tumblr hasn’t crashed for me but the music i don’t listen to that i’m listening to right now has Noises and they always seem to time perfectly for when i scroll down and i keep becoming Alarmed and thinking my tumblr is making those noises. also some posts are doing the new reblog thing and some aren’t. staff give us our reblogs back.
i’ve noticed that there are two ways of writing characters who aren’t quite right in the head. (not very short shorthand for neurodivergent and/or mentally ill??? “neurodivergent and/or mentally ill” is so long and boring and also possibly does not encompass the entire spectrum of what i’m talking about. like there are levels of Issues that don’t go all the way to a disorder proper idk how politically correct it gets guys they’re not real people anyway.)
one of them i will call the backwards construction method, for convenience. writer starts by saying, this character has an issue called so and so. writer does research. so and so has such and such symptoms. writer writes such and such characteristics into this character, possibly incorporates them into character development, etc etc.
the other one i will call forwards construction. writer starts with, this is a methodology of thought that explains this character’s actions. this is something they do in their head. this is how they think. this is how they make sense with and/or cope with the world at large. something like that. writer looks back at what they did to their character. wow, that’s fucked up. oops?
now. i tend to find that forwards-constructed characters are more internally consistent than backwards-constructed ones. does this make them better “representation”? sure, if you can figure out what they’re “represent"ing. what is the chance you figure out anything beyond It Needs Therapy?
that’s it i had nothing of substance to say these are just some observations. feel free to add
I cannot find my pens hoodie anywhere in this house I am about to throw the biggest fit the world has ever seen
aw, shucks
I’m only human and can admit there have been times I’ve been a bit shortsighted on a few things in the past that I may not entirely jive with now
but nevertheless I appreciate it

been a minute since i’ve been on here, but i’m rewatching that 90s show and so tempted to write smth for gwen / nikki 😊😊🫰
they are both just so cool and i haven’t found much on here :((( maybe im not look hard enough but fr this is smth im into if i can cook up a plot !!
saw a queen yellow jacket coming out of hibernation earlier, feel like i saw a celebrity
Blocked two accounts i followed in the past 12 hours because suddenly they posted fucking Wincest and Batcest it was a jumpscare to say the least.
one day i will have my own place and it will feel like you’re stepping into a lisa loeb song
my heart will forever hold such a deep and personal hatred for chris no matter what he does, says and feels, I will not double down even if it means death
it’s dead silence out here
i can faintly hear the band inside
mother
you leave me stranded
FIFTEEN FUCKING MINUTES
all the time in the world.
damn those brass instruments are loud
the rain is starting
i’ve been left
far too often
and far
far too long.